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093 I Didn't Want To Hurt You

Yun Mengxue was extremely surprised when she heard about the past!

She turned to look at Luo Haoning in a daze, but what surprised her even more was that after hearing these things, Luo Haoning didn't react much and remained calm.

"Brother Haoning..."

Yun Mengxue looked at Luo Haoning with somewhat worried eyes. Often, behind this kind of calmness, there are hidden storms and huge waves.

At the same time, Yun Mengxue also began to resent herself. She did not expect that what she was going to talk about was about the two Luo brothers and Chu Mengyao, but it eventually involved the love entanglement between Xu Yeli and Luo Jingtian.

"Haoning, you..."

Seeing that her son had not responded, Xu Yeli couldn't help but become worried. She came to Luo Haoning, gently held Luo Haoning's hand, and looked at Luo Haoning's calm face with concern.

"Haoning, if you feel uncomfortable or unhappy, just tell your mother and don't say anything like this. Mom... in my heart... I actually... regret that my original decision brought you so much pain and hurt you.

The root cause, but...I can no longer speak out..."

Xu Yeli was a little choked with emotion. She had been struggling with self-blame for so many years. Today she finally spoke out her heart, but she felt relaxed and uncomfortable at the same time.

"Mom, I'm fine."

Luo Haoning finally spoke, with a faint smile on his face. It was very light and faint, as if he was trying to cope with a forced smile. It would be hard to spot it if you weren't paying attention.

"How can it be okay?"

Xu Yeli raised her hand and caressed Luo Haoning's head, just like he did when he was a child. What showed in her eyes was not only love, but also boundless guilt.

"I have thought about telling you all those things more than once, but your father... Jingtian has always opposed me doing this. He said... I don't want you to know those things at the beginning, because I am

A child who has been abandoned by his family feels sad in his heart, and I don’t want you to know that you are not his son and have a grudge against this family."

Xu Yeli couldn't help but shed tears as she spoke. Although she was trying her best to control her emotions and not lose control in front of Luo Haoning and Yun Mengxue, she still couldn't reach the level of a saint.

"Auntie, I'm sorry."

Yun Mengxue quickly took out a handkerchief and handed it to Xu Yeli. She was the cause of today's incident. Now she really doesn't know how to end it.

"Mom, please don't do this. I'm really fine."

Luo Haoning wiped the tears for Xu Yeli. He felt very sad when he heard those things, but what could he say to Xu Yeli, a mother who had been depressed and aggrieved for a long time?

"In this case, why don't you tell Luo Haochen?"

Yun Mengxue couldn't help but speak at the side, and Xu Yeli was slightly startled.

"Tell...tell him? But...Sedum's place..."

Xu Yeli shook her head, she couldn't say it, because Luo Jingtian once said, don't say these words even if they are rotten in your stomach.

"Aunt."

Yun Mengxue didn't quite understand what Xu Yeli was worried about. In her opinion, those concerns seemed unnecessary.

"Have you ever thought that if those words had been spoken openly and honestly, the relationship between Brother Haoning and Luo Haochen might not be as tense as it is now. Although it may cause some unnecessary trouble now, but

There is no airtight wall in the world, and he will know it sooner or later. By then, after having experienced the pain and hurt, and still being resented, doesn’t it feel aggrieved?"

Saying these words, Yun Mengxue felt that she was actually a bit of a gossip, but she had to say it. She really couldn't see the whole family struggling with each other over such things, but they always opened up about things that were obvious to them.

They keep it in their hearts and then torture themselves and each other.

"I...think about it..."

Xu Yeli frowned tightly. She did not dare to say anything in front of Luo Haochen without Luo Tianjin's signal.

"Aunt……"

"Mengxue."

Luo Haoning interrupted Yun Mengxue's continued persuasion. Yun Mengxue was stunned for a moment. When she saw Luo Haoning's eyes, she nodded slightly and did not push Xu Yeli any further.

"Mom, I will keep these words in my heart for the time being. I know Dad's concerns, but he thinks too much. Since I have been Luo Jingtian's son for nearly thirty years, I will not give up just because I know his true life experience.

I have no regard for my kindness in raising me in the past. Luo Haoning will always be Luo Haoning. He will not be that kind of ungrateful person and will not abandon his father who has always treated me as his own."

Luo Haoning's words seemed to put a reassurance in Xu Yeli's wavering heart.

"Haoning, mom knows what you are thinking, and she also knows that you are not that kind of person. I... have said everything that needs to be said. I will leave the rest of the time... to you to resolve those matters yourself. I will go back first.

.”

The things they solved by themselves were nothing more than the entanglements between Luo Haochen and Yun Mengxue, and Luo Haoning and Chu Mengyao.

After Xu Yeli finished speaking, she glanced at Yun Mengxue with a solemn expression, and then left the studio. Only Yun Mengxue and Luo Haoning were left in the huge space.

"Auntie is so pitiful. Why doesn't God open his eyes like this? Good people are always made to endure so many hardships. This... is too unfair."

Yun Mengxue was a little depressed because her relationship with her revealed Xu Yeli's secret, which made Luo Haoning's mood different from the past. Although he didn't act like it was okay, just thinking about it would make you realize how uncomfortable that feeling was.

.

