In the late autumn of the thirteenth year of Jingxuan.

Civil strife broke out in Southern Shu, and the court sent troops to guard the southern border.

The fourth son of the emperor, Yun Zhan, volunteered.

Emperor's approval.

In the winter of the 13th year, when the crown prince of Nanshu went out to hunt, he accidentally fell off the cliff. The search has not been successful yet. Three months later, Prince Duogulun was appointed as the crown prince, and Lao Wang succeeded to the throne a hundred years later.

At that time, I learned that I had lost my child in my stomach and felt dull pain in my heart.

Hua Wuyan only said that she wanted to return to Yuzhou with me and live a peaceful and stable life, but she would ignore all matters in the court and ignore the secret disputes of the reserve position.

But I lost my son in my womb, how could this matter be so incomplete?

I took someone to check it out for several months before I found out what was going on.

This matter was mostly instructed by the queen. However, the queen did not think about me that day, and my loss of my son was also something she expected.

I recalled the day when I woke up from sleep and the queen's nervous face. I thought she was really close to me. Now I think about it, but now I am afraid that I am really injuring me. My uncle was furious and checked it out in detail.

And no matter what the queen intended, it is true that the son in my womb had been lost, so how could I not hate it?

Whenever I think of the child who came to sleep in my dreams, and the eyebrows and eyes that were extremely similar to Hua Wuyan, my heart is like a knife.

Originally, because of Yun Xi and Yun Zhan, I was considered to be incompatible with the prince, but it was not on the table. Now I am surprised by such suffering, but I don’t know if the queen will only think that doing is my retribution.

My uncle was in his prime but had no children for many years. Now I have found out this time, so it is not difficult to imagine that the queen must have been like this more than this time. But she suffered from the lack of evidence.

But even though I cruelly poisoned her because of this, it is not a favorable opportunity now, so all I can do now is to endure and wait until the time comes before I can uproot her. For me, and for the second half of my life for Yun Xi and Yun Zhan and others.

Deep planning, so it is endless.

If I had been incompatible with the prince and the queen because of Yun Xi and Yun Zhan, then this time I would have been destined to stand in opposition with the prince's party.

In this way, my party with the prince can only be incompatible and have no place to go.

I knew Hua Wuyan was like my uncle and didn't want me to participate in those troubles.

But there are too many people I can't let go.

I can't let go of my uncle. If one day the throne is easy to be crowned, what should I do in my heart...

If one day Yun Xi and Yun Zhan compete with the prince in the court, I will be at ease if I win, but I will not help me, how should I deal with myself in my heart?

I know that I don’t have such strong and plump wings, but I just want to do my best to protect the love and people I cherish.

Hua Wuyan said that there are too many things I care about in this life that I can’t let go, but he is willing to accompany me through every road I want to walk, no matter the end of the road is full of peach blossoms or the corpses are everywhere in the sky.

He said, "Qinger, no matter how much concern you have in your heart in this life, no matter how chaotic your world will be, there is only you in my heart. No matter what the future is, you and I will work together. No matter how dangerous the road ahead is, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side."

This is a bet that will devote half of our lives or even a lifetime, but this bet is bet on the life of each of us and the lives of countless people under our command.
Chapter completed!