Chapter 186 Confession
The woman gently tossed her hair back, revealing her true face. Under the dim candlelight, she looked very haggard, with a slightly frowning brow, not relaxed at all, and without the aura of elegance and beauty of the past.【】
Wu Xiaojun took a closer look and couldn't believe his eyes. Is this real? How could it be her? He couldn't help but take two steps back, took a deep breath of the heat in the air, and tried his best to calm down his uneasy and nervous mood.
I stood there dumbly for a long time, feeling as if I had knocked over a five-flavor bottle. All the sweet, sour, bitter, spicy, and salty things came to my mind, and tears burst into my heart in an instant.
Unable to restrain the fervent passion from within, she ecstatically walked up to the mother and daughter, grabbed the woman's shoulders, and shook her vigorously. Even though she had thousands of words to say, she didn't know where to start, "Meixiang, you put others to death."
Throwing it aside and walking away quietly makes me worried to death. It's so hard to find you! Why on earth is this? Please tell me at least."
Qin Meixiang did not have the previous enthusiasm. She slowly raised her hand, pushed Wu Xiaojun's hand, and said lightly, "Please let go of your hand and don't scare my child. The past has passed, don't mention it again."
And. I have already started my new life,
I have my own home and children, and I live a very peaceful life. I don’t want anyone to disturb me. By the way, let me tell you, although my Daqiang is seven or eight years older than me, he works as a porter in a town outside the mountains and comes back once every ten and a half months.
, but it’s very good for me and my mother.”
The old woman put down the cattail leaf fan in her hand, stood up and said, "You two have a good chat while I go outside to take a look." After that, she went out.
Wu Xiaojun grabbed Qin Meixiang tightly in excitement, with tears streaming down his face, and said distressedly, "Meixiang, what's the big deal that makes you torture yourself like this? Where is this? How did you and your mother become so embarrassed?
It’s unbearable, what happened in the meantime, I’m almost dying of anxiety, please tell me quickly, please!”
"What are you talking about? There's nothing to say, so don't ask anymore. The college students and the mayor's wife you met before are long gone. There are only village women Mei Xiang and Zhao Shuting here. Today you were too tired to walk and fainted.
Behind my house, my mother and I accidentally rescued you. Have a good sleep tonight and leave as soon as possible when the weather is cool tomorrow morning. Just pretend that nothing happened."
"No, no, I must take you out of here this time."
"I don't want to ask you where you are from, where you are going, and don't tell me what you are doing. If you still remember me, it is not in vain for you and me to get along. I am satisfied with today's unexpected encounter. As for the rest,
Don't waste your time anymore, I don't want my stable life to be disturbed by you."
"Meixiang, you still have a lot of things to do and a bright future. You can't sink like this anymore and bury your great youth in the mountains and wilderness. You must be strong, cheer up, and regain your former wit, intelligence and strength.
, go out quickly and live the beautiful life that belongs to you. Stop being stubborn, be obedient, and follow me tomorrow, okay, please."
"Don't say anything anymore. I have a mother, children and a husband. I'm used to everything here. I can't do it at all. So don't say this. I beg you, can you hold my child?"
Wu Xiaojun's voice was hoarse and he nodded and said, "Yes," and then carefully picked up the child.
The child has a tiger-like head and a round face with rosy cheeks. He sleeps very peacefully and sweetly. His breathing is even and rhythmic, like a peaceful lamb. He is very cute.
Wu Xiaojun was deeply moved and felt an unknown sense of intimacy. He kissed the child's forehead a few times and felt his breath to his heart's content. He turned to Qin Meixiang and asked, "What's the child's name?"
Qin Meixiang said with a slight smile, "I named the child Qin Wangzhen."
"Qin Wangzhen, does it mean to forget the true essence? What's his father's surname? Why didn't he follow his father's surname instead of yours?"
Qin Meixiang nodded, and then said, "Yes, it is natural for my child to bear my surname, but it is a bit unfair to the child's father." She lowered her head with tears in her eyes.
"If you do this, doesn't the father of the child have any objection? Isn't it a bit too selfish?"
"The child's father understood my difficulties and eagerness to protect the baby, so he agreed. Let's not talk about this. It is my greatest wish to marry my sister-in-law as soon as possible, live a good life, and do a good job in my career. It is getting late.
