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023 I Can't Forgive You

"Snow...er?!"

Luo Haochen couldn't believe it. For some reason, he subconsciously stopped and looked up, and actually saw the face he was dreaming about.

That's right! This time it was not an illusion or an illusion. At this moment, the person sitting in the floor-to-ceiling glass window was looking at him forty-five degrees up and down was Yun Mengxue.

Time seems to stop, and the air condenses in an instant. Although the separation of more than two years has not been long, for those who are longing for day and night, every second is a torment of heart and heart.

Silver white splashed over the sky and the earth, and Luo Haochen's hair was soon covered with a layer of snowflakes. His excited eyelashes were trembling slightly, and the ice crystal snowflakes fell on the eyelashes and thick eyebrows, forming a thin layer of frost.

I have been searching for it all and can't find it, and I have done crazy things because of all kinds of hallucinations I think. However, when Yun Mengxue really appeared in front of me, Luo Haochen didn't know what to do. His feet seemed to be filled with lead and could not move their feet.

"Xue'er... it's really you! It's really... my Xue'er..."

Luo Haochen didn't know what words to use to express his excited mood at this moment. It turned out that the illusion of vision during this period was not the illusion caused by the desire in his heart. Yun Mengxue was really right in front of him, and he read it right.

Winter nights always come too early. It is already a little darker before 4 o'clock in the afternoon. The dim street lights on both sides of the road are lit up, reflecting the European-style buildings in front of you and behind you.

The lights of Shangdao Coffee House also lit up. Yun Mengxue's beautiful face seemed a little confused under the lights on her back. Luo Haochen couldn't help but look stunned, fearing that this would be another empty dream of waking up.

"Xue'er...Xue'er...wait for me!"

Not daring to hesitate, Luo Haochen's feet seemed to be suddenly filled with air, and he quickly ran to the coffee house located on the second floor.

After just looking at Luo Haochen, Yun Mengxue's gaze seemed to be stuck and frozen there.

She forgot to withdraw her gaze and forgot why she had avoided this period of time. She just looked at Luo Haochen without reservation, leaving even the time for herself to adapt to the transition.

Perhaps it was because they missed too much, or perhaps because they missed each other too much, the two gathered together and became entangled. Accompanied by Luo Haochen's eyes, guilty and painful gaze, the pain in Yun Mengxue's heart deeply touched the pain in her heart, which made her feel a little reluctant to look away.

My heart was heavy. As for the hands on my legs, I couldn't help but hold them tightly. Yun Mengxue couldn't allow herself to meet Luo Haochen again under such circumstances. What would she say? Hate him, blame him? Or would she miss him?

"No...no! I can't see him like this! No!"

Unable to let go of the entanglements in her heart, Yun Mengxue suddenly came to her senses and quickly stood up and swept her eyes left and right. Finally, she found a spare staircase in the corner. She immediately grabbed her coat and ran to the other side.

Luo Haochen walked so heavily every step. He finally arrived at the second floor with all kinds of excitement, joy and joy. However, Yun Mengxue was gone, and Luo Haochen's heart suddenly sank into the bottom of the valley.

This brief meeting made people feel like a different life. The steps he walked towards me were like a thorn in his heart. He came upstairs in a state of confusion and excitement. He saw not the woman he was thinking about day and night, but the empty seat and two cups of coffee on the table.

"Two cups?"

Luo Haochen had a deep brow. He was sure that Yun Mengxue was sitting in this position just now, and she was the only one.

"How come there are two cups? Did I... read it wrong again?"

The illusory reality deeply tortured Luo Haochen's heart, which made him a little confused about which one was the real one? Perhaps all the things he saw were illusory and no reality had ever appeared.

"Sir, what do you need to order?"

The waiter asked politely, which made the lost Luo Haochen come back to his senses. He stared at the waiter for a long time before slowly stretching out his hand to point to the window.

"There...is there a lady just now?"

The waiter looked at Luo Haochen's finger position, nodded first, and then shook his head again.

"It's right that there is a lady there, but it's not her alone, and there's a man who comes with him."

"Men?"

Luo Haochen was surprised and said that the waiter's words, his heart completely penetrated from the deep valley to the Western Hemisphere.

"Two people... they turned out to be two people, so I... were you wrong again?"

Luo Haochen felt crazy because Nie Xiaotian left the seat after discovering Luo Haochen. He really thought that he had an illusion because he was too longing for love. At this moment, he felt speechlessly attached.

"Sir, are you okay?"

The waiter looked at Luo Haochen who was deeply hit with some confusion and worry. He waved his hand slightly, feeling that his arms seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and then got up and walked slowly downstairs.

"Not Xue'er, not her..."

Luo Haochen repeatedly muttered this sentence, and walked downstairs in a void under his feet. The sky outside was completely dark. At night, the temperature was low and the snow fell. All the pedestrians on the road covered their faces and looked down to meet the snow.

