Chapter 12: Relatively Indifferent
Chapter 112 Fresh and resentful
Xia Tianqing found that she had not had sex with Leng Lie for a long time. Leng Lie cared about her recently, but her intimate behavior has been reduced a lot. She wanted a baby, a baby that belonged to her and Leng Lie.
For nearly a month, they just hugged each other. This time, she was asked to take the initiative and Xia Tianqing told herself.
Bo Jiang carefully prepared a romantic candlelight dinner, prepared Leng Lie's favorite Bordeaux wine for 1982, and personally fryed him the love steak.
"Hey, husband, go home early tonight, I'll give you a surprise!" Xia Tianqing called Leng Lie and told Leng Lie that he had returned home after finishing work early.
Seeing that Xia Tianqing had prepared a loving dinner for him, candlelight was also lit on the dining table, so that all the servants at home could rest, and there were only two of them on the dining table.
The red wine is injected into the goblet with the candlelight, and the candlelight reflects a bright aperture through the glass. Xia Tianqing is like a skilled Western food expert, preparing every dish. The heart-shaped love steak with green lettuce and cherry pie is simple but loving.
"Husband, eat quickly! Try my skills!" She had already changed into a small dress with a tube top, as if she was attending a formal occasion, her slender fingers swept across the goblet, picked it up, imitated him to taste wine, shook it gently, and then placed it on the edge of her nose and smelled it, her eyes closed as if she was enjoying the process.
"Husband, I'll to you!" She raised her glass, smiled coldly, picked up the wine glass, and collided with her. The impact reminded them of the first time they had eaten in a Western restaurant. It seemed as if it had just happened yesterday.
"It's delicious. Everything you cook with your skillful hands is delicious. Don't make yourself very tired. Recently, you're not in good health. Taking care of yourself is the most important thing!" Leng Lie's eyes showed concern on her face. Then he reached out to touch her earlobe. This was the small movement they were used to. Xia Tianqing smiled slightly: "I feel very happy to make delicious food for you. Husband, you have been home late recently and have never come home to have dinner with me?" Her mouth pouted.
"Be good, I'm very busy lately. I'll go home to have dinner with you when I'm free, okay?" His voice gently bewitched her eardrums, which always makes her deeply nostalgic and bewitched.
After dinner, Xia Tianqing took Leng Lie outside to see the stars. She snuggled up to Leng Lie and told him that she would always want to be the North Star that remembers to go home, but Leng Lie said that he wanted to be that Sirius, so brightness would always shine on the night sky and sweep away all the haze.
Until late at night, after Xia Tianqing took a shower, Leng Lie entered the bathroom. Then Xia Tianqing applied his favorite lotion of water, making the fragrance all over his body. Then she turned off the light, lit two pink candles, and changed the black sheets to pink. The whole bedroom was decorated warmly and heartwarming, and he also transformed himself into old-fashioned pajamas.
It is said online that men like sexy women, but Leng Lie is not the case, otherwise how could he love a sexy and charming woman like Su Ruoying so much? He changed into a nearly transparent silk pajamas. The pajamas just passed the thighs a little, covering the thighs a little, as if they could reveal the underwear. The low-cut design made her, who was not wearing a bra, just reveal herself. Looking at her like this, the red marks were covered on Xia Tianqing's face.
When Leng Lie walked out of the bathroom, he found that the lights were turned off, and there was only a little light in the distance. He wrapped a bath towel around his waist. Usually Xia Tianqing would help him put the clothes at the door, but it didn't happen tonight. He thought she had forgotten it, so he wanted to come out and change it.
Under the light in the distance, she wore a pink pajamas, so short, revealing two white and slender legs. Under the candlelight, it was like a silky milk washed, looking like a work of art, smooth and full of temptation, and even more uncontrollable, there was endless imagination, imagining the wonderful scenes in the short skirt.
Xia Tianqing spilled her long hair wet on her shoulders, and water droplets penetrated into her shoulders, her collarbone, and even her breasts. Her beautiful figure as beautiful as Venus was revealed after the water droplets. Leng Lie saw this scene. She bit her cherry lips slightly, her lips were red and her teeth were white, and every little movement of her was like an invitation.
Leng Lie stood there motionless, and his body had already changed. Xia Tianqing walked up to him and wrapped his arms around her waist. She stretched out her hand and stroked his strong chest one by one. Her fingers were like drawing beautiful notes on it. Then her fingers moved to his collarbone and between his lips, just like every time he teased her, she did as she did step by step.
