"What, you are leaving, where are you going?" Wu Xiaojun asked with a stare in surprise.│| │

"Yes, it's boring to wander around in the unit all day, and I don't want to waste my great youth here in vain. Isn't that a while ago, my brother-in-law contacted a comrade in Guangdong and asked me to work as a clerk in his company to work as a clerk in his company some time ago.

.I think many people are working in the south now. Instead of guarding a half-dead iron job, it is better to go out and have a walk as soon as possible. This is a good opportunity, so I might as well resign the public office in the factory.

Decided to go there to see if there is room for development. Hi, I will leave tomorrow. After all, you are the person I can't forget in this life. After thinking about it, I still have to say hello to you and say goodbye." As I said that, I could not stop crying

Living down.

Wu Xiaojun said in a heavy mood, "It's good that way. I heard that many companies go bankrupt and go bankrupt. Employees either change jobs or get laid off. Even if they don't go down, they are idle and have no income and their lives are no longer free.

Maybe you're right, it would be better to go out earlier than to be later."

Feng Weiwei wiped her tears and said with a sob, "Xiaojun, I know you are very honest and a good person. Since you can treat me as a friend, tell me everything with all your heart and heart, there is also a secret that I can't tell you.

, I have always felt uneasy in my heart, and I can no longer hide the secrets that I have been unable to speak of for many years."

Wu Xiaojun asked in surprise, "What's your secret? Since you can't say it, don't say it. It might be better to hide it all the time."

Feng Weiwei said firmly, "Xiaojun, I must say it, otherwise I will always feel guilty and uneasy about you. I will tell you that at the first time I met you, I paid attention to you, secretly observed you, and even

I quietly followed you, and later I was determined to approach you by devils until I possessed you. This is my very selfish side. In fact, five years ago, the cruel and ruthless tumor took away the breeding ground for my life and took away my wife and being a human being.

My mother's rights made me lose the conditions and dignity of being a woman for the rest of my life. When I heard the bad news, I was in a state of terrible pain, without any confidence, and worried that I would not become a human being if I could not marry in the future, lose confidence in life, and despair of life.

Later, it was my sister who took many troubles to pull me from the hands of the god of death, giving me family affection and comfort, encouraging and confidence, and allowing me to revive my hope of life."

Wu Xiaojun said in a heavy mood, "Your misfortune is really regrettable, but this is a natural disaster, no one can resist it, you have no place to look down on yourself. For a person, the value of existence is not just a continuation of life.

, more about responsibilities to others and society. In addition to family affection, friendship and raising children, there are also work and life, there are many things worth doing alone, and there are many meaningful things

Waiting for solving and completing it. You can get out of the shadows, regain hope for life and the future, and face reality and the future positively and optimistically. It is indeed not simple. I especially admire your courage and strength."

Feng Weiwei looked at him and said, "Thank you! Seeing the beautiful, gentle and virtuous girl Bai Lingyan, I am happy for you from the bottom of my heart. I was thinking at that time, I am a useless person, and I can give you all the things she can.

But I can't, I can't give you what she can't give you, I can't transfer my misfortune and pain to you, and you can bear it for me, and I can't be a sinner who destroys your future happiness. So I decided to regard you as a life

Become a part of the flower of friendship forever, turn your love for you into a beautiful memory, and give up the relationship with you."

"Vivi, thank you for your sincerity and true love for me, and I hope you can face life positively, be optimistic and do what you should do. You are a good girl, and your future will definitely be better."

"Okay, I've finished speaking and finally got rid of it. Let's not talk about this anymore. I'm leaving tomorrow morning. Please come here to have my last supper with me. Would you like?"

"Of course I'm willing."

"Let's do this, I've bought the food. Let's prepare now. Let's eat hot pot together. I wish you and I will go wider and wider in the future, have a prosperous career, and have a prosperous life."

