Volume 2 003. The Darkness of the Past 2
"Why do you have to know?"
"You said why!"
He knocked Mu Xinian directly on his forehead, and Gu Yicheng was so annoyed: "If it weren't for something like you, would I care about such nostalgia?"
At that moment, Mu Xinian knew that she could not hate her anymore.
When he touched the past again, his body suddenly shook and his eyes widened. Mu Xinian looked at the floor lamp not far away, staring at the light, and didn't even dare to blink, as if when she blinked, the light would turn into darkness, completely burying her, and she would be dragged back to that past again.
"Shh."
"Xi'er..."
"Then you say it."
"Hypnotize me?"
Shaking his head, Mu Xinian burst into tears silently, and was extremely firm: "You asked me to finish speaking, I want to finish speaking."
"Xi'er!"
Gu Yicheng still couldn't find his voice, and his forehead pressed against her. He stared at her for a moment, and that look seemed to be looking at his world, pampering her.
From then on, she depended on each other for her life and protected her with her full life.
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She was so young that her mother had been seeking death again and again when she was pregnant with her, so she was in poor health and was born smaller than any one. But she smiled when she saw her family. Her innocent and cute smile instantly knocked her hatred to pieces...
"That's all I can guess, but it's definitely more, right?"
She was only five years old at that time!!!
There was no verbal comfort, and he only called in Mu Xinian's ear. Gu Yicheng reminded her in this way, telling her that he was by his side and now he was there, so nothing would happen again, so there was no need to be afraid.
"There is so much blood. Those people didn't expect it to happen. They were scared. I judge now that it should be because of that... the person who violated my mother was the leader, and his status was precious. So everyone was very scared when he was injured. They were stunned. They grabbed my hand and let go. At this time, my mother yelled at me and asked me to escape. She pushed me hard and told me to escape. Don't worry about her. The whole house was dark and there was no light. It was also dark outside. It was raining and thundering. I was very scared, but I didn't dare to stop. Even when I heard my mother's scream behind me, I still didn't dare to stop. I ran barefoot and ran to my neighbor's house. They called the police and rescued my mother."
Haha, what he guessed was so simple. It can be summarized in just a few words, but Gu Yicheng knew, how could it be so simple?
Then, then... she never had a father again.
He gently bit his lower lip, loosened it but didn't speak, his expression was light and light. Mu Xinian looked at Gu Yicheng for a long time, and he was about to get fur again. Her arms suddenly raised and wrapped around his neck again.
"precious……"
Falling into such deep affection, at this moment, Mu Xinian suddenly felt that years of pain was not worth mentioning in the face of such warm feelings.
After a long silence, Mu Xinian nodded slowly, holding his clothes tightly with both hands, and his slender body was already showing signs of slight trembling.
"You said first, what have you guessed?"
"baby."
What he guessed?
The little girl reached out to her. The moment her soft little hand was put on her palm, she suddenly felt the reality of living. Only then did she feel that she still had hope of living, and others didn't need her, but this child needed to let her go.
Thinking of Weiwei, Mu Xinian's eyes suddenly softened, and tears flowed silently. She smiled miserably: "That's it."
Tears were filled with tears in the wide open eyes, and a teardrop slid silently from the corner of his eyes, Mu Xinian's nasal sound was strong - yes.
He could not say it, so he could only hug Mu Xinian tightly. The hug became tighter and tighter. Gu Yicheng's eyes were scarlet, his eyes were full of hostility and extremely sinister.
Don’t think that acting coquettish is useful. He is absolutely determined. She still has no need to discuss this matter even if she takes the initiative to sacrifice herself! If she wants to say it, she must say it!
"Shh, don't say it, don't say it..."
"Actually, you probably guessed it, didn't you? You could even guess Weiwei was taken away by Gu Chenghan. You are like this... Yicheng, what else can you not guess?"
"It's not just him, there are several people coming. I only have my mother's screams in my ears. I was so scared, but I didn't dare to scream. I opened my eyes wide and happened to run into my mother's sight. She cried so hard, but when she saw me, she laughed, clearly telling me that I must not speak out and be obedient, so I didn't dare to scream, even if I dared to breathe, but even so, I was still... caught out, and then..."
With her long eyes narrowed, Gu Yicheng slowly pointed his guess. In his opinion, her mother should have been raped when she was five years old, and she happened to be there. She should have been very dark at that time. Every move the other party made was cruel. She was still so small at that time that she would naturally be frightened, which caused a psychological shadow and had been afraid of darkness for many years.
