Chapter 82
This man ruined her first time, and also ruined her longing for men, marriage, and everything. But... she still fell in love with him. She hated herself, but... she couldn't hate the man next to her.
people!
Forget it, don’t think about it anymore, it’s all over.
However, Tong Sining was still struggling in her heart and thinking about such boring and meaningless questions. She kept warning herself not to think too much, not to think too much. But...
...until she returned home, her restless heart still could not calm down.
The car stopped, and a big hand reached out and gently held her little hand. Xi Tianhao turned his face and looked at her seriously. "Some things have passed, so don't look back. Look forward, maybe
It will be easier.”
"Uh..." Tong Sining wanted to say that some things had passed and could not be turned back, but the imprint on her heart could never be removed in this life. However, she could not speak.
On the contrary, the little hand he held became moist due to nervousness or surprise, and her little heart couldn't help but beat "bang bang".
"Go in the house quickly. Have a good sleep...good night!" Xi Tianhao looked at her with a smile, then gently pressed his lips on her forehead, and then slowly left.
Tong Sining stayed there, looking at the ever-changing man, his heartbeat almost stopped.
Returning to the room, Tong Sining closed the door tightly. Looking at himself in the mirror, Tong Sining's heart was beating "bang bang". All he saw in front of his eyes was the image of Xi Tianhao holding him in his arms.
It's all scenes of him kissing himself and dancing to the music.
"Nympho! Stop thinking about it!" Tong Sining cursed softly at himself in the mirror.
In order to prevent himself from being so infatuated again, Tong Sining quickly got into the bathroom and let the warm running water cleanse his already somewhat unclean mind.
After washing up, she felt much calmer. After sitting on the bed, Tong Sining remembered that the document Tina gave her seemed to be still in Xi Tianhao's car. In order to understand all the contents of the project as soon as possible, she
Wearing a nightgown, I ran downstairs, hoping he hadn't locked the car so I could pick up the documents and look at them again.
The living room is dark. Isn't Mother Liu here today? Or is Xi Tianhao going out again? Otherwise, why is it so quiet?
Tong Sining walked gently, just wanting to reach the edge of the living room and turn on the switch. Otherwise, she would be really scared in such a dark environment.
"Where do you want to go?" Xi Tianhao's voice suddenly sounded, and that voice seemed to come from the sofa in front of him. Tong Sining was frightened and suddenly stopped, and his head buzzed.
"You scared me to death!" Tong Sining took a breath. It's really scary to be scary. "Why don't you turn on the light? I'll turn on the light..."
"Don't go!" Xi Tianhao suddenly said, "Come and accompany me..." There was a command and a request in his tone.
Tong Sining stood there, his heart throbbing slightly.
When and where had he spoken to me in such a tone? What happened to him today? Why was he so... abnormal!
"I still have work to do, I...ah..." Before Tong Sining could finish his words, he was grabbed by a big hand and fell onto the man on the sofa.
"What are you doing! Let me go..." Tong Sining resisted, but he was hugged tightly, "Xi Tianhao!"
"Shh..." Xi Tianhao took a gentle breath to stop her from making any more noise, "Be quiet..." There was no command tone in the voice, but it was like the peace between friends, or more like
It is a small love week between husband and wife, gentle but without losing the magnetism of men.
As if moved by his sincerity, and infected by this weird atmosphere, Tong Sining unexpectedly calmed down, and just stayed motionless and quiet in his arms.
Listen to each other's heartbeats and feel each other's breathing.
"You said...what is the purpose of life?" Xi Tianhao suddenly asked, his voice full of melancholy, as if he had encountered something that made him sad.
"It should be to pay off debts..." Tong Sining replied softly. She didn't know why, she had no immunity at all to Xi Tianhao, who was so quiet and deep. In other words, she didn't like such a quiet man.
, I like his feeling. "It seems that everyone owes some debt, whether it is love or money, as long as a person is a person, it seems that there is an unfinished love until death!"
Xi Tianhao said nothing, and the atmosphere suddenly cooled down.
Listening to his heartbeat and feeling his warm breath, Tong Sining didn't speak again. Maybe he thought what he said was wrong, but that's what he thought.
Like him, he came to Xi Tianhao's side in order to repay his father's debt, like Xi Tianhao, who kept torturing himself in order to repay Qiao Anya's love, like Xiaoxiao, who kept working part-time in order to repay his father's debt.
, like his father, who kept running around for his little mother, and even when he went to jail, he still never forgot the little mother who never cared about him.
In short, individuals have debts that cannot be repaid, and even if they do not have debts, there are still feelings that cannot be paid off.
In fact, it’s really tiring! If you can live this life innocently, quietly, and without worries, it’s really not easy, and it’s really a good thing that you can only dream of.
But, it’s too difficult!
"Are you tired?!" Xi Tianhao lowered his head and kissed her forehead gently.
Tong Sining's heart couldn't help but hurt, not only because of his words, but also because of his gentle kiss. These words and the kiss were like an irresistible mark, deeply imprinted on his heart.
It hit her heart, the most sensitive area in her heart, and she couldn't bear it.
My eyes were slightly sore.
"Everyone has his own destiny, and there is nothing we can do if we are tired!" Tong Sining sighed softly and stopped talking. Her mind was filled with her own experiences during this period and everything that happened since she could remember. She had to admit that
, I have a life of hard work, and it is extremely hard.
But, so what! It’s still the same sentence: Everyone has his own destiny! This is how your life will be again. No matter how hard you try, you still can’t change it. Since you can’t beat fate, why bother working so hard?!
"Actually, you hate me, right!" Xi Tianhao asked the deepest question in his heart. He didn't know why, but he had always wanted to ask this sentence, although he knew that the answer he got would not make him happy, or even make him unhappy.
Very angry, but he still wanted to know.
Chapter completed!