"You..." Facing such Leng Shaotian, Mo Xiyu was so embarrassed and angry that she was completely speechless. Her face was so red that it was bleeding. This man seemed to have lost his temper in this regard after getting married.

The word implicit is missing.

"Duplicity!" Leng Shaotian, full of affection, lowered his lips to hers, caressing her gently and ambiguously, and murmured affectionately.

"Hmm..." Mo Xiyu opened her teeth and bit him gently, coquettishly, and let out a dissatisfied grunt.

No matter how many times she has experienced it, some things remain the same as before, and she just can't let them go.

"I will be gentle and won't disturb the babies!"

Leng Shaotian coaxed, and at the same time slid his big hand down, and couldn't wait to start enjoying his 'delicious meal'...

Mo Xiyu began to pant slightly, biting her red lips to hold back her shyness, and tried... to cooperate with his movements.

I also want to use this to dilute the discomfort and entanglement in my heart.

On a cold night, strands of sweetness are floating in the air, and happiness fills each other's hearts. This moment is extremely beautiful!

But with a touch of bitterness.

On a dark night, in the familiar Jiangxin Park, a black car parked quietly in the busy parking lot. In the car, Mo Xiyu and Xue Ruan sat one behind the other, silent for a long time.

, in the back seat, Mo Xiyu licked her red lips slightly awkwardly, and then spoke first:

"Does she know... about this?" After thinking about it for several days, Mo Xiyu finally decided to have a showdown with Xue Ruan. If they were friends, they shouldn't pretend not to know, right? The most important thing is that she did

Turn a blind eye without seeing, listen without asking.

What's more, this friend is not an ordinary friend, he is Xue Ruan, the man who can block the pillar for her, the man who can even risk his life for her, the man who became like this because of her, how can she not hear it?

Don’t ask…

"What do you want to say?!" Xue Ruan was wearing a hat, his face completely hidden under the brim of the hat, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

I saw him pushing the brim of his hat up slightly with his fingers, slowly turning his eyes to look at Mo Xiyu in the back seat, and said calmly.

Xue Ruan's tone was too distant, revealing a kind of indifference that refused to be cared for. His faint words left Mo Xiyu speechless.

"Xue Ruan, you still have a great life, you still have a great future, you... shouldn't be like this..." Mo Xiyu bit her lip hard, looking deeply at her face with slightly red eyes.

The expressionless Xue Ruan frowned and tried to persuade him earnestly. His heart was full of heartache. How could such a ridiculous thing happen? Such a good man should not have to endure such a cruel experience.

“What should I do?”

I can't have that kind of feeling for any woman. I thought it was only temporary, but...but, after so many years, only you...only you, Mo Xiyu, can...make me feel something.

,I……"

The smile on Xue Ruan's lips was too sad and sad. Mo Xiyu saw it in her eyes and felt extremely sad in her heart. She eagerly leaned closer to the back of the driver's seat, looked at Xue Ruan and said -

"You try... try to forget me... no, I mean, forget me from that feeling...!" She knew it was a bit cruel to say this, but what could be done?

“Forgot?”

, why after so many years? Xiyu, you are still so "simple".

If you can forget, how come you have spent three years and still can't forget him!

Love and love, once settled in the heart, there is no way it can come out!

"Even if it's for me, go and give it a try, okay?!" Mo Xiyu frowned tightly, looking anxious and worried, trying her best to persuade: "Xue Ruan, you can't treat me as your whole world.

, you can’t lose me even if you give up on yourself——”

"I haven't given up on myself!" Xue Ruan raised his eyes and looked at Mo Xiyu lightly, retorting lukewarmly.

"But now...you are like this, you are like this, how can you be worthy of Han Ruobin? She is a woman with very strong self-esteem. If she knows about you...your hidden secrets, she will definitely not be able to bear it. Since you...?" Mo Xiyu

She frowned and sighed, no woman can accept such a fact, let alone Han Ruobin, a woman who once had a status, even an ordinary woman like Mo Xiyu, if she encounters such a thing, she will probably collapse.

.

When she thought about it, if Han Ruobin knew the truth about this matter, she felt a kind of panic that she couldn't ignore and couldn't get rid of it.

More importantly, she felt very guilty and sorry for the couple!

"I can't take care of my own emotions, how can I take care of other people's feelings?" Xue Ruan sneered, with a hint of disdain on the corner of his lips, as if he was disapproving of her words, and then said: "I 'know very well'

What are you doing! Don’t worry too much! Don’t let me become a burden to you!”

Xue Ruan deliberately emphasizes the word 'burden'.

Mo Xiyu bit her lip hard. Xue Ruan's stubbornness was beyond her expectation. Before coming, she naively thought that she would be able to persuade Xue Ruan. Who knew, but after just a few words, she was choked by Xue Ruan and said no.

Speak up.