The two quickly washed the vegetables, prepared the pot, sat each other, ate and chatted happily while shabu-shabu, and chatted carefreely. In such a relaxed and natural world, Feng Weiwei

On the surface, she seemed much more mature, as if she had no sorrow or troubles, and she was always smiling when she spoke. Wu Xiaojun saw her fragility, helplessness and uneasiness, these were all laughs that she forced in front of her. The more she was

In this way, the more I feel uneasy, the more I feel uneasy, and the more I want to leave here as soon as possible.

Seeing that she had almost finished eating, Feng Weiwei suddenly put down the chopsticks in her hand, staring at Wu Xiaojun with tears in her eyes, without saying anything for a long time. Looking at her expression full of melancholy and painful, even though she had thousands of words to comfort her, she didn't know where to go.

Speaking of it, I had to change the topic casually, "After you get there, you have no care from your relatives, everything is very strange. You must pay attention to protecting yourself. If you really can't do it, come back."

"Since I have decided to go this path, if I don't make a personal appearance, I will never look back. Who made me a man?"

"Vivi, you must not care too much about these, and you must not treat this as a heavy burden and always carry it on your shoulders. You have various lifestyles to choose from and can live happily

Well, every day, there is no need to let go of it."

"Xiaojun, from now on, I really can't have the right to be a woman anymore. Can you give me some warmth and let me experience the taste of love? I know this is a bit too much for you, for Bai Lingyan

It’s also very unfair, but I’m really scared of the future. Please don’t refuse me, okay?”

Wu Xiaojun looked at her tears and longing eyes, hesitated for a long time, and said softly, "Vivi, I understand your mood very much, but I really can't do it. I regret disappointing you. Oops,

It's already six:30, and we still have classes tonight, so I won't accompany you anymore. I wish you a good journey and take care of yourself." After that, I stood up and walked out.

Feng Weiwei was stunned for a long time, and looked at his back that disappeared quickly. She did not stop him, but covered her face with her hands and started crying.

Wu Xiaojun came out of Feng Weiwei and walked downstairs quickly. His heart was beating like a cat, and he couldn't calm down. Suddenly he remembered her terrifying eyes, and quickly stopped and returned.

The door was locked, and a whimpering sound came from inside. I was worried that she would not open it for a moment and would have any accidents. I quickly knocked on the door and shouted, "Vivi, open the door, Weivi, open the door quickly."

"If you don't drive, you can go."

"Can you open the door and let me in? I have something to say to you."

"I just want to be alone and be alone. If you have anything to say to others."

"Vivi, don't do this. Can you open the door? If you don't open it, I'll kick the door!"

After a long time, Feng Weiwei slowly opened the door, her face full of tears, her eyes were red and swollen, and she watched Wu Xiaojun without saying a word. Wu Xiaojun walked into the room, closed the door, and gently wiped her face with both hands.

Tears cried and said, "Vivi, don't be sad. I know you are very sad, but now you can only face it calmly. It's me that I'm not good to make you sad and angry. Don't be sad anymore, okay!"

"Xiaojun, I know you dislike me as an incomplete person. I don't have the right to make excessive demands to you. I really hate myself for being unsuccessful and feeling uncomfortable. Just cry for a while. Please don't blame yourself.

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"Vivi, don't feel uncomfortable. Your request is not too much. I promise to give you caresses." As he said that, he hugged her tightly in his arms.

After the two of them had a deep love between Wushan, Feng Weiwei said lazily and delicately, "Xiaojun, you have been wronged. Please keep it a secret for me. Don't let Bai Lingyan know about our affairs?

Thank you for everything you have done for me since you met you. We will have a period of time. I am tired, please leave and don’t delay your big things.”

"Vivi, you must take good care of yourself and never give up on yourself. If you think of me useful, you must speak up and I will do my best to serve you."

Wu Xiaojun saw a smile on Feng Weiwei's face, and felt relieved of her and left her alone. As soon as he arrived downstairs, someone behind him stopped him, "Xiaojun, go slowly, wait."

I'll do it."

Wu Xiaojun was shocked. Could it be that Feng Weiwei followed her and was not good to be seen by others, and he didn't dare to look back.

"Xiaojun, I am Bai Lingyan, what are you thinking? Didn't you hear me calling you? Wait for me."