"Xi'er, don't tell me..."
It’s just because it’s you that everything is serious; it’s just because it’s you that you that you have to care about it.
It was not bad, but my tone was hard. Gu Yicheng moved his head, opened his mouth, and bit Mu Xinian's fingers directly into his mouth. He wanted to do it heavily, but he still took a small bite: "Baby, be obedient! You don't know how serious you are. My heart disease is going to be scared. The doctor said that if you want to cure it, you must find the source, otherwise it will still happen in the future. I will definitely not be able to stand it and see you suffer once more, which is even more uncomfortable than digging your heart."
Then, the mother went crazy and committed suicide by self-harm until she was found to have a child in her womb.
"So you'd better not be careless and say honestly! I can guess again but it's just guessing. There's something about you, I just want to be sure!"
Gu Yicheng only felt a knife slashing his heart, and the wound was bleeding, and he had no way to imagine that kind of scene, that kind of scene...
Suddenly holding Mu Xinian's face, Gu Yicheng couldn't say anything at all. He was trembling even his voice. Everything he had thought about was almost everything, but he had never thought about it...
Instead of pulling it out, Gu Yicheng bit himself bit by bit like grinding his teeth, feeling the hot temperature in his mouth, Mu Xinian's heart was melted bit by bit, Yan Rou's lips opened slightly, and she bit her ear tips!
"Those hands touched and pulled me. The princess skirt that my mother put on for me was torn off and torn apart. I was very angry and suddenly struggled wildly. I was only five years old at that time. I was young, so I was flexible. I was actually broke free. I ran to my mother but was pulled back with my hair. At this time, my mother couldn't stand it anymore. She screamed in surprise and actually got rid of the person who was on her..., rushed towards me, protected me tightly in my arms, and grabbed everything like crazy. They were all men. My mother could not resist it. After a while, she was pressed down again. But at this time, she grabbed a pair of scissors and stabbed the man hard, blood, a lot of blood..." 13acv.
"It's just a rogue like you who can think of hypnosis, don't force me."
The fingertips gently pressed against his lips, Mu Xinian pressed his cheek against Gu Yicheng, and looked ahead casually without any focus. He didn't know what he was thinking, and gently rubbed him between her, and she sighed quietly.
"No."
Tears were falling down, but they still didn't cry. Mu Xinian trembled and stuck to Gu Yicheng. Even though there was no gap between them, she still didn't think it was enough. She hugged him tightly, trying to draw a little warmth, a little light from him.
The father lost his life and the mother lost his future. All the suffering should have been terminated and the dust settled. However, it was this child that continued the nightmare of previous years and made his mother suffer for years. Mu Xinian had never hated her, but she had no hope at that time. It was the arrival of the child who gave her the courage to face it again.
"Yicheng, you should know that some people have...the hobbies of molesting children, right?"
She even did this by his side, which was enough to show how much trauma it caused to her.
This is too cruel.
Then.
Then she thought that this matter should have been broken. However, her father, her father, never came back. Half a month later, she actually saw her father at the door of her house. He fell in a pool of blood, reached out to her, and called her baby, dad's good baby.
A large hand in his throat was pinched tightly, and Gu Yicheng couldn't speak at all. He wanted to call her and tell her that it was okay, but even he himself knew it was impossible! How could such a big trauma be possible after experiencing it simply saying that it was okay?!
"That day was the anniversary of my parents' wedding. I invited many people. I was so happy. But after the guests said goodbye, someone suddenly broke in. My father didn't know where he went, and my mother suddenly picked me up and hid me under the bed, and then that person... "
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His breathing became slightly faster and he grabbed Gu Yicheng hard. Just when he thought she wouldn't speak any longer, she opened her lips quietly: "Actually, you have guessed it."
I didn't dare to close my eyes, for fear that the scene of my mother being humiliated will reappear when I closed my eyes, but even so what? Those pictures are still shaking in front of her without any room for negotiation?
"I don't remember how many people there were, I only remember that there were several pairs of hands touching me. I was so scared that I couldn't even cry. They pulled my clothes and kept laughing. I..."
"You know I never want to force you, but I must know about this, otherwise I will have to carry you to the psychologist."
"Only a little, about me."
His eyes gathered the light of the world for her.
If Mu Xinian thought, if, if all her endurance was for him, then she would.
Chapter completed!