Chapter 199
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Perhaps it was because they were too young in those years that the prince was rebellious at a young age, and the emperor was at an arrogant age. Since then, the relationship between the father and son has declined sharply.
At that time, the emperor did everything he could to make the prince act in his own way. But the more he forced the prince, the more rebellious the prince became. For a while, in order to avoid the emperor's autocracy, the prince even took the initiative to leave the Eastern Palace.
It is conceivable that at that time, the emperor was so angry and sad. It was precisely because of this that he finally made up his mind to attack Youlan.
But he didn't expect that when the emperor called Doctor Mo to the side and ordered this matter, he realized that Youlan had already had the prince's child at that time. The emperor was very angry, but he still couldn't do it for a long time. He wanted to stop. However, when he thought of the prince's confrontation with him over the years, the emperor finally made up his mind again.
When he handed the abortion pills he had put in hand, he secretly told him to do this on the surface, but in private, he could do it all by himself.
After all, Doctor Mo is worthy of being the head of the Imperial Hospital. With the intention of pursuing the emperor in his heart, he finally made the choice to send Youlan out of the palace overnight. Not long after that, he wrote a letter to resign from the Imperial Hospital and retired from the mountains and forests, and did not ask about the royal affairs.
When Doctor Mo made this decision, everyone in the palace was shocked, but only the emperor, he never even tried to keep him.
It is precisely because Doctor Mo disappeared in the palace from then on, and no one could see him again even in the capital. However, what no one expected was that many years later, Huangfu Haotian found him less than 30 miles from the capital. At that time, there was a little girl named Molan next to him.
However, since Lan and Doctor Mo disappeared from everyone's sight one after another, the prince finally slowly cheered up again. This originally made the emperor feel particularly relieved, but he did not expect that the prince's changes this time were too strong.
At that time, the prince often worked hard and ran around for something. Sometimes, because of something, he could even sleep for several days and nights, just to be able to use these busy business tasks to forget the pain in his heart.
Originally, the emperor thought that it would be fine after a while. But how could he imagine that the prince's behavior would have invisibly planted the root of his life?
When the serious illness suddenly arrived, the emperor wanted to stop his madness, but it was obviously too late. However, the prince's illness never improved.
Although everyone's hearts were filled with sighs, only the emperor knew in his heart what kind of pain the past ten years had brought to the prince. But even so, his son never said anything about it.
But it was precisely because of this that the emperor became clearer in his heart. It seemed that the gap between him and his son could no longer be filled. This idea was still strong when he watched the prince often drag his sick body regardless of everything and still worked hard for a lot of state affairs.
What's more, even though so many years have passed, the communication between the prince and the emperor has become less and less common every day. Later, Prince Wu was next to the emperor. Although the prince was responsible for less than the matter, his chances of meeting with the emperor have also gradually decreased a lot. Later, unless it was some necessary festivals, the prince almost became quiet.
In fact, over the years, in the emperor's heart, the expectation for the prince has inevitably continued to decline day by day. Sometimes, he even wanted to never remember him.
In his own opinion, it is mainly because the prince’s harm to his father over the years has been too great. He has always only thought about his inner preferences, but he never cared about his father’s earnest expectations for him since childhood. Looking at the prince’s actions over the years, how can the emperor not feel extremely chilled in his heart?
After all, for the emperor, the prince was once the most proud son in his life!
However, no matter whether the emperor has resented or felt pain towards the prince over the years, in the end, they are still father and son. They still have blood thicker than water that others cannot match.
At this moment, when the emperor truly realized that he was about to lose this son forever, his heart was still so painful that he could no longer breathe.
Although as an emperor, he is most accustomed to the impermanence of the world, how can his heart calm down if he faces the misery of a white-haired man sending a black-haired man like today?
However, even so, the emperor still hopes that the prince can go well along the way. It is precisely because of this that he has been running here desperately. How hope is that he can use his sincerity to resolve the knot in the prince's heart for many years at the moment of death.
"Son, my father knows that over the years, my father has been too much. It's my father who is sorry for you! I'm afraid that my father will never be able to compensate you for your resentment and hatred towards my father. I can only wait for the next life, no, if there is a next life..." When the emperor said this, a bitter smile suddenly appeared on his sad face.
"If there is a next life, you, your son, never meet your father again. If possible, please don't be born in such an imperial family again. The father only hopes that you can be an ordinary person who can be a happy and happy life." When the emperor said these words, tears could no longer be controlled on his face.
The prince saw all this in his eyes, but he couldn't hide his sadness between his eyebrows, "Father, are you really planning to give up on your son? Haha... Actually, how can you not understand in your son's heart? Over the years, your father has broken his heart for your son's son's son's son? So now, you can really let go of everything, right?"
When the emperor heard this, he raised his head in shock: "Your son... why do you say so? How can the Father be willing to give up on you! But in my heart, I can't bear to see you live so hard! But in my heart... Alas, how can I give up on you...?"
Looking at the emperor wiping his tears, the prince's eyes suddenly shone brightly again, "Father... I understand that over the years, I have understood everything you have done for my son. I have never blamed you in my heart. But over the years, I have just been unable to hold my sternness, so over the years, I have made my father sad and disappointed. I beg my father, so I will forgive me this time."
"Son of the Emperor..." No matter how hard the Emperor tried, he could not wipe away the tears at the corners of his eyes. At this moment, the prince looked at his eyes and his expression suddenly began to scatter.
When all this fell into the eyes of Huangfu Haotian who was standing behind the emperor, Huangfu Haotian couldn't help but suddenly became shocked: "Brother! How are you doing, your elder brother? Father, your elder brother... It seems that he is not good."
The emperor was suddenly shocked when he heard this, and stepped forward and hugged the prince in his arms, "Son! Renhe... How are you doing? Please look at me. My father still has a lot of words to tell you... Renhe..."
The prince was snuggling in the emperor's arms, looking up at his father's eyes, and finally a smile appeared.
However, next, his eyes passed over the emperor and looked at him. Where were there two other people he cared about most in his life, one was his brother and the other was his daughter.
Huangfu Haotian looked at the prince's eyes, grabbed Mo Lan's arms, and squeezed him into the front of the prince with him, and said in tears: "Don't worry, brother, Lan'er has me!"
When the prince heard this, his eyes were still looking behind Huangfu Haotian.
Xiao Li felt something, so she hurriedly squeezed forward, grabbed Mo Lan's little hand, and smiled at the prince with tears in her eyes and said, "Brother, I and I..."
Chapter completed!