195. Love the wrong person
She also understands some things. If she doesn't love her, she can ignore her. Why do she hurt her again and again? She also hates her cowardice, hates her wholeheartedness, and hates her inability to get out of this twilight nest. Perhaps as my elder sister said, she will be killed by him one day, but she doesn't know what's wrong with her. She thinks about him when she eats, thinks about him when she sleeps, and even in her dreams. Sadly, he has never seen her directly.
It doesn't matter if he doesn't love her, as long as he can live well, she will be willing to die.
"It's not wrong to love someone, but you're wrong because you love the wrong person!" Su Mengdie sighed again. She once loved someone, but she was about the same age as Ling'er at that time? That person was named Luo Chen, a famous school grass, the most handsome guy in the college, full of charm. She was chased and beaten by this person and fell in a month. She also cried at that time. After all, she didn't have much social experience and felt that without love, she would be nothing.
But when she survived, she realized what Luo Chen was? Now she knelt down and begged her, but she might not have to take a look. She loved her deeply at that time, but she was not as unbearable as Su Ling'er. Su Ling'er forced herself into Fu Xueyi's flesh and blood. He was in pain, and she felt more painful than him. Su Ling'er was much more sensible than Su Mengdie at that time.
What she asked for was not to be able to grow old until she was old, but to be happy with the other party. She believed that she really loved her so much that she could not lose her. What should I do?
"I may not understand that feeling. In Ling'er's heart, he is like the blood in Ling'er's body. Maybe it was what Ling'er owed him in his previous life... I know I am very despicable now, and my mother and third sister often scold me, but I don't regret it. I love him. Even if he doesn't love me, no one can stop me from loving him. Sister, don't come and persuade me. I know what I am doing. Either he is killed, begging not to see you again in the next life, or love you for the rest of your life, and begging not to see you again in the next life!" He hugged the woman's body helplessly, buried his little face in the warm chest, and revealed all his feelings to someone for the first time.
Sister, when you love one day, you will understand. It is a deep feeling, it is something that can invade your whole heart, it can restrain you from jumping down the cliff and control your rationality.
Su Mengdie gently patted the girl's back and lived for twenty-two years. The first time she saw someone love so deeply, she could understand that if she was in modern times, she thought Su Ling'er would not have such thoughts. To put it bluntly, her world in her heart was too small, she had never traveled far away, and had been in the Su family, or she would sneak out to the Crescent Tower and Fu Xueyi's doorstep. There were only three places, and she was focused on love.
Girls in the new era are different. Born in an era with a high divorce rate, you can find the next one without this. There are too many men to choose, and you will never let a man bully at will. Besides, there are no love, friendship, jobs, careers, computers, and too many things to make up for this emptiness.
Su Ling'er didn't. She only had Fu Xueyi's mind. This kind of love is actually very precious. She is for one person all her life, and she started from childhood. Fu Xueyi didn't cherish it, which was his loss. She believed that one day Fu Xueyi became a commoner and that actor named Xiang Ning would leave. Only this silly girl would protect him. But what's the use of protecting him? Love cannot be forced. If he doesn't love it, it will be in vain no matter how much you do it.
It was not until late at night that people ordered people to send Su Ling'er who was already asleep. If they didn't go home, their family would be worried. Those who didn't know thought she was abused. Looking at the bright moon in the sky, Su Ling'er, I hope you can wake up one day. There are many good men in the world, not only Fu Xueyi.
Just as she was about to go back to the house to rest, she grabbed her brain. Did she forget something? What happened? She knocked on her already drowsy head and couldn't remember it. Forget it, let's go to bed first.
Chaoyang Palace.
"Your Majesty, let's go, accompany me to take a bath!"
"Your Majesty, I look good in dressing like this!"
Chapter completed!