Chapter 21: Marriage ends 1

After leaving the room, Liu Yingqiu was almost unable to support herself. They had been married for so many years, but it was only at this moment that she realized that she had never truly understood him, and he had never truly loved her.

In fact, who could she want in all this? It was her own stupidity that made her become so pathetic. Now that things have come to this, why should she stay shamelessly? But what will Chuyao do if she leaves her? ?

When she thinks of Chu Yao, her heart can never let go. She has no children in her life. Chu Yao was brought up by her since ###. In her eyes, Chu Yao is like her biological daughter. She left like this. , she really couldn’t bear to leave Chuyao.

Turning around, she stood in front of Shen Chuyao's door. Her heart was in a mess for a moment. She wanted to go in and see Chuyao, but she still didn't have the courage to open the door. Shen Muzhi did such a wrong thing. She really didn't have the face to face Chu Yao.

Liu Yingqiu turned around sadly, and walked slowly downstairs in a daze.

She had been out for so long, but he didn't even chase her, or even ask. She couldn't help but smile bitterly, and the few white hairs on her head made her look extra old.

For so many years, she has been living in deception. From her teenage years to now, she has invested almost all her best youth in him, but what she got in the end was such deception. She should Should she blame him? Or should she hate him?

Forget it, why bother! After all, they have been married for so many years. Even if things have reached this point, she still can't hate him. Just because she can't hate him doesn't mean that she can forgive. She has never been a stingy woman. After all these years , she was unable to have children, and she once persuaded Shen Muzhi to marry a concubine, but he refused.

At that time, she thought it was because he was in love with her, but now she realized that he was not interested in any woman because he had a sister in his heart.

Twenty years of love between husband and wife can only end here. In these twenty years, she has accompanied him through many difficulties and accompanied him step by step. She originally thought that she would stay with him until he grows old, but now It seems that her wish cannot be realized in this life.

When she walked out of the inn, gusts of cold wind blew in her face, almost biting the bones. She shrank her neck a little afraid of the cold. Looking at the streets covered with heavy snow, she became confused for a moment.

Where should she go? Where could she go? Standing in this completely unfamiliar street, her heart began to retreat slightly.

It was such a cold day, and she was unfamiliar with the place, so she might as well go back! But when she went back, how would she face Shen Muzhi and the rest of her life? After all, he was the one who killed her sister. , is it really possible for her to act as if nothing happened?

Sighing, she knew she had to take this step.

Taking a deep breath, she tightened her collar, stepped out of the inn resolutely, and walked out into the dark depths of the street.

After being married for twenty years, she still couldn't accept this reality. She left, and she would not come back this time. Their relationship as husband and wife was severed. From now on, she never wanted to mention the name Shen Muzhi again. Let everything disappear from her mind!

After a night of wind and snow, the morning light suddenly appeared. The wind and snow that had been falling for several days finally stopped, and the sun appeared in the sky again, bringing a little bit of warmth to this cold winter day.

After Shen Chuyao, who had just finished washing herself, took care of herself, she opened the door and walked out.

After Han Rongxuan left yesterday, she didn't fall asleep for a long time. She kept thinking about what happened between the two of them. It wasn't until late in the night that she started to feel slightly sleepy, and then fell into a deep sleep. She had a special sleep this time. She was heavy, probably because she was tired, and she didn't wake up until almost noon.

She moved her sore neck slightly, wondering why her mother didn't come to wake her up today. She casually took out a piece of women's clothing. Now that they all knew she was a woman, there was no need for her to hide it. Putting on a white fox fur coat, she tidied herself up and left the room.

Walking to her parents' room, she first knocked gently on the door.

After waiting for a long time, no one in the house answered. She was a little confused and knocked again, but there was still no answer in the house.

She started to get a little nervous. Her parents should be here at this time! They didn't know anyone else here, and it was noon, so they should be preparing for dinner.

An ominous premonition arose in her heart, and she hurriedly opened the door and walked in. She was worried that Han Rongxuan might have done something else. As soon as the door opened, she saw Shen Muzhi sitting on a chair. He kept his head lowered, looking a little dazed.

There were obvious dark circles at the corners of his eyes, and his eyes were particularly dull, as if he had not slept all night.

Seeing Shen Muzhi like this, Shen Chuyao was really surprised. "Dad, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so haggard? Have you not rested?" She hurriedly walked to Shen Muzhi and asked in a concerned tone. road.

