Zhen Shiniang sighed, withdrew her gaze and said quietly:

"Four years ago, my life was hanging by a thread. At that time, I reluctantly agreed to you to beg him. At that time, I thought that I would not survive. I just wanted to send Brother Wu and Wen back. Without my mother, at least they have a biological father...

…They were still young at that time, and although I couldn’t bear to part with them, I just gave them away, and they have forgotten them over the years. It’s a pity…” I remembered that when Magpie came back from the Number One Scholar’s ​​Mansion, his head was beaten into a pig’s head, and his cheeks were half swollen.

After not being able to see anyone for months, Zhen Shiniang paused.

The past experience was so vivid in front of her eyes that Magpie pursed her lips tightly to prevent herself from crying.

Looking at the magpie's twitching shoulders in the darkness, Zhen Shiniang sighed again, "After so many years, I have watched Brother Wen and Brother Wu grow up day by day, and I have watched them hiding in my arms and acting coquettishly.

They tried every means to please me, and just now, they were hugging me tightly, vowing to make money to support me when I grow up, and to take the top exam to earn money to treat my illness..." There was a faint mist in his eyes, "

...Now you ask me to send them to the general's mansion that eats people without spitting out their bones, how can I be willing to do so?" Looking deeply at the dark window, "I might be more relaxed without them, but, magpie!"

She suddenly turned her head and looked at the magpies seriously, "Without them, I would still die of sadness and I wouldn't be able to survive a day!"

"Miss, stop talking!" Magpie was already in tears. She shook her head vigorously, "Just keep them by your side."

Seeing that Magpie finally figured it out, Zhen Shiniang breathed a long sigh of relief and stretched out her hand to hold her hand, "... Magpie, now that I have opened my mouth, I have something to ask you."

In the darkness, Magpie's face turned red, "This servant belongs to the young lady. If you have anything to do, just give me your orders. What else can you ask for?"

"...I don't know how much longer I can survive with this body. You promise me that if I die, you must wait until Brother Wen and Brother Wu reach the age of thirteen, and then tell them who their biological father is and send them back."

The General's Mansion recognizes the ancestors and returns to the clan."

Thirteen years old. In modern times, he is still a junior high school student who hides in his mother's arms and acts coquettishly. But in ancient times, men of this age have moved to the outer courtyard, especially those wealthy families who have the conditions, and have begun to add rooms to their houses.

Zhen Shiniang also had her own considerations when choosing this age.

If she unfortunately dies young, Jian Wu and Jian Wen will have to be sent back to the general's mansion. If she is too young, she will be killed. If she is too old, she is afraid that the magpie will be too heavy and unable to raise her.

Thirteen years old, not too old, not too young, he will be placed in the outer courtyard as soon as he enters. The chance of survival is always better. I believe that as long as Jian Wu and Jian Wen are smart enough, know how to hide their clumsiness, and do not spy on the prince's position, the future mistress of the General's Mansion may be able to let go.

He passed them and narrowly escaped with his life.

She is asking for help!

Magpie's whole body trembled like an electric shock, "Miss!" The sharp voice cut through the darkness and came far away, even Magpie himself was startled.

"Shh..." Zhen Shiniang covered her mouth and looked back at the door. When she heard the silence in the courtyard, she let go, "What are you doing? I just said it, and it's not true.

He will die tomorrow."

"Miss..." Magpie's suppressed sobs escaped from his lips.

"Don't worry, I'm just taking precautions." In the darkness, Zhen Shiniang held her hand tightly, "I also promise you that I will try my best to please the general in the future." There was a pause in the voice, as if there was a trace of hesitation, Zhen Shi

The mother said resolutely, "I am the daughter of a criminal, and I am of no use to his future. It is impossible to ask him not to abandon me. I can only try my best to reconcile with him later, and it will drag on for a year and a half.

I can save more money, and you and Brother Wen and Brother Wu will suffer less in the future."

Life is impermanent. Since she has no time to start from scratch, not getting divorced is her best choice at the moment. If she wants to leave a family fortune for Jian Wu Jianwen, the fastest way is to have a good relationship with Shen Zhongqing and start from him. Fight for it.

"Miss...Miss is really willing to show her kindness to him?" Magpie's voice trembled slightly. She knew best how much Zhen Shiniang had been rejecting Shen Zhongqing in the past five years.

Shen Zhongqing is not a ruthless person. If she was willing to bow her head five years ago, they might be in a different situation today.

"You can't be a noble person." Zhen Shiniang smiled, "Don't worry, for Brother Wen and Brother Wu, let alone bow to him, I will even bend down." With a mocking look on her face, Zhen Shiniang said But my heart felt like it was bitten by an ant snake, and it was painfully painful.

Is this the sadness of being a weak mother?

Life is so bleak, but just because she is a time traveler, she does not have any privileges and can put herself above life and material things.

She can be strong, she can be aloof, she can not give up for five buckets of rice, but she cannot selfishly deprive Jian Wu and Jian Wen of their worry-free childhood just because they want freedom, dignity, and perseverance, and let them bear the burden prematurely. The heavy burden of life makes me taste the hardship of this world too early.

After all, her daughter was willing to suffer this injustice because of Brother Wen and Brother Wu.

However, things are different now, and now her young lady is blocking his bright future. Even if she wants to put aside her dignity and compromise, will he agree to decline for two years before negotiating a divorce?

For some reason, she should be happy when she heard that Zhen Shiniang was finally willing to lower her body and submit to Shen Zhongqing. However, her chest seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton wool, numb and messy, making the magpie breathe through it, "Too much It's dark, please go hold the lamp!" Suddenly, the magpie turned around, trying to escape from the sudden depression.

"...Magpie!" Zhen Shiniang grabbed her.

The room was so dark that Magpie couldn't see clearly Zhen Shiniang's face, let alone what she was thinking. The cold hand that only held her own made her teeth tremble with the chills she felt. For a long time, she trembled. He said solemnly, "Okay, I promise you, if there really is a day... one day... I will definitely serve my little master well. If I have a mouthful to eat, I will never starve them. Until I am thirteen years old, I will never let them go hungry again." Give them to the general!"

"Okay!" Zhen Shiniang breathed out slowly.

Next, Zhen Shiniang did not dare to show off her strength anymore, and she actually took good care of herself for a while.

Early that morning, while Qiu Ju and I were picking lotus roots in the courtyard, Li Qi's wife from Ruixiang Pharmacy rushed over in a hurry.

"...I knew you were in poor health, so I didn't dare to disturb you, but you have to help me this time." Li Qi's wife held her hands and bowed to Zhen Shiniang repeatedly.

"What's wrong?" Zhen Shiniang took off her gloves and stood up.

"It's Ergui, the youngest son of Liu Mazi's family, an Orion hunter in Xigou. He fell ill a few days ago. Dr. Feng told him it was wind-cold. He took two doses of medicine. It was strong at first, but suddenly he got worse. His head was as swollen as a bull's head, so he was carried out using a door panel. Your brother Li also invited Dr. Ma from Daren Hall. He also said it was wind-cold and that Dr. Feng's medicine was fine, but Ergui just couldn't wake up..." Thinking of Liu Ergui. Seeing this, they lost their temper. The family blocked the door of Ruixiang Drug Store and cried endlessly. Li Qi's wife looked at Zhen Shiniang eagerly, "Ayou, at least go over and have a look..."

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Fortunately, the code came out as scheduled, spread the flowers...

Seeing how hard it is for Jiuhua, please give me more recommendation votes. I just saw another one on the new book list, ~~~~(_)~~~~
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