Yellow: 043 you idiot(1/2)
"How could I do this?"
Although she had always been very weak, she was still not at the point where she would bleed if someone pushed her. Moreover, she always felt that her stomach was uncomfortable and had some weird cramping pain.
"It doesn't matter. You are too weak. The doctor said that the skin grafting surgery cannot be postponed any longer. It is not good for your health."
Qiao Mingchu said calmly, with no trace of anything strange on his face. He seemed to be trying his best to divert Layer Yixun's attention from this matter, but Layer Yixun still believed that she should have had the surgery a month ago.
, it has indeed been delayed for too long. Now thinking about it, she also feels that she has been very tired recently and always feels very uncomfortable. Maybe this is really the reason!
"Don't think about it so much. The doctor said that you need to rest well now and wait until your body recovers in a few days before the operation can be performed."
Qiao Mingchu said, carefully covering Layer Yixun with a quilt.
"Well, I'm fine. You took care of me all day and forgot about An An. Go back and see him. I'm fine. You can come see me again tomorrow morning."
She knew Qiao Mingchu to some extent, and he would not leave until she spoke, but now, even if she spoke, he was still unwilling to leave.
"I've asked Leng Shaochuan to help take care of An An. Luo Luo, An An has made a new friend and won't cry."
Moreover, An An has not lived with him since she was a child. Whether or not he is here now will not affect An An's mood too much.
"How can that be done? You were originally going to play with him, so how could you leave An An to their care? How could you let An An down when he is looking forward to these outings so much?"
Layer Yixun said, struggling to get up, but Qiao Mingchu couldn't help but quickly held him down, and said in a deep voice, "It's okay, don't move around. When you fall asleep, I will go with him.
Sleep well..."
"I'm fine, don't treat me like a child."
In his eyes, she seemed to need more care than An An. When did she become so fragile?
"It doesn't matter what you say, I won't leave if you don't sleep. If you want me to go back early, just give me a good rest."
She still couldn't shake him, so Layer Yixun had no choice but to lie down obediently. During this period, because she was worried, she asked Qiao Mingchu to call Leng Shaochuan to ask about An An's situation.
Although he was very reluctant, he had his son on one side and his wife on the other. In the end, Qiao Mingchu still braved the call and dialed it. The call came back crisply, and occasionally he could hear An An and Luo Luo chatting happily.
Seeing the noise, Yixun breathed a sigh of relief, and Qiao Mingchu hung up the phone.
"They say that once you have a son, you don't need a husband. You women are really true."
Qiao Mingchu's dissatisfied complaint made Lay Yixun couldn't help but chuckle. His movements pulled the wound underneath her body, causing her to take a cold breath and tighten her eyebrows.
"They tell you not to move, don't move, you just don't behave well!"
Qiao Mingchu looked at it distressedly and complained dissatisfiedly.
"You look like this, you really want to be alone..."
"Who?"
"My Father!"
Layer Yixun's words made Qiao Mingchu frown in dissatisfaction and said in a deep voice, "You are disgusted with my nagging."
Okay, if it were someone else who was too lazy to nag, I'm afraid she wouldn't even be able to get a caring look from him, but when she arrived, she still said that, which really offended him.
"No, it's just that you care so much, and suddenly I feel like I owe you too much, and I'm a little embarrassed."
Layer Yixun smiled shyly, but her heart was full of mixed feelings at this moment. Is the man in front of her really worth entrusting her with for the rest of her life? Why at this time, she suddenly felt a sour feeling that she couldn't explain.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Don't forget, I'm your husband!" Qiao Mingchu fondly scratched the tip of Lay Yixun's small nose with his index finger. He seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly added: "Ming Yuan is marrying.
"
"Tell me, is An An your and Ling Yue's child?"
She didn't know why, but she really wanted to ask this question. This question was stuck in her throat. The longer it went on, the more depressed she felt.
Sure enough, as soon as she asked, Qiao Mingchu's expression changed. He looked at her, a little angry, "I tell you now seriously, and I will only say this question once again. An'an is our two sons, and Ling Yue is not the same at all.
It doesn't matter at all."
If we had to talk about a relationship, it would be that An An was born in Ling Yue's belly, that's all.
"Well, I believe it!"
She doesn't ask now and doesn't want to know anymore. Layer Yixun nodded with a serious look. No matter who gave birth to An An, if he calls himself mommy, then she is his mommy and his forever mommy.
.
"Be good, go to bed quickly! Rest for two days, and then I will take you back."
Qiao Mingchu urged, which made Layer Yixun even more helpless, "I'm sorry, it's all because of me that this outing was ruined. You can go back later. I can't go. You can play with An An for two more days. After all, this is
It’s a rare opportunity.”
It can not only increase the relationship between them, but also make him really need to relax.
Qiao Mingchu didn't answer her, but kept urging her to rest. There was no way, she had no energy to begin with, couldn't resist his persuasion, and fell into a deep sleep after a while.
It wasn't until he saw the person on the bed breathing evenly that Qiao Mingchu took out his mobile phone, turned around and left the room. When he came back, he sat by the bed and looked at the sleeping woman on the bed quietly.
The next day, when Layer Yixun woke up, Qiao Mingchu was no longer in the ward. There was only a young nurse who had just taken over her shift and came to do her rounds, preparing the next drip for her.