Shen Muzhi waved his hand, too tired to say a word.

Seeing that he didn't want to talk, Shen Chuyao became even more puzzled. What on earth happened? Did something happen last night? "Where's dad and mom? Did you quarrel with her?" She glanced at the room. But her mother was nowhere to be seen, and seeing her father like this, she thought about it and could only think of this possibility.

Hearing this, Shen Muzhi suddenly raised his head, his bloodshot eyes filled with panic. "Isn't she with you?" An ominous premonition suddenly arose in his heart, and he thought she would not be there no matter what. He would leave him, but now he realizes that he really overestimated himself.

Shen Chuyao shook her head in confusion. "No, mother came to see me last night, but she left without saying anything, and I fell asleep after that. Didn't mother come back last night? What happened? It's happened, dad!" She saw Shen Muzhi acting so nervous, and Shen Chuyao's heart also became nervous.

Shen Muzhi closed his eyes weakly and couldn't help but smile bitterly. "I didn't expect that I really overestimated myself. I thought she would never leave me, but now it seems that she is really planning to give up on me. "Because he knows that she loves him deeply, that's why he has been so unscrupulous for so many years. He thought that she would never leave him, but now he understands that the person who really can't leave is him.

His heart throbbed with pain, almost making him unable to hold on any longer. When he got married in the Spring Festival, his heart also felt pain like this, but it was not so intense. It was as if someone was cutting his body piece by piece with a knife. Heart. Why does the heart hurt so much? Wouldn't it be nice if she left? For so many years, hadn't he always wanted her to leave him? Then why should he feel heartache now?

Holding his heart tightly, Shen Muzhi bent down in pain and almost fell down.

"Dad, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?" Shen Chuyao was frightened by Shen Muzhi's appearance. She hurriedly knelt down and supported Shen Muzhi.

"Chu Yao... I want to get her back... I want to find her..." He was in so much pain that he could hardly speak clearly. He couldn't let her leave, she couldn't leave him. How could she? After he was completely accustomed to her existence, he suddenly pulled away and left. How would he go on in the future without her? He has nothing now, the only thing he has is her! How could she leave him like this? That would be even more uncomfortable for him than killing him!

"Okay, dad, don't worry. Mom may have gone out for a walk, and she may be back soon. Don't worry yet!" Shen Chuyao was frightened by Shen Muzhi's appearance. She didn't know what to do. How come so many things happened in just one night? What happened last night?

"You go now... don't worry about me... go now!" He insisted that Shen Chuyao go now. Yingqiu was unfamiliar with the place here, and he was worried that something would happen to her.

"Okay, I'll go now!" Shen Chuyao was really worried when her father looked like this, but she had no choice but to find him now if he insisted.

Shen Chuyao did not dare to delay and hurriedly ran out of the room. As soon as she left the room, she rushed to the first floor to find Hong Yun.

She hurriedly grabbed a waiter and asked hurriedly, "Where is shopkeeper Hong?" After looking for a long time, Hong Yun was nowhere to be seen, and she was almost anxious.

The waiter was frightened by her panic, and looked at her with confusion on his face. "I don't know! It was on the cabinet just now, why is it missing now?"

Shen Chuyao was so anxious that she didn't know what to do. She didn't know what to do. Her father's situation looked so bad now. How could she walk away without worry? Besides, she didn't know where to find her mother in Lingcheng. !By the way, Han Rongxuan! Why did she forget Han Rongxuan? With Han Rongxuan here, she might be able to find her mother.

A glimmer of hope finally lit up in her heart, but now she had to find Hong Yun first! Otherwise, how could she rest assured that her father was here alone? She was so anxious that she had no choice but to run upstairs to find him. Hong Yun suddenly rushed to the door and walked in.

As soon as she saw Hong Yun, she rushed forward. "Shopkeeper Hong, I finally found you."

Hong Yun was a little confused and saw beads of sweat on Shen Chuyao's nervous forehead. He couldn't help but become nervous. "What happened?" Could it be that Yuyan didn't hold back and told Shen Chuyao everything? Bar!

"My mother is missing. I wonder if you have seen her today?" Shen Chuyao prayed in her heart. Maybe her mother is not missing, but just went out for a walk.
Chapter completed!