Looking at Shen Bingrao running towards the small space building, Qin Che opened his mouth, but in the end, he still did not call out to her.

Seeing her worrying so much about herself and working so hard, isn't he so unmanly?

But, he is so tired now! Really, very tired!

He was too cowardly to ask her if the vague memories that appeared in his mind were true? He was afraid that once it was confirmed, if his parents were really killed by the poison he administered, he would lose his courage to live.

None!

However, now, he doesn't even seem to have the courage to die.

He made such an unforgivable mistake. Even if he died, he would not have the shame to go see his parents!

He also knew that Rao'er absolutely didn't want anything to happen to her!

The death of his parents was a blow to himself, but it was also a heavy blow to Rao'er.

Looking at her pretty face that had become haggard in a day, Qin Che felt that he was an unforgivable sinner.

He felt sorry for his parents, sorry for Rao'er, and sorry for the dozens of people in the Hou Mansion who died in his hands.

Qin Che knocked hard on his mind, Qin Che, you are a bastard! You are an unfilial son! You are just a stupid and stupid executioner!

Qin Che wanted to cry so much that he raised his head and closed his eyes tightly to stop the tears from flowing down.

How great would it be if he really lost his memory?

But unfortunately, he remembered everything that happened, everything that hurt his spine and hurt his heart.

He remembered that he was in a bad mood and went to Xinghualou every day to get drunk and fool around. His father was very angry, but he was still worried about him and sent people to look for him constantly.

But what about him? He ignored it!

If he had listened to his father and stopped lingering in Xinghua Tower, then all the things that happened later might not have happened.

Haha, Su Wanwan, I didn’t expect that it would be you!

You, who I have always regarded as my confidante, turned out to be the mastermind of Shura Pavilion hidden in Xinghua Tower!

It was his stupidity that made him commit such a heinous crime!

When all these truths emerged in his mind, Qin Che felt that life would be worse than death.

At that moment, he really hoped that he could die together with everyone in the Hou Mansion.

It would be great to die, he wouldn't have to be so ashamed, he wouldn't have to be so guilty, he wouldn't have to be in so much pain, and he wouldn't have to be so desperate and helpless like he is now...

Even if he is not dead, he is still a burden to Rao'er after being possessed by the soul-controlling spell.

He can't drag her down!

He wanted to die! If he died, it would be over! Once he was in Jiuquan, he would not be able to kneel down in front of his parents again, begging them to forgive him and forgive his stupid son!

Rao'er, if there is an afterlife, I hope I can get to know you earlier and never make such stupid mistakes in this life again, and never miss you so stupidly again!

Xiaobai has been watching Qin Che from the side, watching him burst into tears, watching him look remorseful, watching him suddenly look determined.

Just as he was wondering about his abnormality, Xiaobai saw Qin Che suddenly jump up and jump into the spiritual lake.

So fast... that she had no time to stop him!

When bubbles started to appear in the spirit lake, Xiaobai shouted in horror, "Master, Mr. Che jumped into the lake!" After saying that, Xiaobai jumped in immediately.

Shen Bingrao, who was flipping through a medical book in the room, felt uneasy all the time. Few words in the book caught her eye. She tried hard to force herself to calm down, but she still couldn't.

She simply put down the book, caressed her slightly bulging belly, and murmured to the child in her belly, "Baby, you must be good and grow up healthily. Don't be like Uncle Che.

Let Mommy feel distressed and worried, okay?"

At this moment, she heard Xiaobai's shout outside the house, and her whole body froze.
Chapter completed!