"Ms. Nurse, may I ask what illness I have? When can I be discharged from the hospital?"
"Huh? Don't you know? You had a miscarriage, you were bleeding heavily, and you are very weak. The doctor recommended that you stay in the hospital for more days of observation."
The little nurse looked at Layer Yixun on the bed with a surprised look on her face. After speaking, she continued what she had not yet finished. Until Qiao Mingchu came back from outside, Layer Yixun was still sitting on the bed in a daze.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
Qiao Mingchu put the breakfast in his hand on the table, quickly rushed to Fu Yixun's bedside, and asked with concern on his face.
"Is it true that I will never be able to have children of my own?"
Layer Yixun reacted in a daze, his eyes seemed to have no focus at all. It took him a long time to see the man in front of him clearly, but he was already very pale.
"How could it be possible? You are stupid. We still have An An. Isn't An An our son? How could you say that?"
Qiao Mingchu was startled at first, a flash of pain quickly flashed in his eyes. Soon, a forced smile bloomed on his face, and he smoked the layers on the bed and hugged him into his arms. He knew that losing this child would
She was in great pain. She needed a child so much and needed rights as a woman, but...he could only watch her heartache.
"Really? But I can't give birth by myself, right?"
She can have one, two, or even a dozen, but she has no way to have a child that can be born in her belly like other women. Do you think she regrets it? How can she not regret it? Now, she is even more
Many of them are even desperate.
"So what if you can't have children? No one will dislike you, as long as we have children, it's fine. To me, it's all the same."
Qiao Mingchu pressed Lay Yixun's head hard into his chest. The harder he pressed, the more distressed he felt. However, he was more afraid of hurting her, so he had been trying his best to suppress his distress.
"It's different, it's different! None of this was born of me. I'm not a woman at all. I don't even have the basic abilities of a woman. Go away. I don't want to see you. Leave me alone."
How about some quiet time?"
Layer Yixun, who was originally quiet, suddenly went crazy. He pushed the man in front of him away and pulled the quilt hard with both hands, his fingers turning pale.
She only cares about the existence of a child, so she has always ignored adults. She doesn't care what Ouyang Yi thinks of her. She has even thought about it. If he needs an heir, she can allow him to find another woman besides her.
, but for Qiao Mingchu, her incompleteness is simply torture to her. If she can't give birth, she will be destined to share her husband with other women like she was three years ago. This feeling is simply worse than her infertility.
What's even scarier is that she is afraid of such things, so she has always rejected their interaction. She can't let go, and she can't let go. She can watch one Ling Yue disappear, but she can't prevent the second Ling Yue from appearing.
This is the tragedy of being a woman. This inferiority complex tortures her as if she is going crazy. The better Qiao Mingchu treats her, the more painful and uneasy she becomes now.
"Xunxun, what's wrong with you? I told you I don't care. I don't care at all whether you can have a baby or not."
He was like an adult coaxing his child, clumsy and anxious, but his tolerance was like a shackle to the woman in his arms, making her even more breathless.
"I'm so tired and really want to take a nap. Can you just let me stay by myself for a while?"
In fact, she had already slept all night, so how could she feel sleepy again? It was just that she covered her head with the quilt and plunged herself into darkness, so that she felt better.
She really didn't know how she was going to face Qiao Mingchu, and for this child who came and left unexpectedly, all she could do was to face it calmly, even if she felt distressed, even if she was reluctant to let go, but so what
?She simply has no ability to keep a child of her own.
"Xunxun!"
"How about you go and leave me alone for a while?"
Her muffled voice came from the quilt, and Qiao Mingchu looked helpless. Although he was very aware of the result, he did not expect that she would also start to reject him.
Next, Qiao Mingchu stayed with Layer Yixun in the hospital and refused to go anywhere. During this period, Leng Shaochuan and Hua Xiaoyin came, but they just said goodbye and left. The original plan was
It was a nice outing, but it was ruined by Lay Yixun on the first day they arrived.
Originally, An An was very worried about Layer Yixun, but every time he came, Layer Yixun seemed to have lost his soul. Looking at An An, he would always shed tears. Although there was no sound, it still made people feel distressed.
, because of this, Qiao Mingchu sent An An back to the villa, and Layer Yixun also left the hospital after being hospitalized for seven days. Because he was afraid that Layer Yixun would be sad when he saw An An, this time Qiao Mingchu took her to their previous residence again.
The community is not far from the company. Every day, Qiao Mingchu comes to take care of her when going to and from get off work. The only difference is that compared to the previous layer Yixun, the current woman is both haggard and negative. Most of the time, she is
She sat alone outside the window, looking quietly outside, for a whole day. If he came back later, she wouldn't even turn on the light, just sit like this, let alone eat.
"If the young mistress continues like this, she may be even more serious than the situation three years ago. If she continues like this, she will become autistic. Do you want the young master to..."
Su Ziqian glanced at Qiao Mingchu in front of her, and suggested worriedly, I'm afraid they really need a mental doctor now. Sitting like this every day, not allowing strangers to approach, the only one who can take care of her is Qiao Mingchu in front of her.
But how could he be by her side all the time?
To be continued...