Ximen Longting held her in his arms and held her tightly: "Jing Jiaren... don't abandon me."

"..."

"I already blame myself so much that I can't face myself with guilt. What else do you want from me? I avoid you, I'm indifferent to you... It's because I have something in my heart, I'm afraid you will see through. I care about you - I care to death.

Afraid you know."

Jing Jiaren's eyes widened in surprise, and her shoulders were still sobbing.

"Otherwise, what should I do if you tell me? How should I face you before you are willing to forgive me!?"

Jing Jiaren asked in a daze: "This is what happened... Then why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"I told you earlier? I dare you!?"

"..."

"You said that if I had another woman and betrayed you, you would disappear from my world!" Ximen Longting rested his chin on her shoulder, "I don't allow you to have this opportunity."

"..."

"I don't want our peaceful life to be disrupted!"

Jing Jiaren rolled her eyes with tears in her eyes, recalling Ximen Longting's performance during this period of time...

He indeed changed after being rescued from Wang Yingying.

If he liked Wang Yingying, he would not have robbed the armored truck, come back despite the humiliation of Ji Ziang's rescue, or hide in that messy Internet cafe and suffer injustice.

Why hadn't she thought of this before?

It's so stupid to be blind in love...

"Then if I don't force you...when are you going to tell me?" Jing Jiaren asked in a wet voice, "Are you going to hide it for the rest of your life?"

That's the crack...

It would be nice to speak clearly.

Seeing that her mood was much calmer, Ximen Longting kissed the corners of her eyes: "Of course not. Isn't there a crack in hiding it for a lifetime? You already have such a problem with me."

"Since you knew I had a problem with you, why didn't you tell me?" She gave him many opportunities.

"Not the right time."

“When is the right time?”

"If I catch that bitch, I will kneel down in front of you and beg for mercy..." Ximen Longting hugged her to comfort her, "I will punish her severely!"

Jing Jiaren's eyes were sore and she wanted to cry again. This time she was not sad... but moved.

It was very tiring to stand on both feet, so I tilted my neck as far as possible and leaned against him.

"I don't want anyone to make you feel uncomfortable, I don't want you to feel wronged, and I don't want to see you cry." Ximen Longting's voice became hoarse, "The life I want to give you... I haven't achieved it yet. I don't want to see it.

Yes, but I let you endure everything!"

"Ximen Longting..."

"I don't blame you if you don't want me. But I won't give up on you." Ximen Longting said firmly, "I can't give up!"

Jing Jiaren's tears fell, and her eyes ached for a while.

Ximen Longting's throat rolled, and he added: "I also regret marrying you at this time!"

Jing Jiaren's back stiffened, and her heart was stabbed by a needle!

"The thing that I, Ximen Longting, fear the most is that you regret your choice to marry me." I'm afraid that I won't be able to give her happiness.

"..."

"I plan to marry you when I am at my strongest, not to let you suffer when I am at my lowest!"

Jing Jiaren inserted her hands into his hair and took a deep breath: "You've finished speaking and I've listened. Now it's my turn to speak."

Ximen Longting tightened his arms and held her tighter, fearing that she would disappear if he let go.

"Ximen Longting, let me go first..." Her bones hurt so much that she almost couldn't breathe.
Chapter completed!