044 Don't Expect No Disappointment
The snow stopped and the sky cleared, and Song Zhiyu invited Luo Haoning to an office building.
It is located on the top floor of the building, with a flat-top sunroom building. The sliding door is an air outdoor courtyard separated from the inner room. The perfect lighting design of the craft glass partition door is simple but not monotonous.
The courtyard is divided into multiple sections, with doors and windows, making it more lively. However, all of this was designed by Song Zhiyu as a birthday gift for Luo Haochen.
Looking at the environment in front of him, Luo Haoning couldn't help but feel a little amazed.
"Did you design this yourself?"
"Well, I didn't have any fake hands on others!"
Song Zhiyu seemed a little proud. She had been secretly doing it for so long, just to present it to Luo Haoning this day. To be honest, when Song Zhiyu saw the completion acceptance results, she couldn't help but express her approval.
"I feel more and more that it's a pity that you don't work in this industry."
Luo Haoning's affirmation made Song Zhiyu very happy. She pushed Luo Haoning's wheelchair and came to the outdoor courtyard in the air.
"My inspiration was actually obtained by Brother Hao Ning, but it was just a flash of years. If I had to do this for many years, I would still be a little incompetent. I don't want to harm others in a half-baked manner."
Luo Haoning smiled. When he was with Song Zhiyu, he would never feel silent and bored.
"Brother Haoning, this is the perfect place I found after searching for a long time. I think it's great to build a studio for you! It doesn't cost much to decorate or something. The materials are all from my old goods market Taobao. It's something you can't imagine, and it's very cheap!"
Song Zhiyu's explanation made Luo Haoning stunned. He looked around. He didn't expect that the ice here was not made of high-end materials, but was actually Song Zhiyu's painstaking efforts to find it.
"Zhiyu, your heart... I really don't know what to say, thank you."
Luo Haoning showed a gentle and sunny smile. Seeing Luo Haoning's smile, Song Zhiyu also smiled happily.
"My purpose is to hope that Brother Hao Ning is happy. Since you like it, it will not be useless for me to be busy for so long."
Song Zhiyu patted the pillar beside him and made a thud sound. It sounded empty, but the appearance was very thickly decorated.
"Don't look at these things being cheap, can't you see any traces of the original after being painted and decorated?"
"It's true, you're amazing."
Luo Haoning spared no effort to praise Song Zhiyu. Before he came here, Song Zhiyu had already expressed his feelings, saying that in order to celebrate his birthday, he would give him a gift made by himself.
To be honest, when Luo Haoning saw this so-called gift made by himself, he was really shocked by Song Zhiyu's intentions.
Luo Haoning thought to himself that no one could give a gift like Song Zhiyu, and actually gave him a house that he had decorated by himself. This "hand-made" is really huge and cannot be underestimated.
Despite this, Luo Haoning Bing did not refuse. He knew what Song Zhiyu was thinking and also understood her feelings. Such a calm acceptance would make Song Zhiyu feel happier.
"Brother Haoning."
Song Zhiyu squatted in front of Luo Haoning and gently pulled his hand.
"I don't want you to change the studio, but I just feel that the height here seems to be closer to the blue sky and white clouds. I think you will like this feeling, and I also think it's time for you to leave the studio that imprisons your freedom."
Luo Haoning looked slightly stunned. What was Song Zhiyu talking about? The studio imprisoned his heart's freedom?
Seeing that Luo Haoning's expression changed, Song Zhiyu shook her head quickly.
"Don't get me wrong. I'm not denying the relationship between you and Chu Mengyao. Brother Haoning, I never thought I had to intervene between you two. I just... want Brother Haoning to be happy."
Song Zhiyu held Luo Haoning's hand tightly, and her mood became a little excited.
"If I am the one who brings you happiness, then I will feel very happy in my life. Because Song Zhiyu's happiness is linked to Luo Haoning. I just want to see your smile, and I don't want Brother Haoning to be deeply trapped in painful memories."
Song Zhiyu's words made Luo Haoning silent. Song Zhiyu looked at Luo Haoning with a nervous look, worried that what she said just now would make Luo Haoning feel uncomfortable again.
Song Zhiyu didn't know what kind of words could be said and what kind of words could not be said. But she couldn't hold back. If she didn't say some words, Song Zhiyu felt that she would be crazy, and she was also thinking about Luo Haoning.
"Brother Haoning, are you angry?"
Song Zhiyu asked Luo Haoning carefully, and a smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth from silence.
"No, as for every word I say, it's very reasonable. You are the one who is considering me from my starting point. How could I blame a girl like me? If that's the case, wouldn't Luo Haoning approach the word "bastard"?"
Luo Haoning said this and even Song Zhiyu squirted. She felt embarrassed and her face turned red with shame.