He hurriedly turned around and saw Bai Lingyan coming over with a smile, saying embarrassedly, "I just took my head down and walked, but I didn't hear it, I'm sorry!"

"It's okay, is there anything wrong with you coming here?"

Wu Xiaojun didn't know how to answer for a moment, and hesitated and said, "I, I, hey, what do you think? A classmate's family asked me to help me. After just finishing his work, I have to attend a training class tonight.

I was in a hurry to rush to the school, and I was already more than half an hour late."

Bai Lingyan said, "Oh, that's the case, then let's go quickly. By the way, are your tutor still doing it? Have you ever met that Feng again?"

Wu Xiaojun had something to do in his heart and pretended to be nothing, "I've stopped doing it a long time ago. We have never met again since you met Feng Weiwei, so we have long forgotten this."

Bai Lingyan covered her mouth and asked deliberately, "Is that true? Not honest and dishonest is not your style. If I guess correctly, you two will be together tonight, right?"

Wu Xiaojun blushed and said nervously, "You, you, what are you kidding, nothing is there."

Bai Lingyan saw that he was really anxious and quickly changed her words and said, "Okay, looking at your anxious and hesitant look, it all means. What does it have to do with me? I'm just a little curious, just pretend

I didn't say anything, I didn't say anything."

The two returned to the school, Wu Xiaojun went directly to the conference room on the fourth floor of the Student Office, opened the door and sneaked in, sitting next to Liu Haiyan in the back row. The teacher who taught was Zhu Zonghui, the Director of the Student Affairs Office. This class mainly talked about the Party.

Discipline. When Director Zhu saw Wu Xiaojun coming in, he gave him a fierce look, which scared him to his hair and quickly lowered his head.

Director Zhu was a little excited and continued to talk further, "Party discipline is the life of the party. Our party has always been a party with strong organizational discipline. Abiding by the party's discipline is the obligation of every party member.

What kind of party would an unorganized and undisciplined party be? Every party member is free and ignoring discipline. This party is not a strong and powerful organization, but can only be a loose gathering group. Then again, we train

The first task of class opening is to learn the discipline of participating in training. Judging from the situation in the past few days, everyone has a good abide by it. They can participate in the study on time, listen carefully to the lectures, take notes and write their experiences. However, some students still ignore it.

Discipline and do your own thing, especially the Wuxiajun, was almost an hour late today. Students like this do not have the conditions to join the party at all. They must make severe criticisms here, write a profound written inspection, and read it to all students before the next class...

…”

When Wu Xiaojun heard this, he immediately panicked and complained secretly. In this special period of study, he was arrested by the school. It was over now. It seems that there is no hope of joining the party and being completely ruined. He sat there expressionlessly,

He was worried and confused. As for what Director Zhu said next, he didn't listen to a single word.

Liu Haiyan saw him restlessly and said quietly, "Before class, Director Zhu had already made a big furious blow. So are you, such an important training class, even if there is any major thing, let's put it a little, even if it's

After we arrived, it wouldn't be too late to ask the teacher for a leave before going to do it. Why do you have to hit the gun? Wasn't you waiting to be criticized? It's already like this, and it's useless to feel uncomfortable. If you want to write a check, you'll give me one.

Opportunities, you must be a positive attitude, work overtime and stay up late to prepare carefully!”

"I hit the gun and was the one who was brushed off. It seems that there is really no hope. What's the use of not writing? I'd better go back and sleep!" Wu Xiaojun said with a frustrated face.

"You must not be emotional or emotional. It is your problem. As long as you face it honestly and explain the problem clearly, you may have nothing left. What's more, whether you can join the party depends on how you perform normally, and the school does not

You might as well think about it!" Liu Haiyan comforted her kind words.

People are confused about things, Wu Xiaojun is upset and at a loss for a moment, and he said a casual complaint. After Liu Haiyan explained and analyzed this, he calmed down and thought about it carefully and thought it was really the case. He secretly blamed himself, Xiaojun

Xiaojun, you are too careless. If Feng Weiwei shed tears in front of her, you will feel weak, throwing everything down and not caring about it, making a mistake. How can you blame her? It's not you
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