, I'm sleepy too, go to bed quickly." He opened his arms, took the child from Wu Xiaojun, put it on the bed and fell asleep.
Wu Xiaojun withdrew in desperation and closed the door gently. Zhao Shuting said hurriedly, "Xiaojun, Daqiang is back. I have heard his footsteps. Daqiang should be suspicious when he sees a young man here. We
I'm already sorry for you, and I can't put any more burden on Daqiang.
I'm sorry for him. The night is cool and you are more energetic. Hurry up and walk along the back mountain road. You can reach the national highway within five miles." After saying that, he pushed Wu Xiaojun hard. Wu Xiaojun saw that it was over and walked out quietly.
The courtyard gate hid under a peach tree, quietly waiting for Daqiang's arrival.
After a while, a middle-aged man carrying a woven bag on his back and a big watermelon in his hand walked into the yard. He saw Zhao Shuting sitting on the stone bench waiting for him, and said with a smile, "Mom, you haven't slept yet."
Well, Mei Xiang and Wang Zhen are both asleep!"
"Daqiang, why are you back so late? What if something happens to you? Wash your face quickly. There is still some food left in the evening, so you can simply eat and rest."
"Okay, Mom, go to bed quickly."
After a while, Da Qiang entered Mei Xiang's house and turned off the lights.
Wu Xiaojun thought about the beautiful girl Mei Xiang who was supposed to be his, but she slept with a country man. It was like flowers stuck in cow dung. It was too easy for him. He was so angry that he gritted his teeth and was at a loss.
I have a few words to say. Seeing that although their family lives in a remote mountain and is in poverty, they are harmonious and full of warmth, I have to admit that
Reality. Everyone has his or her destiny. Since it is irreversible, let them live their own lives. It’s time for me to walk away quietly. Thinking of this, I walked out of the peach forest, left the mountain courtyard, and headed into the distance.
He was walking in the light of fireflies, one foot at a time, one foot at a time, but suddenly his foot fell into the air, he screamed "Oh my god" and fell into the abyss.
I woke up suddenly and broke out in a cold sweat. It turned out to be a dream.
Wu Xiaojun did not believe in gods or ghosts, but he believed deeply in telepathy. He secretly said that this was a telepathy message sent to him by Mei Xiang who was far away in a foreign land. She no longer belonged to him, so he should completely stop thinking about it, start a new life, and keep his eyes open.
, looking for your true love.
Yan Gaofeng slept restlessly all night, always thinking about whether what Wu Xiaojun had to say would bring him a new turning point. As soon as it was dark every day, he would lie on the edge of the bed and call Wu Xiaojun, "Xiaojun, wake up, tell me now."
What I was going to talk about last night.”
Wu Xiaojun hardly closed his eyes all night. Just as he fell asleep, he was woken up by Yan Gaofeng. He said angrily, "What do you mean? I'm so sleepy. Let me tell you that Han Hongxing, one of the eleven of you, has been ordered to drop out of school."
After telling his parents that his mother had a heart attack and died on the spot, you can think about what will happen next." Before he finished speaking, he fell asleep again and slept until lunch time.
At around five o'clock in the afternoon, Wu Xiaojun called Shao Yingying out of the dormitory, and the two came to the shore of Baihu Lake.
The willows on the shore of the lake are green, and a row of new willows is yellow. The willows have given out fresh and tender green. It breaks the winter silence, squeezes away the coldness of winter, and pulls out slender branches, which are full of vitality, elegant and dignified, and the tender green branches and leaves are gently blown by the breeze.
drift
, as supple as a girl's hair, spreading its figure gently, performing the dance of its life to its heart's content, bringing infinite hope, infinite longing and "a bright future in the dark to the bright flowers" to the people who are eagerly looking forward to it in the season of warmth and cold.
The artistic conception of “one village”.
Wu Xiaojun pointed to the green willows and said, "Yingzi, spring is beautiful. Look how beautiful the willows by the lake are."
Shao Yingying said with a cold expression of displeasure, "Stop interrupting and don't run out of things to talk about. You didn't say a word the whole way. You called me here just to tell me this. You're not interested."
Wu Xiaojun smiled and said, "What's the matter? Leng Ruobingshuang still misunderstood me about what happened last night. I wanted to explain to you yesterday, but you didn't give me a chance to speak. That's what happened." He told the whole story again, "
You should understand this time."