"Brother Haoning can understand my feelings, it doesn't matter if you scold me."
"You girl."
Luo Haoning shook his head funny. How could he scold Song Zhiyu? Wouldn't that be ungrateful?
"Since it is Zhiyu's birthday gift, I will definitely come back here to create when I follow the drawings in the future."
"Really?"
Song Zhiyu was very excited, her eyes wide open.
"Just as you said, here is very close to the blue sky and white clouds. Such a relaxed and pleasant place, painting here may inspire my creative inspiration even more."
After Luo Haoning finished speaking, he gently patted Song Zhiyu's hand. His heart was wandering and lonely for so long, and now he finally found a harbor to dock, but these legs...
If Luo Haoning was a normal person without any disability, he could accept Song Zhiyu without any worries.
But these legs were unable to stand up again. He went from not accepting it at first to accept it half-accepting it, and now, he has experienced multiple struggles in his heart. Luo Haoning felt that he could not protect Song Zhiyu well in this way.
Having a disease is a hidden pain in Luo Haoning's heart that will never be eradicated.
Although he didn't say it or reveal it, he seemed to be no different on weekdays, as if he was very open-minded, but how many people could truly understand the loneliness and sorrow of being alone.
At this time, Song Zhiyu's cell phone suddenly rang, breaking the silence between the two people when they met.
"Sorry, I'll answer a call."
Song Zhiyu smiled, got up and took out her cell phone, and answered the phone while walking towards the floor-to-ceiling window.
Luo Haoning turned his eyes away. Although he didn't hear what Song Zhiyu was talking on the phone, based on his previous understanding, Luo Haoning had a guess in his mind.
"Okay, I get it, thank you!"
After Song Zhiyu took the call, she seemed more excited than before.
"What's wrong?"
Looking at her cheering look, Luo Haoning couldn't help but look up at her and asked.
Song Zhiyu grinned at the corner of her mouth, revealing eight neat and beautiful teeth.
"Brother Haoning, I really want to congratulate you this time! After waiting for so long, I finally have a chance to get you up again. Do you want to give it a try?"
Looking at Song Zhiyu's appearance and listening to what she said, Luo Haoning frowned slightly.
"Hand up again? Are you...had you been talking to the doctor just now?"
"yes!"
Song Zhiyu did not hide it and nodded directly, indicating that Luo Haochen's guess was positive.
"Dr. Thomas just told me that his Manhattan Hospital research has recently achieved new results, but it has just taken shape now and has not been used yet, so..."
Song Zhiyu's awkward hands and fingers were tightly hooked together, and the excitement just now suddenly disappeared, and instead she was filled with entanglement and expectation in her expression.
Song Zhiyu touched her head and smiled to relieve the cooler atmosphere.
"Brother Haoning, Dr. Thomas is very good at medical skills. I once provided him with some of Brother Haoning's situations, and then he made a list based on Brother Haoning's current status and past various things."
Not only did Song Zhiyu's words not let Luo Haoning see hope, he didn't even want to accept it.
"Zhiyu, I know you are doing my best. Look at the huge birthday gift you gave me, I accepted it because you made me feel happy and warmth. This feeling has nothing to do with anyone in the past, it is just for you."
Is Luo Haoning a confession like this? Song Zhiyu's heart became even more distracted.
"But Zhiyu, I don't think so in my heart. I don't want to undergo surgery anymore."
"Why?!"
After receiving Luo Haoning's reply, Song Zhiyu couldn't help but feel emotional.
"Brother Haoning, what a great opportunity! If you give up, Dr. Thomas doesn't know what to do next. He is really busy and has to do research."
Song Zhiyu felt that she was a little stupid at the moment. Her original intention was not to say what the doctor was doing, but to persuade Luo Haoning to undergo surgery so that he could recover his ability to walk as soon as possible.
"Zhiyu, don't bother with me anymore."
Luo Haoning's voice was less joyful than the added part of the moment, more deeper, and his face became much quieter.
"Actually, I'm used to this current state and don't want to dive in and long for what kind of results just because I have hopes of change."
Luo Haoning put one hand gently on his knees. The pain he had at the beginning had long disappeared. Now what he felt was completely feelingless every day, and his heart gradually became calmer with this feeling.
To be precise, Luo Haoning had to calm himself down. Now that things have come to this point, he has to accept reality because he cannot change it.
"But...but now you have another chance to change! Why don't you want to change?"
Song Zhiyu was very anxious. When she first learned about Dr. Thomas, Song Zhiyu was so excited that she thought Luo Haoning's legs had finally found someone to be cured.
But now, Luo Haoning rejected it in one verbal order. He did not accept treatment and forgot to respond to Song Zhiyu's hard work to find the doctor, but he was unwilling to accept another blow that might occur.
Chapter completed!