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Chapter Fourteen Repression and Release

Xiaojun originally thought that he would also join the class committee and get more training opportunities, but in the end he was not selected. He lost the opportunity to let many people know him, understand himself, use his expertise, improve his communication and dealing with people, and expand his network. He was very disappointed.

And regret. [ ] Seeing Zhao Xiaozhou's proud and excited look, I once again tasted the pain and taste of loss.

He was walking alone on the shore of White Lake. On the path, couples were walking and hugging each other. Under the willow trees, pairs of lovers were whispering. In the grass, people in twos and threes were chatting and laughing happily. He suddenly thought of the pure and lively people.

Qin Meixiang hasn't written to her yet. Maybe she is willing to listen and understand. Why not tell her all her melancholy, grievances and irritability. Thinking of this, his eyes lit up and he felt relieved. He quickly ran to the classroom and picked up his pen.

Write a letter carefully, put it in a delicate envelope and put it in the mailbox.

The letter said: "Since I left home and stumbled all the way to this place I longed for in my dreams, everything has felt strange and empty. I have no sense of belonging. I often feel at a loss as to what to do and everything is unsatisfactory.

None of them went well, it can be said that: when I went out, I dumped dry food and was covered in mud, I was depressed when I was cheated on breakfast, I was embarrassed when I transferred to another bus due to a crowded bus accident, I was anxious to hide after catching a thief, I was so drunk that the fellow villagers sprayed rice to ruin the fun, and I hung up the wires at the opening ceremony.

The principal was angry, he was hesitant to introduce himself, he was embarrassed, he was unable to calm down because he lost the opportunity to be elected to the class committee, he was hit by obstacles at every turn, and he was extremely knowledgeable. People around me privately laughed at me for being stupid, and I often resented my ignorance and incompetence, and there were many things that were boring in my heart that I couldn't say.

Even if I tell people, no one can listen attentively. I am surrounded by terror and danger. Depression, regret, and depression are like a curse, hanging around me every day. I have no hope or hope, and I am confused about whether I can go well in the future.

"

After the letter was sent, Xiaojun felt uneasy and felt like he was sitting on pins and needles. He went to the mailroom every day to check if there was any letter from him. He spent several days in fear, anxiety and anticipation, and finally received a letter from Qin Xiangmei of Xiangzhou University. It was really great.

I felt like I had found a treasure and couldn't wait to open it. The content was really rich. Lines of beautiful handwriting covered six pages of manuscript paper. The writing was delicate and smooth, lively and open, and it was pleasing to the eye. I immediately read it three times in a row, savoring every detail.

One word, every sentence.

"Wu Xiaojun, you kid, are you still a man? You are so stupid and stupid. You think you are in your own home. You don't even understand that everything is difficult at the beginning. You can't stand any small setbacks and become discouraged.

Well, my future is at a loss, and I don’t know how to find ways to self-regulate and free myself. If I don’t even have the confidence and courage, I think you should just jump into the Qinghe River and commit suicide as soon as possible." Qin Meixiang still had her usual fierce and sharp style, and came up to attack her.

, such a good meal made Xiaojun really feel a little ashamed.

"Let me tell you, if you have any happy or troubled things, you should tell me as soon as possible. My little sister is willing to be your vent and relieve your boredom. If you can't do it, you will not be a brother. Be careful to seize the opportunity to ask you to repay double the amount.

Yo."

As his eyes moved down line by line, each sentence and the scene described by each word were presented in Xiaojun's mind, just like watching a movie, as if he were there, as if the innocent and cheerful Qin Xiangmei was standing in front of him happily.

Tell about what you saw and heard in school, what you did and left behind, what you were happy and worried about.

"Boy, let me tell you some good news. I quickly made a group of sisters here. I can't say that they are all the same, but they are also like-minded. In addition to going to class, I can go shopping, chat, and play poker. I am crazy every day, especially one girl from Gubei.

The tomboy who came here has endless things to do every day, and everyone is having fun doing different things, and he is very happy. Although such a life is good, it is not a serious matter. I am really worried that once a bad habit is formed, it will be difficult to change over time, and his studies will not be completed.

, if you have any problems, it will really be miserable." Qin Xiangmei is obviously full of doubts about the free and undisciplined university life.

People are often obsessed with the authorities, and bystanders know that they are just a piece of window paper. They seem to be a thick baffle, indestructible, and there is no way to start. But when others point it out, it is like breaking through the darkness before dawn, waking up from a big dream, and seeing dark clouds.

Gone, the sun is shining brightly.

Qin Meixiang's words were sincere and sincere. Once she was prompted, Xiaojun suddenly became enlightened and regained a new life. "Xiaojun, maybe you haven't adapted to campus life and the new environment. Maybe your heart is full of loneliness and loneliness, distress and depression.

This is due to your personality and is inevitable for most people, but it is only temporary. Although we all come from a small place and may temporarily lag behind some people, this is only a temporary phenomenon and is not terrible. We have revealed

The passion to unveil all mysteries, the strong motivation to explore unknown areas, and the tenacity to desire true knowledge. We should be proud of our college life. The problems we face are not only business studies, but also attention to our speech, behavior, and appearance.

, social communication, ability and level improvement and many other issues, you should let go of your mind and learn to self-regulate. If you like sports, just play basketball with a few friends, greet each other with smiling faces, and connect hearts; if you like singing, just sing a few lines

, welcome the sunrise and bid farewell to the sunset; if you like to play chess, just kill him and make him roll over. The sky is dark and the earth is dark. Don’t be discouraged. Believe that everything will be fine. The one who laughs in the end is the real laugher and the real strong man."

At the end of the letter, Qin Xiangmei said something like this, which Xiaojun should keep in mind and reflect on all the time, "If you want to get out of the shadows, let your face face the sun; if you want to bid farewell to cowardice, let your heart be in the process of experience."

Be strong slowly; if you want to get rid of the ordinary life, then try to let yourself fly proudly. People who are too minded are destined to live a hard life, because they are too easily influenced by other people's emotions; people who are too minded always like to think wildly, and the result is

Trapped in a mess of thoughts, unable to move; sometimes, it is better to have less nerves than to have too many thoughts."

After reading the letter, Xiaojun was in a good mood and immediately replied, praising Qin Xiangmei and talking about his experiences and feelings. From then on, Xiaojun had one more thing to do, which was to receive letters, write letters, send letters, and wait for letters again.

, friends in the air, letters, endless things to say and talk about, he began to walk out of the shadow of depression, got rid of the initial confusion, and officially started his campus struggle life.

The monotonous days and ordinary life are moving forward quietly. Everyone is quietly changing and looking for a lifestyle that suits them. Among the six brothers in the dormitory, Liu Youcai is the one who has changed the fastest.

He is proficient in playing, playing and singing. He often sings popular songs such as "I Just Fall in Love with You", "Kiss Goodbye", "Thank You for Your Love", "Flower Heart" and so on while playing the guitar. I don't know when he started singing.
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