Then he leaned over his gradually rosy lips, without kissing, only biting, biting his lower lip, slowly as if he was savoring a peerless delicacy, swallowing his lower lip little by little, and then tossing to the tip of his tongue, seducing him with his dexterous little tongue, and tightening his cold hands tightened, bringing her closer and closer to his body, and fitting his wet body together. He found that he liked the hug in such a position, so he couldn't wait to bite her.
Xia Tianqing had already stepped back from his lips, but he was still savoring her teasing just now. A big hand twisted the back of her head and continued to rage with heavy breathing.
"This is your sister. You will be punished by your sister. In this way, you will be punished by God, and she will be punished by God!"
"She is your sister, she is your sister, are you brothers and sisters?"
"What are you doing, Leng Lie, what are you doing, how can you do such a thing to your sister? Are you going crazy? What are you going to do?"
A kind of voice in my mind swallowed the passionate kiss, and Leng Lie pushed Xia Tianqing's body helplessly, "No...I can't...I can't?"
Xia Tianqing was immersed in his passionate kiss, but was pushed away by force. The man pushed her away. His gentle face suddenly became gloomy and terrible, without any expression, and was cold and as if he was about to fall into an ice cellar below zero, creepy.
Xia Tianqing walked forward: "Alie, what's wrong? Why can't you? We are husband and wife!"
Leng Lie pushed her away again, and he wanted to stay away from her. If he was so close, he was afraid that his desire could not control his body. Why did he treat Xia Tianqing like this? Is this his sister?
He was punished by God, but Xia Tianqing could not be punished by God.
Oh my God, why do you punish me like this? Why are you so unfair to me and Tianqing? Tianqing is innocent. If you want to take revenge, you can take revenge on me.
Leng Lie clenched his fists with his hands, held them tightly, held his fingers and pinched his nails into the flesh. He could no longer feel the pain because the pain was heart-wrenching, and the heartache was hard to add. "I'm sorry, Tianqing, I'll sleep in the study tonight!" He could only treat her coldly and coldly, and he was afraid that if he treated her gently, he would fall into her tenderness and lingering.
"Leng Lie, tell me clearly what's wrong with you? You clearly love me, but why do you always push me away? You don't tell me anything. Do you just don't trust a woman who has shared the joys and sorrows with you?" Xia Tianqing said helplessly. This was the first time she had helpedlessly discover that Leng Lie wanted to push her away from afar.
"I...I..." Leng Lie wanted to speak but stopped. He didn't know how to tell her this story that she could not accept at all. All the pain was borne by himself. It was better to have short pain than long pain. He shouldn't trap her. She should have her own children and her own family. If she was always by his side, then she would never realize her wish.
Should he let go? How could he bear it?
Leng Lie's hand stayed on the bedroom door handle. When the cold door handle touched his cold hand, it also lost the metal temperature. It became colder and colder. He could not turn around and see her eyes and see her crying.
"I don't want to say, you can rest early, I'll go to the study to sleep!" With a snap, Xia Tianqing fell on the big bed. She didn't understand why Leng Lie treated her like this.
Did he not like her to be so proactive, or did he have no more of her in his heart? Helpless thoughts fermented in his mind, and each answer was a shocking blue for her, and she couldn't accept it. She could not be pushed away inexplicably.
Xia Tianqing was lying on the big bed. The big bed she had carefully arranged was now left with her alone and endless tears. She didn't understand why she was gentle and considerate to her husband a month ago, and began to become colder and harder to get closer. Is this her marriage? The journey was bumpy and there was no peace. Originally, she thought she was going to live on the track she expected, but why did there be fluctuations? Her heart fell to the bottom. There was no gentle murmuring at the bottom, and there was no careless teasing, and the world seemed mediocre without him, and only her body and tears were left.
The night was still in the sky, and in Leng Lie's eyes, this confusing night seemed much lonely. He pushed his happiness away because he could not make mistakes again and again.
If he owns her tonight, he will never forgive himself in his life.
If God wants to punish him again, he will bear these pains without any additional consequences.
If, in the world, there is no if, only the facts in front of him. Leng Lie stood in the study hesitantly, put his nightgown on his body, took out a cigar, and lit tobacco. Only the hazy smell of smoke could make him forget it, but how can the memory imprinted in his heart be erased without leaving any trace?
Where should he go, he should let go. If he drags on, the relationship between them will be worse. She will no longer be able to bear his years of indifference. How should he explain all this to minimize the pain? What should he do about this secret?
Leng Lie's hands were tangled in his short hair, blaming himself for a tangled confusion. He couldn't help scratching his scalp. Now his scalp was numb and his heart was as if he was being executed by Ling Chi. It was not a single knife to kill him, but a single knife shaved off the flesh in his heart. Every knife was bloody, and every knife was heartbroken.
Chapter completed!