"To tell you the truth, I really look down on you now. The Wu Xiaojun I used to think of has suddenly disappeared. He has become unfocused on his studies and not doing his job properly. He hangs out with a group of girls all day long and has no future. If he continues like this, he will reach a peak sooner or later.
I am particularly disappointed to see the eleven students make the same mistake."
"Although what I said is a bit serious, the reminder is very correct. I humbly accept the correction immediately. I will definitely not live up to your expectations, and my image in your heart will become bigger and bigger."
"That's your own business and has nothing to do with me. Boys should behave like boys. They should be crisp and neat in everything they do. They can't be indecisive all day long."
"I know my shortcomings. Some appearances often cause misunderstandings to others. Many times I think too much about what I want to do and don't have the courage to do it. I lose many opportunities and leave many regrets."
"You are no longer just you, you are becoming more and more difficult to understand and understand. There is an invisible feeling of uneasiness and the desire to avoid you."
"I have also noticed this and am working hard to correct it. I think you are someone who understands me, knows my heart, knows my actions and knows my wishes. Please don't have any worries. If you find something inappropriate on my part, you can remind me in time.
And correct me. By the way, I had a dream last night, guess who I dreamed about?"
"Bai Lingyan."
"No, it's Mei Xiang. I dreamed that she was in the deep mountains, living the life of an ordinary mountain village woman with her precious son. It was very sad. I wanted to bring her out, but she still refused."
"This is a tragedy. It is good to have her in your heart, but it also implies that you should no longer live in her shadow, go out of your own way, and do the right things you want to do toward the future you want.
"
"I also tell you without hesitation that I have figured it out during this period of time. What is lost can never be recovered, and what should be fought for must not be missed again. Because of Luo Xiao, when I connect your name to you
When we were together, I felt so familiar and kind, and it has gradually entered my state of mind. As the relationship gradually deepened, a series of things coincided, and my understanding of you deepened. Although you are introverted,
You are not good at talking in front of others, but your quiet face, calm personality, gentle charm, quiet and noble temperament, and mellow and simple words all left a deep impression on me. Your love for life and your future will
The diligent pursuit of career and the yearning for future life have moved my heart even more deeply. I feel that it is a special feeling to talk about life ideals and imagine future life with you."
Shao Yingying smiled brightly and said, "To be honest, I am introverted and not sociable. It is an obvious weakness and a major obstacle in making friends. I really want to get rid of it in my heart, but nature is easy to change and hard to change. In the class
Few people can get close to me except you, except for a few familiar ones
In addition to my roommate and close friends, even my fellow villagers say that I am a bit elusive. You don’t really understand me, you just see my surface, which is a bit idealistic. I cannot accept your evaluation of me.
I can't stand praise. I long for ordinary because I am ordinary."
Wu Xiaojun said hesitantly, "I see you are always as cold as ice. When I talked to you before, I always had a special look. Every time I was in front of you, I didn't want to show my love and affection for you. I always thought I had a lot to say.
I want to talk to you, but I don’t know where to start, my tongue is short, and my words are incoherent, so I have to speak in my deep voice.
Time passes in silence. However, the more restrained I am, the more I feel good about you. I keep watching you secretly and silently, always paying attention to you, eager to get close to you, and deliberately avoiding you. I am timid and timid, afraid of hurting my self-esteem, and dare not be direct.
I confess my love to you." Wu Xiaojun said, his face darkened and he paused for a long time, looking down at the ground.
"People say that girls are always more careful and sensitive than boys, and they are observant. At that time, I really didn't notice anything you said, let alone care about it. I have always treated you as a classmate, and of course...
A member of the friendship dormitory, it seems that he knows me better than the other boys in the class."
Wu Xiaojun continued, "Meixiang's appearance in Pingxi suddenly heated up the blank relationship between us. A series of coincidences made us a real couple. It was her hostile enthusiasm and attitude towards you that made us become a real couple."
Your observation led to the reunion of your family. Facing Mei Xiang, I had to fight with you
Keep a certain distance. Your mother's several hints made me frightened. I always strongly control my feelings for you and treat you as my sister. Your expression tells me that you are very interested in every move I make.
I did care, and a lot of misunderstandings arose, but I didn’t really take it to heart.”
Chapter completed!