Chapter 201 Not Sympathy
The familiar touch quickly spread into Qin Seser's beating heart through her palms. Her heartbeat instantly doubled, as if she was being electrocuted, and she began to shrink her hand.
But Wei Haoran refused to help, pressing her tenderness tightly against her beating left chest, and the wet kiss became domineering, not giving Qin Seser any chance to breathe.
Countless intimate scenes flashed inexplicably in the minds of the two people, turning around, the intimate and sweet scenes in the past seemed to be right in front of them. At this moment, they all felt that they were the closest people they were, and the closest people they were like a person...
Time passed little by little, as if several centuries had passed, and finally, as if awakened, Wei Haoran suddenly let go of Qin Sesse, and before she could react, she left with big strides...
Qin Sesse was stunned, staring at Wei Haoran's disappearing back, and was choked in his throat with sadness, unable to get up or down, so he could only open his eyes foolishly.
She lowered her head dejectedly and looked at the clean floor seriously. Her heart sinks a little bit... Do you really want to part ways with Wei Haoran in the future? Can you really not be together forever? Does she... really belong to another man?
Qin Sesse didn't understand what missing is, she only knew that at this moment, the next second after Wei Haoran left, at this position no more than ten meters away from Wei Haoran, she missed this man very much, the man who could do whatever he wanted for herself, and... I missed it very much...
Slowly squatted down, wrapped his arms around his knees, Qin Seser buried his head in his arms, trying to keep the warmth just now.
"Why squat here?" At some point, Tang Zhonglei suddenly appeared in front of her, and also squatted down, looking straight at Qin Sesse's eyes.
Qin Sesse's eyes flashed a little, and she smiled at Tang Zhonglei awkwardly, "No, nothing~"
Tang Zhonglei also showed a sunny smile, as if no matter when, his smile could instantly warm others. "Se, do you feel wronged when you marry me?" He still couldn't help asking.
Qin Sesse was stunned for a moment and lowered his head gently again, "If you are wronged... you have been really wronged over the years..."
Tang Zhonglei unconsciously reached out his hand and slowly stroked the broken hair in front of Qin Sesse's forehead, "Let me tell you a story."
"Okay." Qin Sesse is not obeying Tang Zhonglei's will now, but cannot refuse. Who knows how much she owe him? Who knows what kind of guilt she bears?
Tang Zhonglei's tall body was lightly bent, and he naturally slanted to Qin Sesse's side, and sat down against the wall, "It's this position... I have been here for four years." He smiled, "When I first ran to Xinjiang, I couldn't find any other way to survive except begging, because I was only twelve years old, and even the store that dared to recruit child labor was unwilling to use me, thinking that I was too thin and could not do physical work. The only person who didn't dislike me was a personal dealer. When he saw that I was handsome and cute, he tried to lure me. I ran a full twelve streets when he went to the toilet to get rid of him. Then I found a nest for myself to beg for food."
Tang Zhonglei narrated lightly, his eyes drifting away, as if he was telling other people's stories, "But what you wouldn't expect is that I can't even come to beg for food. In Xinjiang, even beggars are all gangs. I am an invader to other beggars, and I am still a very weak invader. So whenever someone walks past me and leaves me some money or food, I will be snatched away by the gang next to me. I was not prepared at first, but later, before anyone could throw the money into the bowl, I took it over and held it tightly. But unexpectedly, this would leave me without even being in the room."
Tang Zhonglei raised his hand and touched his pocket. To Qin Sesse's surprise, he actually took out a cigarette and lit it. Soon a pungent smell of cigarette came from, but it was filled with a strong masculine smell.
Qin Sesse often sees Wei Haoran smoking cigars. Although she is a brand she doesn't know much about, they must be high-end products. Tang Zhonglei really just took a cigarette, a cigarette she had seen Qin Dayou smoke... She couldn't help but look sideways, revealing doubts and confusion. Although she doesn't know how much Tang Zhonglei is now, he drove a Cadillac to pick her up, so how could he smoke cheap cigarettes?
He was very clear about the questions in Qin Sesse's heart. Tang Zhonglei did not feel embarrassed, but instead curled his lips calmly, "This cigarette... was the first cigarette I smoked when I first learned to smoke. Later, I smoked a lot of high-end products of any brand. But when I was upset, I could only smoke one of them, which could calm me down instantly."
I can't tell why, Qin Sesse just choked up like that.
