251 She Wants to Grow Up and Wants to Leave
"Awan, raise your head and look at me!" After a while, Emperor Kanghua said in a complicated voice.
Su Wan didn't understand what happened to Emperor Kang Hua today and didn't dare to disobey the imperial edict. She slowly raised her head, then blinked her big black eyes and looked at him.
"Your Majesty, your face seems a little pale. Are you feeling unwell? Awan will call Doctor Wang for you right now."
With that said, Su Wan turned around and wanted to go to the imperial hospital to call the imperial doctor. In fact, she just wanted to leave here as soon as possible. As the saying goes, the heart of an emperor is like a needle in the sea. Who knows what is waiting for her next moment?
Unexpectedly, the moment she stood up, her hand was suddenly pulled by Emperor Kang Hua, her body tilted, and she leaned directly into Emperor Kang Hua's arms.[
"Your Majesty... Your Majesty..."
Su Wan felt that she was finished. She accidentally fell on Emperor Kang Hua. Normally, that was all, but Emperor Kang Hua was in a bad mood today.
This... what if she is thrown out and beaten to a pulp?
Wang Deshun next to him was also startled, with his heart in his throat. The emperor was in a bad mood today, but Princess Feng was rude and bumped into the emperor...
"Your Majesty..." Wang Deshun shouted hesitantly.
Unexpectedly, Emperor Kanghua frowned slightly and glanced at him. There was a warning look in his eyes. Wang Deshun shuddered and clenched his fists.
Holding Su Wan in his arms, Emperor Kang Hua looked at her and his voice became gentle: "Wan'er, I'm fine, but it's you. Look how thin you have become now."
He hadn't seen her for half a month. His little face, which was originally a little fat, now had a pointed chin, and the little face was less than half a palm of his hand.
It was not to punish her. Su Wan secretly breathed a sigh of relief and said quickly: "What the emperor said is that it is all Awan's fault. Awan will definitely correct it after she returns!"
Seeing Su Wan's humble and respectful attitude, Emperor Kanghua smiled slightly: "Well, Wan'er, you have to know that practicing calligraphy requires slow work and careful work, and you can't be impatient. The more anxious you are, the more impetuous your writing will be.
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"You can tell a person's temperament from a person's handwriting." Thinking about Su Wanfeng's fate, if her handwriting is not read, then this child will become the queen in the future, and it will be difficult for her to secure that position.
Gusu said that she would become the first person in the history, so this child's future destiny would be extraordinary.
Looking at Su Wan, Emperor Kanghua looked serious: "Awan, in anything from now on, remember not to be too eager for quick success and instant benefit. If you are too eager for quick success and instant benefit, you will definitely lose more than you gain. Do you understand?"
Su Wan nodded and thanked her: "Awan, thank you for your teaching!"
Seeing that she was such a sensible, obedient, and well-behaved child, Emperor Kanghua's depressed mood was swept away and he smiled knowingly: "Well, this is a good child!"
Glancing at the hourglass in the corner, Emperor Kanghua said: "Wang Deshun, please pass on the lunch!"
Wang Deshun felt relieved and his vest was already wet. He nodded quickly and went out to pass the meal.
After coming out of the Yangxin Hall, Su Wan still seemed to be smiling brightly, but only she knew how scared she was when Emperor Kanghua stared at her without saying anything.
This is ancient times, an era when imperial power is supreme. And that person just now holds the power of life and death for the people of the world. He is in a bad mood, and maybe if he is not careful, her life will be lost.[
Fortunately, Wang Deshun reminded her before going in, otherwise, as in the past, Emperor Kang Hua might be even more unhappy, and it would not necessarily be possible to pull her out and chop her directly.
The more this happened, the more Su Wan wanted to leave here. So after leaving the Yangxin Palace, Su Wan thanked Wang Deshun, took Mu Xiang and Huang Yu, and quickly returned to her Zichen Palace.
After arriving, he directly blocked everyone in Zichen Palace from the bedroom on the pretext of being sleepy.
She needed to take a good breather. She had always known that the palace was a strange, unpredictable and difficult-to-control place, so she tried her best to leave.
But a phoenix fate has connected her to this seemingly majestic, but actually smoky palace all her life. Lying on the bed, Su Wan took a deep breath, threw her whole body into the quilt, and at the same time used
The quilt covered his little head.
I wish that time would pass faster and faster, that the New Year would be celebrated soon, that she would go to Liuyun Academy soon, that she would find her way home quickly, so that she would not have to live such a hard life.
She was frightened every day, in front of Kanghua, and looked favored in the eyes of the world. Only she knew that she was living with her head high. If she were not careful, her life might be lost.
With her mind in a mess, Su Wan jumped up from the bed, casually took the long sword hidden under the bed board, and started dancing in the bedroom.
The arrow was like a rainbow, with murderous intent, piercing the cold air, as if she wanted to vent all her unhappiness. After a while, Su Wan was sweating profusely.
Sitting on the ground, Su Wan looked at the biting ice and the sharp and shining sword, and suddenly laughed softly. She did not forget where she was, and she did not forget that Mu Xiang and the others were guarding the door.
In this palace, she lives under the surveillance of others every day. Outside the palace, she still lives under the eyes of others every day. When will this kind of life end?
Suddenly, Su Wan pursed her lips, her eyes cold. The hand holding the sword tightened slightly, and the blood and meridians on the back of her white hand were particularly obvious.
How great would it be if you could see it for ten years?
It doesn't have to be ten years, it can be five years, or three years. She has enough information and can live her life without being so controlled by others and risking her own life at any time.
Maybe in three to five years, she will be able to bargain with Emperor Kang Hua, instead of the current situation, where people are the swordsmen and she is the fish and meat!
Time, please hurry up. She wants to grow up and leave here. She is going crazy with her thoughts.
Huanhuan let out a breath, and Su Wan fell backwards, holding the sword in one hand and supporting her body with the other, and slowly lay on the ground.
On the second day, Emperor Kanghua sent Dr. Wang to the Zichen Palace to treat Su Wan. Dr. Wang performed his duties diligently, consulted, and finally prescribed medicine. He told Su Wan to take care of her body and let her rest for a while. She should not practice calligraphy for half a month.
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Su Wan nodded obediently. During the half-month break, Emperor Kanghua came to Zichen Hall almost every other day to report. On the one hand, he inquired about her condition, and on the other hand, he chatted with her and took a walk.
And half a month later, Su Wan went to the Yangxin Hall almost every day. Sometimes, when she accompanied Emperor Kanghua to have dinner in the Yangxin Hall, and it was getting late and it was windy and snowy outside, Emperor Kanghua asked her to go directly to the Yangxin Hall.
Stay overnight in the side hall of Yangxin Hall.
Until New Year's Eve, Su Wan never left the palace. Occasionally, Su Guogong came into the palace to see her. Sometimes Su Wan found that Su Guogong's eyes looked at the palace with such coldness that it made her heartache.
The look in her eyes is also a little dazed. It seems that sometimes I see another person through her. Then, the sadness on her face becomes even stronger.[
That reminded Su Wan of the day when Emperor Kang Hua was in a bad mood. She raised her head and looked into her eyes. She was sure that Emperor Kang Hua was looking into her eyes at that time, and was also thinking about another person.
people.
Chapter completed!