Chapter 71 I love you, kid

Qin Sese nodded affirmatively, "Remember, I liked small animals very much at that time, so you asked me to raise a puppy, but after only half a year of raising it, the puppy got sick and vomited whatever it ate.

It went for an injection, but the veterinarian said it couldn’t be cured and could only wait to die. After I heard that, I held it and cried every day, but... in the end, Mom, you forced me to throw it away..."

There was also a trace of reluctance on Cheng Yufen's face, "Yes! Mom still remembers how sadly she cried when she threw away that puppy. She ignored me for three full days. You kept questioning me, and it almost died.

It's dead, why throw it away? You said you just wanted to keep it by your side and take care of it until the end. Isn't even this possible? You also whispered that your mother was cold-blooded..."

Qin Sese couldn't help but chuckle, "It seems like I've always been willful..."

Cheng Yufen shook her head gently, "Every child has his willful moments. I believe that no matter how precocious the little person is, his willfulness will definitely give you a headache. But Sese, I hope you can understand now why I asked you to throw it away

That puppy is not because its mother is cold-blooded. Maybe you think it is about to die. You must keep it by your side, give it the warmest nest, give it the best food to eat, and accompany it on its last journey.

But kid, you are never that puppy. You can’t make any decisions for it, so you can’t just keep it and think it’s the best for it. Do you still remember where it died in the end? It was in front of you.

At that time, there was a Labrador guarding it..."

"Mom..." After hearing this story, Qin Sesu was shocked! "You..." She shook her head emotionally, "...I always thought that you were right because of my father.

I love and hate you at the same time. I know that you have always loved me since I was a child. You will not buy me many beautiful clothes, but every piece is a famous brand and you must wash it clean and tidy for me. You

I don’t earn much, so I look for various part-time jobs, just to afford this house so that I can live under superior conditions. I have always felt your love for me, but I am in high school.

After college, you rarely cared about what I did every day or what I thought. Until I had the opportunity to study abroad, you just sent me abroad silently. After I arrived in Singapore, you didn't even want to die.

Are you willing to let me come back to see you? I once thought that you didn't mean what you said, but every time I think of your expression when you saw me off, the look in your eyes that was so serious about waiting for me to leave, I really..."

Bitter tears spread on Cheng Yufen's face, and she said heartbrokenly, "Sese, a puppy, its mother still cares about its own thoughts, let alone my own child? In fact, my mother has never told you about my past.

The thing is, you only know that your father is addicted to gambling, and like a gangster, he took away the few remaining possessions of the family, divorced me, and abandoned us, but you don’t know why I married you.

dad……"

"Actually, I've always wanted to know, but Mom, you're usually a serious person, so I didn't dare to ask..." Qin Sese could finally express her thoughts calmly in front of her mother.

Cheng Yufen nodded understandingly, "I understand, that's because your grandma, my mother, has doted on me since I was a child. She will try her best to give me whatever I want, even if I don't want it.

She would only say a few words to me about what I wanted, but she would still get it for me in the end. I also developed a character of being pampered and arrogant. Although my family was only moderately well-off and not very wealthy,

But I live a life like a wealthy lady. And my mother regards me as her darling, her treasure, and even her entire life!"

She had never heard Cheng Yufen talk about this past incident. Qin Sese listened carefully and was filled with emotion. I think all parents in the world should be like this, right?

But what's more on Cheng Yufen's face is sadness, "Because of this, when I reached the age when I should get married, your father appeared in our lives. He was a well-known contractor in our area at that time. Although

It doesn't sound like a respectable career, but it is well known that he is rich. There are even many girls my age who take the initiative to bring food to your father on the construction site regardless of face and show his kindness. I

She was dismissive of this, but your grandma took it seriously. She wanted to leave the best things to her daughter, including men. So she found someone to talk to your dad about matchmaking. Your dad almost looked at my photos.

She was so attracted to me that she secretly went to our house to see me several times, and finally gave me a betrothal gift to propose marriage."

"I didn't know the inside story at all at the time, and your grandma strongly supported it. Even the bride price was set by herself. So when your father came to my house with great fanfare, my mother was already in agreement. My old father has always been

I couldn't stand up to your grandma, and I was silent on the side, just as acquiescing. I was the only one who looked at all this blankly, and wanted to express my opinion, but your grandma held her down until she sent your father away.