Looking at the pedestrian who had not stopped, Luo Haochen could not find Yun Mengxue's figure. He hung his hands weakly on both sides of his body and lowered his head and walked forward, but he always felt a strong and familiar atmosphere that was constantly attacking him.

Walking into the secluded alley, the wind and snow here became very strong because of the wind. Luo Haochen looked up at the sky and took a deep breath, but no matter what, he could not dispel the depression in his heart.

"Xue'er, I really want to see you. I really miss you..."

I don’t know how many times I said this to myself, but every time Luo Haochen is destroyed in the illusion he thinks is.

"I know you hate me, you are in pain and sad! Luo Haochen in the past was a bastard! I tried my best to change myself, but in the end... I have not changed anything, and the only thing I have done to you is to hurt!"

Luo Haochen squatted on the ground in pain and stroked his face with his hands. This was all his thoughts, but he could not tell her in front of Yun Mengxue. The woman who disappeared without a trace seemed to be using this method to punish him, and she didn't even have a chance to apologize.

"Xue'er, if you come back, then please meet me! If you can see me again, I will not deliberately be distorted and will let go of those so-called bullshit self-esteem! Xue'er, I'm satisfied just by wanting to see you again! Only one side..."

In the dark, Yun Mengxue's eyes were silently staring at the sad and sad Luo Haochen.

Although she came out of the Shangdao Coffee House at that time, she hid here and did not walk far away. Until Luo Haochen walked out of the coffee house in a daze, Yun Mengxue was following him all the time.

When she heard Luo Haochen's repentant words, her heart was very painful. She really wanted to go out and stand in front of the man like this, but her steps were full of hesitation but she had not taken a step full of courage.

After a long time, Luo Haochen left the alley with all kinds of lonely and sad moods.

Looking at his back as he gradually faded away, Yun Mengxue ran over a few steps and stood at the position where Luo Haochen was just now. The cold air seemed to be mixed with his longing and self-repentance. Everything was so familiar and felt very strange.

What is familiar with is Luo Haochen's unique taste and breath. Yun Mengxue once became so obsessed with him that he could not extricate himself. What is unfamiliar is his look of regret. Is this still the Luo Haochen he once knew?

Yun Mengxue shook her body slightly, and she only stabilized her figure with one hand holding the wall.

She cried, and her tears rolled down and immediately turned into ice crystals.

"Why? Why is this the hell?"

He kept asking himself deep down, but no matter what, Yun Mengxue could not find the answer.

The hands without gloves were cold and red and numb, and kept wiping the cold tears that rolled down, but no matter what, she couldn't wipe the tears. Her heart felt extremely painful, which made Yun Mengxue feel suffocated.

"Aren't you the one who brought us to this point? But... why did you keep looking for me after forcing me to leave? Could it be that you think it's not enough to hurt me, and you have to do it thoroughly at once to be satisfied, right? Yes?! Luo Haochen!"

Yun Mengxue felt like her heart was missing a part, and she kept hiking and couldn't find the rhythm she should have, and her lower abdomen began to hurt again and again.

The wind and snow became heavier and heavier, and he was urging back and forth at both ends of the alley where the wind was closed. The two attacks made Yun Mengxue's body tremble.

Everyone knows the beauty of love, it’s like falling into a honey jar and eating honey, but how many people know the pain of drinking poison with a smile?

"I can't forgive! I can't forgive you!"

The trembling hands pressed on the lower abdomen, Yun Mengxue bit her lips tightly and prevented herself from being soft-hearted, because soft-hearted means that everything has lost its meaning.

"Yun Mengxue, you are coming back to take revenge on him! You don't come to give me pitiful sympathy when you see him sad! No matter how much Luo Haochen regrets, he can't make up for the wrong things he has done. No matter how painful it is, it can't compare to the pain of losing my child!"

Whenever she thinks of a child who was forcibly abolished, Yun Mengxue will feel heart-wrenching pain like a broken bone. She knows that most of the reasons for this disease are caused by psychological factors.

At that time, Yun Mengxue had not recovered from the pain of losing her child, and learned that Yangde Group was defeated by Senya Group. Then her father fell ill and was forced to leave the Luo family. Yun Mengxue's body became very fragile under the influence of mood and various blows.

If it hadn't been for so many things, Yun Mengxue felt that she could be a good mother now and do her best to love her children. However, this right and dream were cruelly deprived by Luo Haochen. He took not only Yun Mengxue's children, but also his own flesh and blood.

Luo Haochen was so cruel and ruthless that Yun Mengxue could not accept it. No one knew how she was suffering and uneasy in dreams and reality on those dark and quiet nights. It seemed that she kept hearing the call of children and the crying of pain in her ears.

"Even if it's just taken shape, the child is a small life. He has the right and dignity to live, and he will feel pain! But you..."

Yun Mengxue cried so hard that she felt so uncomfortable. She had clearly warned herself not to lose control of her emotions like this, but she had no choice but to endure the tears.

"You are cruel, Luo Haochen! That's your child! I can't forgive you! I can't forgive you! I absolutely... I will never forgive you! I will never forgive you!"
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