055 What do you want
When Liuli woke up again, the person guarding her had been replaced by Chu Han. That night, Leng Qing sent her back to the Seventh Princess Palace. In order to prevent her from being tortured by pain when she woke up, Nangong Mingye applied it to her.
Some Datura was added to the medicine and she slept for a day and two nights.
She moved, and most of the gnawing pain on her back miraculously disappeared, leaving only a slight numb and itchy feeling. She looked at Chu Han with surprise on her face: "My injury..."
"Ju Jun said you were afraid of pain, so Mei Jun gave you some pain-relieving herbs. The herbs must be changed every day, otherwise the pain will still occur." Chu Han helped her sit up and let her lean against the head of the bed gently.
"I ordered someone to cook some porridge. You can drink some first."
Liuli looked at the porridge on the bedside table, which seemed to be steaming a little bit. She moved her lips: "What a coincidence, as if she knew I was going to wake up right now."
"Mei Jun said you will wake up at this moment." He picked up the porridge and sat down in front of her. He took a small spoonful and brought it to her lips. He coaxed softly: "Here, drink some first. It has cooled down, so don't worry."
It’ll be hot.”
Liuli obediently drank the entire bowl of porridge before asking, "How is Ling Xiao doing now? Is his injury serious?"
"Mei Jun gave him medicine and he is resting in Juyuan." He wiped her lips with a towel, "Do you want anything else? I'll have someone make it for you."
She shook her head and suddenly raised her eyes to stare at him, but stopped talking. "Han..."
Chu Han held her hand, stroked the back of her hand with his fingertips, and held her hand tightly in his palm: "Are you still sad about what the third prince and fifth princess said?"
She lowered her eyes, withdrew her hands from his palms, intertwined her fingers, and wrung her fingers uneasily. She didn't know what Chu Han thought of her. He had done such ridiculous and shameless things before, and any man would
It's impossible to accept it. What on earth is he thinking in his heart? Why is the world-famous Mr. Chu willing to marry a loser like her?
"Why did you come to the Seventh Princess Palace?" She suddenly raised her head and looked at him with firm eyes: "Tell me what you want. As long as I have it, I will give it to you. From now on... there is no need to wrong yourself in the future. I can promise and I will help.
you……"
"What do you think I need?" It wasn't the first time she asked him, and it wasn't the first time he asked back.
"I just don't know what you want, that's why I keep asking you." She looked at him hard. At this point, she no longer needed to hide her suspicion of him: "You have huge wealth, and you are as rich as the country.
It's definitely not for profit. If you were seeking power, you shouldn't have come to the Seventh Princess's Palace in the first place. The Fifth Princess's mansion should be your best place.
Good choice. I don’t know what you are after? Can you tell me? I don’t want to be suspicious of you anymore. I just want you to know that I don’t have much feelings for Yueli or the entire royal family. If you have to choose,
I will choose you without hesitation, so tell me what exactly you want and I will help you! I will help you in any way I can!"
Don't let her guess anymore, don't let her have doubts anymore, she can't bear it, and she never wants to live such a life of worrying about gains and losses again!
"If you are afraid that I will pester you afterwards, I can swear that I will not pester you. Han, if you really like me, tell me the truth and let me face it with you. If you don't like me, just tell me directly.
, it's good to give up on my heart, I can bear it, I really can." She held his hand tightly, her eyes full of hope: "Tell me, why are you here? What do you want?
What?"
Chu Han met her eager eyes, his eyes were complicated, and he didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, he pursed his thin lips and said lightly: "You think too much, Li'er, you are my wife, I
How could I not like you?"
"What if I'm not?" Why are you always unwilling to confess to her? Why! "If I weren't Xu Shiliuli, if I wasn't the Seventh Princess, if... if I was just an irrelevant person, would you still say you like it?
Me?"
He did not answer this question. There are not so many ifs in life. "If you are tired, lie down and take a rest."
"You want to deal with me again." Liuli let go of his hand, her eyes full of loneliness and disappointment. In the cave, he was so enthusiastic and affectionate with her, but when he returned to the princess palace, he became Mr. Chu again!
"What exactly do you want? For it, even a dirty woman like me is willing to..."
"It's time for you to rest." He stood up suddenly and turned his back to her, "In my heart, you are cleaner than any woman, so don't say such self-destructive words in the future. It can't hurt me, but it can hurt yourself.
."
She lay down slumped, looking sideways at his tall back, feeling only helpless and despair in her heart.
He was right. Those words she said could not hurt him at all. The only person who would be hurt would always be herself! Who makes her care? Who cares? Whoever cares is doomed to lose from the beginning.
It's just that she never thought about betting with him, never...
Chu Han took a deep breath and let the pain in his heart pass before turning around to look at her. The extra emotion on that handsome face that she never tired of seeing had long since disappeared. He looked at her and said softly: "Don't stop.
If you are thinking wildly, take a good rest and I will ask Mr. Zhu to come over and accompany you."
"You're going to push me to another man again, aren't you?" She withdrew her lonely gaze and couldn't bear to look at his expressionless face. Anyway, she had never had less men. A few more would be good to him.
What difference does it make? She closed her eyes, leaving only bitterness: "I want Lan Jun, let Leng Qing accompany me."
He looked at her for a while and then said: "Lan Jun failed to protect you and you were injured in the palace. Now you are receiving punishment in Hantan."
Another penalty!
Liuli was startled and climbed up, "Where is Hantan? Take me to see him!"
This world is too crazy, and she can't adapt to it at all! After being punished, he will be beaten and punished at every turn, why should he be so cruel? Why?
"Take me there quickly!"
"The cold in Hantan is too strong, you can't go there."
Liuli looked at his still cold face and suddenly hated his always calm attitude, "Chu Han, take me there! I want to see him!"
"Is he really that important to you?" When his calmness was invaded, the expression on his face would not always change.
She didn't know if she had seen the flash of bleakness wrongly, but now she didn't have much thought to pay attention to it. She bit her lip and said forcefully: "He is very important to me.
, here, I only believe in him.”
Here, I only believe in him...
The big palms hidden in his sleeves were held tightly. He smiled lightly, but the smile did not reach his eyebrows. "Okay, I will take you to see him."
After saying this, he turned around and walked out the door.
Liuli's heart ached due to the vague pain and disappointment in his eyes. However, at this moment, she couldn't believe her eyes at all. Everything was just her own sentimentality. He would not be serious at all.
care about her.
Gathering her nerves, she put on her boots and hurried out. The wound on her back still hurt a little, but she couldn't care less. Thinking that Leng Qing might be whipped again now, her heart felt like a big stone was pressing down on her.
Breathing becomes difficult.
Chapter completed!