Tang Zhonglei gently patted Qin Sesse's back and continued, "They beat me up together. It was really easy for a few tall men to deal with a twelve-year-old brat. They knocked me to the ground in a few seconds. I still remember the pain at that time clearly. I wanted to get up from the ground several times, but no matter how hard I tried, I could only stare at my eyes. The pain in my legs and arms was not enough to support me. I lay next to the trash pile with black smell, quietly watching the contempt and ridicule on their faces. As pedestrians walked past, I couldn't find me who was mixed with the garbage. Some even found out, they were too lazy to go forward and give me a penny, and most of them walked by pinching their noses. I just passed like that for three days..."
Qin Sesse's heart was full of heartache, and even more shocked by life, "Three days..."
"Yes, three days. It's strange why I'm not thirsty, right? I should thank that garbage pile. You know that young people pass by, and they still know how to throw garbage. They drink the remaining milk tea...juice...even if there is only a little left, I will pick it up and take a sip. Every day, as long as there are two people who throw away the garbage of water quality, I will be saved..."
Qin Seserv was so angry that she was so angry that she unconsciously covered her mouth, "I'm sorry, I..."
Tang Zhonglei still shook his head calmly, "It's okay, anyone will feel disgusted when they hear it. I vomited it in such a smelly garbage dump, but I got used to it when I was disgusting."
"What about it later?"
"Later... I just didn't die in those three days, but I didn't guarantee that I could live. In fact, my left arm was dislocated and my leg was injured. In that environment, the wound was infected. I quickly had a fever and didn't know it. Although I thought it was a bit incredible now, I almost died that time. Just when I was unconscious, an old man who looked even weaker than me suddenly came to me."
Tang Zhonglei frowned slightly, as if he thought of something very important. "The first sentence he saw when he saw me was 'Hey, boy, are you dead?'. I had a strong will to live at that time. I tried hard to open my dry and cracked lips and told him that I was not dead, not dead... Then the old man magically carried me on his back. Later I realized that he was a famous little monster in the local beggar world. He looked short and weak, but was amazingly strong. After turning me away from the garbage dump, the second sentence he said to me was 'Boy, do you still want to live?'. I murmured in his ear without hesitation, thinking...', and then fainted."
Perhaps because of the reason why the young monster was that Tang Zhonglei's handsome face was not sunshine, but a complex and deep emotion. "When I woke up, the young monster had already attached my arm and applied medicine to the wounds on his body. Seeing me awake, he didn't say anything, but only handed me two cheapest anti-inflammatory drugs. But for me at that time, it was too extravagant. I glanced at him and swallowed it without saying anything. In this way, he saved me. When I came back to life again, I realized how important the young monster in front of me was to me at that time, so I asked him to accept me as my disciple. But after hearing this, the young monster just smiled sarcastically and said, "Okay, go fight with the group of people who beat you. If you can destroy one, I will accept you as your disciple."
Tang Zhonglei was completely immersed in his thoughts. The cigarette in his hand had burned him and he didn't know it. It was not until his fingers were burned that he woke up and lit another one again, "...I was completely scared at that time. I doubted whether I had heard it wrong. He had just saved me and asked me to fight back with this life? It was simply a death sentence. Isn't that mean I couldn't help? I just stared at the little monster in a daze, and didn't say anything for a long time. The little monster looked at me and got up and was about to leave. The moment he stepped on his left leg, I also stood up. I said yes, I'll go!"
Qin Sesse also felt nervous when he heard this, and the tears on his cheeks had already dried up.
Tang Zhonglei took a deep breath of cigarette, "I thought it was very simple at that time. If the old monster didn't take me in, I would be beaten to death sooner or later. Since my life was saved by the old monster, I could only return it to him! So after that, I rushed towards the beggars who hit me. At that time, I just thought about the old monster's words "kill a person." I was not too stupid at that time. I found the weakest one. Before he could react, I punched him.
As expected, the others soon surrounded me, but no matter how others pulled me, I pulled the beggar in front of me and tried to break his left arm. Although I was not strong at the time, the man could not resist my competition. When I heard the sound of bones, the man screamed, and a beautiful smile appeared on my face with blood. When I turned around, the old monster stood behind me and said to the other people who were surrounding me, 'This kid is my apprentice, let him go!'"
When talking about this, Tang Zhonglei laughed unconsciously, "Actually, do you know? The little monster is just teaching me how to fight. The little monster is actually very ugly. The old guy has a long pleated face, is short, and has a little hunchback. He is obviously a beggar, but his clothes must be worn very cleanly, not as particular as an old man. He always takes his left leg first when walking... The old man is very particular, he likes to drink nutritional express lines, and loves to eat pig elbows the most..."
Qin Sesse's eyes became wet again, and her tears couldn't stop ticking. Qin Sesse was infected by Tang Zhonglei's sadness, "Is he......"
