346. Feeling sorry for him
"Don't say anything more, take a good rest, don't say anything." An Xiaoqing covered Chu Yunxi's mouth, sat on the grass, placed his head on his legs, gently stroked his temples, and helped him relax his meridians.
Chu Yunxi closed his eyes with peace of mind, his delicate facial features became softer, and his pale face gradually returned to some blood due to his soothing breathing. His expression became leisurely and peaceful, and his body moved slightly. In An Xiaoqing's arms, he changed into a comfortable position and his breathing became long and even.
An Xiaoqing was quietly massaged him. When she thought he was about to fall asleep, the palms holding her hand suddenly became tighter again.
He heard him murmuring and said in an inaudible voice:
"I'm still afraid..."
The voice was too small, and An Xiaoqing didn't hear it clearly. She thought he was talking in her sleep, so she listened with her ears.
"I'm really afraid that my little fool will want me..."
An Xiaoqing's heart suddenly tugged, and she felt the slight cold sweat in his palm and the force of his tight clench. She couldn't help but hold his hand and said, "Are you relieved now?"
Chu Yunxi opened his eyes, his eyes dark and deep, as if he was a pool of darkness, as if he had a great magic power to suck An Xiaoqing's soul in. After a while, he said:
"Since I have eye disease, it's hard for me to trust others anymore..."
It can be seen that, including him in front of Prince Ning and Princess, he was so cold and willful, and he refused to reveal his true nature. However, isn’t he worthy of his trust?
Suddenly I felt a little sad, both for him and for myself. Even if he really didn't trust him so much, An Xiaoqing wouldn't blame him. After all, the time for getting to know each other is still short, and many things have to be proved by time and facts. It's not just a few words or a few vows to last forever. Just like Chen Zihan back then, what was his vow?
Thousands of sentences are not worthy of the mistress's charming smile!
What's more, Chu Yunxi, who had a painful past, did not trust him enough, and An Xiaoqing understood it very well.
As if feeling her sadness, Chu Yunxi held her hand a little tighter and said quietly: "That Ye Qianjin, she has a talent and wisdom, and is very particular about you, and she is tempted by the Crown Princess, little fool, how can I not be afraid?
For the first time in so many years, I have lost confidence. Even after being blind, I have never felt so frustrated... I can make up for it with my hearing. As long as I endure hardship, I believe that I can be as comfortable as ordinary people.
But... but the person I love the most... the person he treats me the most, is he so easy to forge the imperial edict? Then won’t the country go in chaos?"
A layer of gloom and sadness appeared in Chu Yunxi's black jade-like eyes. He turned his head and buried his face in An Xiaoqing's arms, as if he had breathed breath. After a while, he took a deep breath and turned back. A layer of honey-like luster was applied to his beautiful jade-like face.
An Xiaoqing's heart was sad and heartbroken for him. When she saw this guy's face turned strangely red, she couldn't help but be stunned. She pulled Hanshi and whispered: "Second Master... He won't have a secret disease, right? Look at him, are you sick..."
Chapter completed!