After all these years, it turned out that only Xue Ruan understood her, but...she didn't understand him at all. She didn't know what he was thinking. She didn't know that he actually had such a big secret in his heart, and she still talked to him like a fool.

Love with Leng Shaotian.

However, when I thought about how he resolutely let go of her even though he knew her situation, my heart began to ache, and I felt very sorry for him.

A sad sigh overflowed from Xue Ruan's red lips, and a deep despair suddenly filled the small space. He slowly raised his eyes and looked at the few stars in the night sky, as if looking at memories.

With those gentle eyes, Xue Ruan's voice choked up uncontrollably:

"From the first time I saw you, I knew that I had lost in this life. Everywhere I could see was you. All the happiness I could think of was with you; all the worries, all the good things... were all there.

It's you... I thought that as long as I stayed by your side,

Never give up, I thought that as long as I grow up with you, we will definitely grow old together... So, as long as you, Mo Xiyu, are around, I think I will try my best to squeeze into your world, haha... I

But I forgot that there is such a thing as a tower near water..."

"Xue Ruan..." Mo Xiyu couldn't help but choked up slightly. She looked at Xue Ruan who was in sorrow with red eyes. She also felt an indescribable discomfort in her heart. This was the first time in so many years that Xue Ruan

Talking to her about these past events, she finally realized her terrible "naivety" again. After all these years, she still foolishly believed that those so-called coincidences were "fate!"

It’s really...ridiculous!

"I love you, Xiyu, so much that even breathing hurts!" Xue Ruan suddenly turned his head and looked at Mo Xiyu, saying: "Actually, everything was caused by me. I realized it was too late...

Originally, I thought that seeing you happy, my feelings for you might slowly fade away as time goes by, but... I can't... I..."

At the end of the sentence, Xue Ruan was so choked that he couldn't speak anymore, and tears rolled down silently...

Mo Xiyu covered her mouth with one hand. He actually cried? He...

Suddenly, she was speechless. Seeing Xue Ruan like this, she didn't know what else she could say...

No! To be precise, she didn’t know how to react at all!

Now that she is married and has two children in her belly, all she can do is to persuade her. However, in such a situation, how can she persuade? How can she speak?

"I can't get over that hurdle! Unless I lose my memory now, unless I can delete all the memories about you, unless I have never known you..." Xue Ruan choked with tears, then took a deep breath and tried hard

After calming down the sadness in my heart for a long time, I waited until my mood calmed down.

, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, looked up at Mo Xiyu, and said softly and seriously: "Xiyu, don't have any psychological burden. This has always been my business alone. In your opinion,

, I am seeking death, but if I forget you, it may be more painful than death!"

"But how can you be happy like this? Besides, you can't live like this all your life, right?" Mo Xiyu looked at the strong and stubborn Xue Ruan distressedly, and choked lightly with sadness. She felt that she was at a loss for words.

I don't know what else I can say to make him feel better.

What he is today is all caused by his own ignorance. If she could find out earlier, maybe...

"What can I do? I only know that if I don't miss you, I will be even more unhappy!" Xue Ruan suddenly raised her voice, and even in the dark night, tears could still be seen in her eyes, and she said slightly excitedly.

Xue Ruan's words were resounding every word, leaving Mo Xiyu speechless to refute.

"Xue Ruan, I'm really sorry. If...if I had known that things would turn out like this, I shouldn't have...shouldn't have been...too close to you!" After being mute for a long time, Mo Xiyu took a sad sip.

Lip looked deeply at Xue Ruan and said.

"Let me say it again, everything I have done for you has never been for you, but for myself! So you don't have to say sorry, I am willing to do it." Xue Ruan emphasized in a serious tone.

"But..." Mo Xiyu sighed heavily and was at a loss for words again.

"Okay, Mrs. Leng, don't take everything on yourself. Your guilt and self-blame are meaningless to me, really!" Xue Ruan shrugged, with a hint of disapproval on the corners of his lips.

With a faint sneer, he sighed softly and said faintly: "I chose this path myself, and it was my fate to meet you. Since this is what fate is, then no matter what, I can't escape this disaster...

"

Destined? But if it is really destined, can you not be so cruel!

Destiny, destiny, everything, everything has its master, is it true?

Seeing Xue Ruan's resolute attitude, Mo Xiyu knew that no matter how much she said, it would be useless. Then, as usual, Xue Ruan took her to eat what she wanted and then sent her home.

Everything was the same as before, but the moment Mo Xiyu opened the door, she knew that everything had changed!

"Slow down on the road!" Mo Xiyu said while standing in front of the car window.

Xue Ruan nodded, started the car and left quickly.

Then, a coat was put on his shoulders, Mo Xiyu turned around, and Leng Shaotian stood behind him.

"Why did you come back so early today?"

Leng Shaotian gently hugged Mo Xiyu who was biting her lip in sadness, and kissed her forehead comfortingly. His deep eyes followed the car in the dark until it completely disappeared from sight, and then he said: "I want to come back to accompany you."
To be continued...