Chapter 261 As long as you believe, she will always exist

How could it be? How could it be?

He cannot accept this fact, nor is he willing to accept it.

When Su Jiuer caught up with him, Yan Yunxiao was already standing staggeringly in the muddy water, covered in mud and in a miserable state.

When the inner belief is shattered, everything in the world loses its focus and meaning to this personality of Yan Yunxiao.

He himself had no direction and fell into self-confusion.

What Su Jiu'er fears the most is that in this state, Yan Yunxiao's tense nerves will burst and become a real madman.

He staggered on his feet and fell into the muddy water. Then he got up numbly and confusedly and walked towards the field ridge step by step.

Sometimes I look up at the sky, watching the birds flying in the sky and the people working in the fields in the distance.

There was still a blood line on the corners of his lips, and his eyes were clear and confused. Looking at all of this, he showed an unprecedented curiosity.

He was wondering, are these real or fake?

The hem of his clothes was a little heavier because of the muddy water. He staggered and walked forward blindly. At a certain moment when he turned back, he saw Su Jiu'er following her.

I couldn't help but be stunned again.

Then he fell down and sat in the shallow water nearby.

When Su Jiuer saw him like this, he couldn't help but feel cruel.

But we have to get here after all.

Whether it is reenacting the scene to allow him to face the truth in a fantasy world, or letting another personality see the real fact, the original intention is the same.

They all require him to have the courage to face his own heart and face the reality that has happened and cannot be changed.

If it weren't for Su Jiu'er, Yan Yunxiao would have gone crazy.

But when he saw Su Jiu'er at this moment, he thought of many things again.

In the fire in Wenmo Palace, it was Su Jiuer who led him to escape.

There were many vague nights where Su Jiuer coaxed him and watched him sleep peacefully.

Su Jiuer asked, is she also fake?

He also asked himself, right?

How could such a gentle smile and warm embrace be fake?

Yan Yunxiao fell to the ground, watching her slowly walking towards him, and couldn't help but whisper her name softly.

"Su Jiu'er"

She lowered her body and leaned forward, stretched out her hand to gently wipe away the blood on the corner of his lips, and responded.

"Yes, it's me."

Yan Yunxiao was in a daze for a while, his eyes were a little blurred, and he could no longer argue what was true or false.

Even if it is false, he is willing to believe that Su Jiuer is real.

He stretched out his hand suddenly and hugged Su Jiu'er into his arms. The touch in his arms was so real, and even the dry fragrance lingered in his nose.

He hugged Su Jiu'er so hard that he almost embedded Su Jiu'er completely into his body. Smelling her breath, the tombstone he had just seen and the words written on it appeared in Yan Yunxiao's mind.

Heartbreaking pain came from his chest, his hand holding Su Jiuer began to tremble, and his throat felt as heavy as lead.

He asked in a hoarse voice, "Jiu'er, tell me, my mother-in-law is still here, right?"

Su Jiu'er was so wrapped in his arms that she could hardly breathe. She raised her head slightly, took a moment to take a breath, and then comforted her.

"Xiaoxiao, as long as you believe, she will always be here."

"When night comes, maybe she will still be watching you and me in the sky."

How could Yan Yunxiao not understand what she meant? But such comfort seemed to give him a glimmer of understanding.

Yes, as long as he believes, her mother-in-law will always be there.

As long as he does not forget her mother-in-law, her mother-in-law will always coexist in his memory.

Su Jiu'er couldn't let him let go of such painful emotions. The only thing she could do was to lean into his arms, gently pat his back over and over again, and let him slowly return to his state.

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He didn't know how long it took, but he finally couldn't bear the fatigue that came back after his mental outburst, and he closed his eyes.

By the time Yan Yunxiao woke up, it was already Youshi.

The two of them were sitting on the shore of the shallow water beach, leaning against a big rock. Their long clothes were still floating in the water, and their bodies were stained with mud and water, which looked very weird.

At least in the eyes of the villagers on their way home from farming, it was very strange.

The setting sun casts a dazzling golden red color on the clouds on the horizon.

Yan Yunxiao leaned on Su Jiuer's shoulder, slowly opened his eyes and saw such a dreamlike scene. If it weren't for the bursts of pain in his chest, he would have thought he had ascended to heaven.

He subconsciously reached out to cover his chest, his eyelashes trembled, and he subconsciously began to think about what happened before.

But it's still the same, except that he doesn't remember what happened before he lost consciousness.

"Yan Yunxiao?"

Su Jiu'er made no other moves, just called softly.

Yan Yunxiao responded, "Yeah."

The two of them leaned on each other and were speechless.

Neither of them spoke for a while. Yan Yunxiao raised his sleeve and looked at the mud on it, then put down his hand and looked at the beautiful clouds in the distance.

Su Jiuer thought for a while and asked.

"Do you want to remember what happened just now?"

Yan Yunxiao shook his head.

With Su Jiu'er by his side, he had nothing to worry about. Even if he couldn't remember it, it didn't matter.

Then he sat up straight, looked Su Jiu'er up and down, then reached out to touch her face and observed her complexion.

Su Jiuer held his hand and already understood what he meant.

She said, "You didn't hurt me."

"I believe you and you won't hurt me"

Yan Yunxiao's fingers curled up unnaturally, and he couldn't help but avoid looking at Su Jiu'er.

He would always remember the wound on Su Jiuer's back, which was caused by him himself.

He would never dare to take Su Jiu'er's words seriously.

After making sure that Su Jiu'er was not injured, he slowly stood up. The pain in his chest made him frown in discomfort, and then he moved his eyes to the other side.

He didn't dare to step forward, for fear of touching another personality in his body and having his consciousness taken away from him.

However, Su Jiuer held his hand, walked through the shallow water, passed through the muddy road, and returned to the small slope again in front of Lady Yin's tombstone.

He struggled with a little resistance, but Su Jiuer held him back forcefully and said, "It's okay, you have to believe me."

"Even if something happens, I will still be by your side."

Yan Yunxiao then followed Su Jiuer's steps and returned to the place where he had squatted just now.

Empress Yin's tombstone stood there alone. Su Jiuer followed Yan Yunxiao's example and squatted down, continuing to wipe the areas that had not been wiped clean just now.

She greeted her seriously, "Hello, Madam Yin, I am Yan Yunxiao's friend, and he brought me to see you today."

After saying that, he turned to look at Yan Yunxiao.

Her appearance made Yan Yunxiao's originally dull heart suddenly feel relieved.

The corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up in a slight arc, and then he slowly knelt in front of the tombstone, his back straight, and his eyes fell faintly on the tombstone.
Chapter completed!