"Yes, he died, in the winter of the year when I was fifteen. The bride was very cold and cold that year, and he could not get through it. When he left, his eyes were clear and as bright as the bright moonlight in the sky. For three years, whenever I saw his wise eyes, I felt at ease and at ease. That was the last time he looked at me. He told me that there was no big deal in this world, and the worst was death. I was a child who died. Therefore, no matter how difficult the road in the future, it should be flat for me. We lived in a dilapidated ruin, which was very cold and dark. He said that he should not die there, he liked the sun. I carried him on my back until the sun, and looked at him and closed his eyes."
Tang Zhonglei's eyes were also moist. Over the years, whenever he thought of the scene that year, he could not control his excitement. "He said he liked the sun, which was the most humane sentence he had ever said in those three years. He said that I was a dead person, and the road ahead was smooth no matter how difficult it was... So since then, I began to learn to laugh, and my smile was as bright as the sun." At the same time, Tang Zhonglei's mouth gradually curled up, his eyes narrowed, and an extremely charming smile appeared.
Qin Sesse finally couldn't bear to listen anymore and rushed into Tang Zhonglei's arms, "Tang Zhonglei... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I'm sorry..." She burst into tears, as if Tang Zhonglei's sadness had completely penetrated into her heart, making her breathing difficult.
Tang Zhonglei's smile remained unabated, but he just gently hugged Qin Sesse's shoulder and slowly patted him, as if he was coaxing a child.
Qin Sesse cried, "Tell me...Tell me...How can I make up for the suffering you have suffered...Tell me what I should do so that I can feel better..."
"Follower~" Tang Zhonglei pinched Qin Sesse's nose, "I'm telling you this, not to arouse your sympathy."
"It's not sympathy, not sympathy, really not sympathy..." Qin Sesse cried and tried his best to defend himself, "I just hate myself, I hate myself that I cannot replace the suffering you have suffered over the years... Tang Zhonglei, I... I hate myself... I'm really... sorry..."
"Okay~" A pain flashed in Tang Zhonglei's eyes, and a sob in his throat, "It's all over, all over it."
Qin Seser kept shaking her head and shook her head. How could it pass? The unforgettable thoughts of fourteen years ago, Tang Zhonglei's unforgettable thoughts of the past fourteen years... How could it be that one sentence passed? Her lower lip was biting hard and blood gradually penetrated, and the smell of blood filled the entire mouth, and Qin Seser bit her tighter and tighter.
"Se..." Seeing Qin Seser unconsciously abused himself, Tang Zhonglei was obsessed with a moment of obsession. This clear and beautiful person... his delicate face gradually became round, and his delicate facial features became wide open... Tang Zhonglei couldn't help but lower his head...
The sexy thin lips slowly approached... Tang Zhonglei closed his eyes slightly, trying to hold Qin Sesse's seductive red lips to comfort her and melt her pain of self-abuse.
Feeling the strong aura approaching, Qin Seser, who was immersed in pain, suddenly woke up, his eyes wide open! Seeing Tang Zhonglei's handsome face magnified in front of her, her originally painful emotions quickly turned into an inexplicable repulsion and fear. Just as Tang Zhonglei's kiss was about to fall, Qin Seser avoided in a panic.
Sensitively detecting a breeze blew by. Tang Zhonglei opened his deep eyes and saw Qin Seser leaning back because he was hiding from him. He burst out laughing.
The sadness in the smile instantly hurt Qin Sesse's eyes, "I..." She wanted to explain something, but in the end she couldn't explain anything. What else could she say?
Silence filled the two of them, moving their eyes awkwardly.
Qin Sesse pinched his thumb and index finger hard, and finally, she gritted her teeth, "That... how long has it been since you returned to Xinjiang?" She still remembered that Tang Zhonglei said that he went to Xinjiang for a while before going abroad.
Seeing Qin Sesse trying hard to change the topic, Tang Zhonglei couldn't bear to force her again, so he pursed his lips, "Since he left there, he has never been back."
"But I can see that you miss the old monster very much..." Qin Sesse looked at Tang Zhonglei's eyes seriously, wanting to explore something from it, and wanting to work hard to understand Tang Zhonglei, who was created by God in the past fourteen years.
Tang Zhonglei did not shy away, "Yes, no one can understand the pain of us lying in a small and dilapidated house and eating steamed buns together, and no one can understand the joy of eating hot buns~" No one in this world can truly empathize with you, but he feels that when he is with the little old monster, the little old monster is like a powerful spiritual pillar, infected with all his sufferings and pains... His originally collapsed spirit was picked up bit by bit.
With a sigh, something flashed through Qin Sesse's mind. Even she didn't know how to say the following words, "Or... I'll accompany you to Xinjiang to see the old monster~" Besides that, she really seemed to be unable to find any other way to make up for Tang Zhonglei.
Chapter completed!