She said to me in a serious tone, "Son, why did your mother work so hard to raise you up like this? It's not just so that you can find a good family. Your mother has pampered you since you were a child, and you grew up in a honey jar."

, if you don’t find a rich man, how will you live in the future? You have only met Qin Dayou once, and you don’t know what he is like. You will know how good he is after we get along with him for a long time.’ I was still young at that time,

I still don’t have the ability to judge right from wrong, especially since I grew up under the protection of my mother. I felt that what she said made sense, so I agreed to the marriage in a daze."

"But your grandma is right. I really don't know what Qin Dayou is like. At that time, everyone only knew that Qin Dayou was a famous contractor. His family was rich, and they also knew that he treated the workers very much on the construction site.

He was harsh, even beating and scolding, but he only regarded it as a sign of a responsible man. No one has ever married him, so no one knows that he loves to drink, and when he is drunk, he likes to beat women..."

The sadness on Cheng Yufen's face has begun to turn into regret, which is a kind of deep regret, "Although I am arrogant, I am also a highly educated person, and your father...he relies on his rough personality to become a

I went to the foreman, to put it bluntly, he was just a gangster who bullied others and kept all the money he got. So when faced with his domestic violence, I didn’t know how to deal with it and had no solution at all. I went back to my parents’ home.

When I cried to your grandma, your grandma didn't believe it at all, because he seemed to hurt me to the bone in front of my mother, and even gave my parents a lot of money in private. I relied on him except when he was drunk.

Apart from being a different person, he really loves me on weekdays, so I can only endure it."

"It's probably because Qin Dayou's subordinates were dissatisfied with him, and then someone encouraged him to gamble. With his character, he quickly fell in love with things that can kill people, and he even became obsessed with them and stayed away from home all day and all night.

, he quickly lost all the money at home, and I was forced to go out to find a job, but in exchange, he came to my place of work to advance my salary. I finally couldn't bear it and filed for divorce with him, but he didn't want to at first.

Yes, but I was pregnant with you at the time. He saw that he suddenly had an extra child to raise and he couldn’t get any profit from me, so he proposed that as long as I promised to leave the house and all my property to him, he would be willing to follow me.

I agreed to the divorce without even thinking about it, so I left the house and took you away."

"When I first brought you out, we were almost out of food. Because noodles were the cheapest, I would buy a bag of pickles every time... My arrogant personality also made me suffer a lot when I was looking for a job. But

When people are in desperate situations, they always have to work hard to find hope. I gradually realized the problems in myself, and then I corrected them little by little. Thanks to reading a lot of books, I gradually found a decent job, which was enough to support you. Later you

As you grow up slowly, in order to give you a better growing environment, I chose to leave. Having work experience makes it much easier to find a job. Just to find a house to live here, I can only work more.

Working two part-time jobs was a bit difficult at first, but fortunately, after so many years, life has finally become easier and easier."

At this point, Qin Sese couldn't help but interrupt, "Have you received all the money I sent you in the past few years? Have you paid off the mortgage?"

Cheng Yufen nodded affirmatively, "I've paid it off, it's all paid off. Sese, mom didn't mean to neglect you, it's just that she was deeply hurt by doting on her, and she doesn't want you to make the same mistake again. There is no mother who doesn't love her children.

I saw that it hurt more than you when you fell, but I could only watch you stand up on your own. When mom sent you to the plane... You didn't know that mom later cried and developed eye problems, but mom knew that you had a longer life.

You have to make your own choice. I insist on not letting you return to the country because I know you can't return to the country. I don't want you to have to face problems that you don't want to face because of me..."

Qin Sese couldn't help crying again, "Mom..." She threw herself into Cheng Yufen's arms and hugged her tightly, "Why didn't you tell me earlier... Why didn't you tell me earlier... It's all

I'm not good, it's because I don't understand your good intentions, it's because I don't understand you, it's because I'm sorry for you..." She didn't understand her mother's true thoughts until today. It turns out that everything is love, but it's all love...

Cheng Yufen showed a kind smile, her face was full of warmth, without a trace of blame, "Also, Se Se, mom wants you to remember that I have never hated you. Although you are Qin Dayou and I's child, I hate you very much.
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