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Chapter 1837 No Regrets

Lu Ziyu took a group of people off the plane, looked at the first snow falling in the capital, and said with a smile: "I didn't expect that it was really time for us to come back, it actually snowed!"

The little wolf curled his lips and said, "What's good about snowing? It will only make the task more difficult. There will definitely be no simpler, so sometimes I hope it won't be good for snowing!"

"Although I'm training a bunch of rookies now, I would rather take a simple break. I feel so tired all over. I suddenly realize that I'm not omnipotent..." Xiaolang said in a plain tone, but his whole body exuded a feeling of powerlessness. He had finally understood what was going on.

Lu Ziyu smiled and said, "This snow is good, at least it can calm people's mood. At least I like it very much. There are too many things in this world that we can't do anything, and we can't even watch it. Although we are unwilling to give up, uncomfortable, and even want to stop it desperately, what if we don't even have the qualification to fight to the death?"

"When your strength becomes stronger and stronger, you will know more and more. Then there will be more responsibilities waiting for you to do. It may be the responsibility of the family, the responsibility of the country, or other aspects. In short, everything in front of you is a true portrayal. There is nothing to be inferior to. Go back and have a good rest, don't think so much!" Lu Ziyu said as he walked, obviously his heart was filled with emotion and contradictions.

Can't I really stop it? Or is it meaningless to stop it? Sometimes it's a possibility. At this moment, the phone suddenly remembered, and Loriyan whispered: "Dear, something happened to me. There may be something wrong with Li Yan County. There is something wrong with her memory. Many things have begun to be forgotten, and it even matches the possibility of brain failure!"

Lu Ziyu was stunned and said nervously: "How is it possible? Wasn't it good before? And how could she have such a problem? Where are you? I'll go there right away!"

Luo Lian whispered softly: "It's just that it's very similar, because I don't know how to express the situation now. I can only say that her memory is getting more and more forward, and I don't remember what happened afterwards. It was about to be the Chinese New Year, but her memory has retreated for more than a year, and there are significant situations every day. Now she has been taken away by Mr. Li Yuan. It is said that she is in the research institute. I don't know what happened yet!"

At the first time, Lu Ziyu called the taxi directly to go in one direction. When he arrived at the military district, he directly found Li Yuan and shouted: "What's going on? What about Yan County people?"

"Don't be excited for now. Xiaoyanjun is fine for the time being, and her brain is fine. She is still checking the details. I don't know yet, but I think it may be with..." Li Yuan obviously got older, and his tone looked a little weak.

Lu Ziyu was stunned, and felt relieved, and then said, "Are you saying that it may have something to do with that guy? Even everything has always been in his sight? Now it's just beginning?"

Li Yuan nodded slightly and said, "Otherwise, I won't explain clearly at all, but if this continues, I will forget everything in my life in a few months. And according to her, there is a different memory in her head, but I can't figure out what it is!"

"If you say that, then once he forgets everything in his life, he will definitely be filled with another memory. At that time, she will no longer be her, and we are powerless to stop it!" Li Yuan said bitterly, and even his hands, which were stretched out, began to tremble.

Lu Ziyu sat on the stool, opening his mouth to say something, but suddenly he found that he couldn't say a word, and the feeling seemed to make him lose consciousness all of a sudden.

I don’t know what it feels like, it’s empty, as if I have lost the most important part of my life, but what’s going on? Although he has some clues, what’s the use?

Looking at the book of Revelation on the desktop, Lu Ziyu began to read it gently. I don’t know how long it took, but when it was about to close, two pieces of paper suddenly fell from it.

Just looking at the lines of handwriting on it, I suddenly couldn't control myself anymore. I burst into tears and couldn't help it, as if I was a child.

Ayu, I found out that I fell in love with you very early. Maybe I had a good impression of you when I first met? Or maybe your excellence and warmth afterwards filled my whole heart.

Since I was a child, my grandfather has always loved me the most. But since I had you, although the days on a daily basis are very monotonous, I feel so fulfilled. I can see you every day, sometimes I will talk and laugh with you, and sometimes I will deliberately play tricks on my mind, because I am afraid that one day you will really ignore me.

There are more and more women around you. I can ask for it if I don’t go there. Although I feel uncomfortable and it’s not good until now, I have discovered for the first time that loving someone is not selfish possession. On the contrary, I am very happy that I can have them with you in the future.

I didn't want to write it, but I found myself very selfish. I was afraid that one day I would really forget everything, forget you, grandpa, and forget everything that happened around me, so writing it down is also a record, proving that I have lived, and let you think of me every year during the Chinese New Year and the holidays. Although I am a little selfish, I will allow me to be selfish once!

I don't regret it in this life, at least I have loved it, but the biggest regret is that I can't have a child with you, and you are always very busy, and I don't know why, but there is nothing...

But that's good, otherwise when he grows up and asks where his mother is, I think you will think of me again. Wouldn't you want to make your peaceful life sad again? That's not what I hope.

A memory appeared in my mind. Although it was very strange, it was very familiar. I couldn't tell what it felt like. In fact, I concealed you, and that purple eye would move.

It won't take long for me to forget everything! I'm really scared, I'm so afraid that I'll be so lonely and desolate in a world without you? Will I remember you in an occasional clip?

Li Yuan was also full of tears, and Lu Ziyu covered his face and sobbed. Although he had always been strong, it was not because a man could not cry easily. At this moment, he was like a person who was about to lose the most important thing in his life and could no longer control him.

After a long time, he washed his face and touched his red eyes. Lu Ziyu looked at the doctors who were still busy inside and the figure who were sleeping.

After looking at Li Yuan, he walked out without saying a word. Li Yuan opened his mouth to say something, but saw Lu Ziyu carefully folding the two pieces of paper, and finally sighed weakly, but still couldn't stop him.

Everyone who was talking and laughing outside was stunned when he saw his gloomy and swollen eyes. Lorien said softly: "Dear, don't be impulsive..."

Lu Ziyu looked at the girls, took a deep breath and said, "I don't know if this is an impulse, but I know one thing. If it were any of you lying there, I would do it without hesitation. In this life, I have lived for so many years and have been guarding my relatives, brothers and you, but I found that all this was just a joke."

"I can't calm down. I want to go to him. I want to ask, why?" As he said that, he looked at the girls, forced his eyes to hold back another wet eye socket, and walked out one by one.

The snow kept falling, but it seemed so cold at this moment. Lu Ziyu directly used his rights and got a plane ticket. After getting a plane, he got it directly on the plane and headed in one direction.
Chapter completed!
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