"Mengxue, don't have any burden in your heart. Just as you said, sooner or later it will be known. In this case, what does it matter if we know it sooner or later?"

After Luo Haoning finished speaking, he rocked the wheelchair and turned back to the painting. At this time, Yun Mengxue was surprised to find that the picture Luo Haochen saw was no longer Chu Mengyao, but a landscape painting.

"Brother Haoning, Chu Mengyao..."

Realizing that she had spoken too quickly, Yun Mengxue quickly covered her mouth with her hand to stop what she was going to say.

"If you paint the same picture too many times, you have to change your style and adjust your inner mind."

Luo Haoning said lightly, skillfully using his pen to outline the picture in his mind on the canvas——

The hazy night is shrouded in clouds and mist, the half moon is looming in the sky, and the green bamboos under the moon are thin and tall.

The simple lines are simple and clear, and the strokes of the pen are silent and simple but not childish. The strokes of the strokes leave traces, just like Luo Haoning's calm and elegant personality. Even if he falls, he will not fall down, and he still stands proudly in the world with such a perseverance and strong attitude.

Yun Mengxue never thought that using thick strokes like oil painting could actually create a light stroke outline of the Chinese quintessence of landscape, showing a clear and unrestrained aesthetic conception.

Luo Haoning's painting completely enveloped Yun Mengxue, and she could feel the unknown desolation and sadness behind the beauty. The moonlight looming through the clouds seemed to be a turning point after dusk, and a dazzling light suddenly appeared.

Bright lines.

Although Luo Haoning said that he changed the style for adjustment, Yun Mengxue could see different feelings from this beautiful picture.

If it weren't for Luo Haoning still missing Chu Mengyao, why would he be so embarrassed?

"If I had never loved before, then my heart...wouldn't it hurt like this?"

Yun Mengxue murmured to herself in a low voice. She felt pain for Luo Haoning's love, hurt for Luo Haochen's persistence, lamented Luo Haoning's inability to walk, and resented the different fate. Why must such a kind and gentle person be deprived of the right to move freely?

?

Under these emotional pains, Yun Mengxue also felt sorry for herself.

She unconsciously began to sympathize with Luo Haochen, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart, and she even felt sorry for Luo Haochen.

People say that passionate men are worth trusting for life, but Luo Haochen is not the one who belongs to her.

"If you have loved, you have loved. There are no what-ifs. Life becomes more colorful because of those past experiences. Although there are differences and pains, in the end, who can escape in this lifetime?"

Luo Haoning's words made Yun Mengxue slightly stunned.

"This...yes, you are right, we will not be able to escape that day after all."

Hearing Yun Mengxue's answer, Luo Haoning curled up one corner of his mouth and smiled softly.

"So, this is just a matter of time. There is no need to dwell too much on it. Just regard it as an experience in life. Human beings are not grass and trees. Who can be ruthless? We have experienced pain and cried, which shows that this heart

It’s still alive and kicking.”

Yun Mengxue frowned slightly, feeling a cold and itchy sensation running across her cheek. She raised her hand to wipe it gently, and tears like ice crystals wetted her fingertips.

"Although this is true, Brother Haoning's words are too direct and too calm, which makes people feel uncomfortable. I... can't be so detached, and Brother Haoning doesn't need to

in this way."

Yun Mengxue walked to Luo Haoning, squatted next to her wheelchair and held Luo Haoning's wrist holding the paintbrush.

Luo Haoning's expression was slightly startled, and he lowered his eyes to look at the hand holding his. Yun Mengxue's hand was still trembling uncontrollably due to his abrupt move.

"When you have vented your sadness and expressed it, you said you will cry when you are in pain, why do you still suppress yourself so much? Brother Haoning is the one who pretends to be in the greatest pain in his heart. Why do you have to endure the accusations and treatment like Luo Haochen every time?

But you don’t explain yourself? By doing this, are you taking responsibility for Chu Mengyao? "

The more Yun Mengxue spoke, the more excited she became. Even if she wanted to close her mouth and say nothing more, she was unable to close her open lips, and the words poured out like water from a floodgate.

"If she has a soul underground and learns that you are doing this, she will definitely cry sadly! Brother Haoning, do you really want to be such a person? You really want Chu Mengyao to worry about you even in that world

Will I keep crying for you?"

Luo Haoning's eyes froze. Yun Mengyao pulled Chu Mengyao out so directly to talk about something. She undoubtedly hit his heart that had been closed for a long time with a heavy hammer. The closed door was smashed into cracks, and bright red was everywhere.

Points of oozing spread.

Seeing that her words had an effect, Yun Mengxue immediately took the opportunity to catch up.

"Brother Haoning, just admit how you really feel in your heart. There is no need for you to be misunderstood and treated like that by Luo Haochen. You will feel better if you vent it out like him!"

"Crack!"

Luo Haoning's fingers were slightly loose, and the brush fell to the marble floor. The pen barrel flicked twice, and the dark oil paint stained the ground.

"Why...you...why do you have to tell me this?"

Luo Haoning slowly turned his head to look at Yun Mengxue, his eyes full of pain.

Why? Yun Mengxue couldn't help but be startled.

"I...just want...to let you..."

As she wished, she saw Luo Haoning open up to her emotions. Yun Mengxue's lips trembled slightly, not knowing how to speak.
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