289. Be a Pillow 4
Mu Baoer's heart trembled and said she pretended to be sick but it might not be possible. She did have chronic gastritis.
She was caught in prison a few days ago. She was hungry for a few times and beaten again. Her health was really not very good and her stomach was a little uncomfortable.
"I do have chronic gastritis, believe it or not. If I grow up happily and have my mother cooked every day, who will get this kind of wealth disease?"
Her eyes showed a faint memory, her heart tightened, and she could barely squeeze out a smile.
"If you have a short time, you have eaten the previous meal, but you have not had the next meal, or even tasted the feeling of being so hungry, why can't you get this disease? You like to eat because you are afraid of the taste of hunger and always want to eat more, so you can fill in the past."
If you have tried the taste of fainting due to hunger, you will understand how happy it is to have something to eat.
I remember the miserable days when I was abandoned by my mother when I was a child, and I fell into the streets.
Even if you pick up half of the food you left, you will eat it without leaving any left. Because you are too hungry, you will eat whatever you need to eat. At that time, you didn’t understand what self-esteem was. You wouldn’t feel that you were called a little beggar or driven away by disgust.
At that time, she was so young that she suddenly lost the protection of her relatives and felt extremely scared. She wandered around the streets every day to look for her mother, so persistent, day after day, because she was too young, she didn't know what abandonment meant.
I always thought my mother would look for her, but I always thought I would no longer feel hungry.
But except for being hungry or hunger, except being wandering, she is still wandering. In the vast crowd, only her small body stubbornly chasing the middle-aged woman with similar backs everywhere, but her mother disappeared in her world forever.
When I think of everything in the past, my heart will still hurt, my heart will be in a biting pain.
Tears rolled in her eyes, but they didn't fall. Now that she grew up, she would no longer cry out with fear as she was when she was a child.
I just become very fond of myself and like to eat. As long as I eat full, I will forget the feeling of being so hungry that I was burning with stomachache.
You will forget the days when you are wandering and helpless on the streets and picking up food.
Will not forgive.
She will never forgive her mother!
"Are you saying true?" Ji Mo sat up suddenly, his eyes as lightning as lightning, staring at her expression seriously.
Mu Baoer started with a slant, not wanting him to see his tears. She didn't want to pity herself, nor did others want to pity her.
"Fake a joke, you believe it, it's not the old society, how could you faint from hunger?" She smiled indifferently.
What she can live to this day is not because of the pity of others, but because of her strength and persistence.
Reality tells her that no matter how painful your affairs are, they are irrelevant to others, so don’t expect that there will be the kind in TV series, because they are pitiful, others will help you and sympathize with your experience. To live, you must rely on yourself.
Ji Mo pulled her face back, staring deeply into her eyes filled with tears: "I believe in you."
For some reason, Mu Baoer's tears suddenly flowed down when she heard his words, and she couldn't stop it.
She didn't want to cry, nor was she moved. It was just that this sentence made her unable to control her emotions for a moment and she burst into tears.
Ji Mo hugged her shoulders, let her lean into her arms, rubbing her hair helplessly.
Chapter completed!