Chapter 063
When Liuli woke up, Qingqing was waiting beside the bed.
She yawned, rubbed her eyes, turned over and got up: "Where is Lengqing?"
I clearly remember watching the sunset with Leng Qing on the mountain all afternoon, and then she seemed to fall asleep on his lap. When I woke up, she had already returned to the bedroom of the Princess Palace.
"Lan Jun went out for something and said he would not be back for two days." Qingqing picked up the medicine on the table and brought it to her lips, "Princess, you have just recovered from a serious illness and your body has not recovered yet, so you still need to take this medicine.
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Liuli wrinkled her nose, "It's so bitter, I don't want to drink it."
"Bitter medicine, princess." Qingqing tried her best to persuade her.
"I'm already fine." She shook her head, "I'm so hungry, Qingqing, get me something to eat."
"Oh!" Qingqing heard this and stood up with the medicine in hand. Looking at the medicine in her hand, she felt worried: "Then..."
"Let me do it."
That cold voice... Liuli suddenly looked up, and then she realized that she and Qingqing were in the room, but actually... he was also there.
Qingqing breathed a sigh of relief, handed the medicine bowl to Chu Han's hand, and quietly left.
"What are you doing here?" Liuli stared at Chu Han's expressionless face, with resistance in her eyes.
"I will stay here tonight." He sat down by the bed, held up the medicine bowl and brought it to her lips, "Drink the medicine first, you are not feeling well yet."
"I'm going to Lanyuan." She turned away and didn't look at him, "Go back to your Chuyuan, I don't want to see you."
"Lan Jun is not in the princess palace tonight, and the injuries of others have not yet healed. I will accompany you tonight." He patiently approached her with the bowl again, "Don't make trouble, drink the medicine first."
"Who is making trouble with you?" She stretched out her hand and waved the medicine bowl in his hand directly to the ground. With a "clang", the medicine bowl made of fine ancient porcelain broke into pieces. She didn't even blink.
He took one look and glared at him: "Go away! I don't want to see you, so get out of here."
"You can't live without someone by your side." Glancing at the debris on the ground, he called out: "Come here, bring another bowl of medicine to the princess."
Two maids came in outside the door, one cleaned up the fragments of medicine on the ground, the other responded, and then hurried to the dining room.
Liuli pushed Chu Han's body, "Don't you hear that I want you to leave? I don't want to see you, you leave! Get out and go back to your Chu Garden!"
Chu Han still sat motionless on the bed, letting her push and hit him, but he didn't react at all. "Li'er, stop making trouble. You know that someone is trying to harm you in the dark. You can't live without someone to protect you."
She had already encountered those killers at the hunting ground last time. If he hadn't been there at that time, she wouldn't have been able to escape.
But she bit her lip and pushed him hard: "I originally had four sidemen. They are all highly skilled in martial arts. Any one of them can protect me, right? It was you who beat them like that and made them injured.
It’s you!”
Why can he still act so calm at this moment, as if nothing has ever happened? What is his heart made of? Why can it be so hard and cold?
"Leave, I would rather die than face you." The more she faced him for a second, the more her heart hurt. She wanted to be with him, but she could never truly enter his heart.
She never wanted this feeling again. "Go away, please, get out, don't let me see you again... don't... wuwu, go away..."
The fist fell on him, but it was her heart that hurt. How long would this Mr. Chu continue to torture her? If he couldn't truly have a heart-to-heart relationship, why should he be nice to her and care about her life and death? Let the two of them talk about it from now on.
Isn't it good for each to go his own way? Why bother with her again?
She covered her face with her hands, tears overflowed from her fingers and fell onto the quilt, staining them with transparent and crystal tears.
Chu Han sighed silently, stretched out his long arms and hugged her gently. But she struggled hard, so he had to tighten his arms, hug her with all his strength, and sighed softly: "Stop making trouble, Li'er.
, I... feel very uncomfortable."
She was startled, and looked up into his dark eyes. There was a deep pain and helplessness that she couldn't understand. This was the first time that he expressed his inner feelings in front of her, and the first time that he admitted that he would also feel uncomfortable.
It will be painful, but... is it too late to say such things now?
She has decided to stay away from him and never fall into such conspiracy calculations again. Although he never said it, she knew that he would never be able to escape from the whirlpool of national politics in his life. If he wanted to live a truly relaxed and free life, the only way
Leave him, stay far away.
She once thought about being with him at all costs, facing all the wind and rain together, and doing whatever he wanted to do together. How stupid she was at that time, thinking that as long as she gave him a sincere heart, he would respond wholeheartedly, but now she sees
Come on... that was just her wishful thinking. Even if she wanted nothing and cut herself naked in front of him, he would not believe that she was willing to walk with him through thick and thin.
Once there is no trust in a relationship, there is nothing left.
She leaned weakly in his arms. At this moment, the two of them were still leaning on each other, but their hearts were already far apart.
Until Qingqing came back with porridge and side dishes, they still kept hugging each other. Seeing that they finally hugged each other peacefully, Qingqing only thought that they had reconciled. Her face was full of joy and she served them happily.
Eat.
Mr. Chu has not had dinner since he came into the bedroom to guard the princess at nightfall.
After Liuli ate something, she was finally willing to drink the re-fried medicine. Chu Han didn't know when he asked Gong'e to get some candied fruit and give her some medicine, so that she wouldn't feel uncomfortable because the medicine was too bitter.
After that, she lay down to rest, while he was still doing things in her room as before. Everything seemed to be back to the past, and it looked so beautiful, but only they knew that the past... could no longer go back.
Through the thin gauze curtain, Liuli looked at his quiet and resolute face, thinking not to cry, but she still couldn't help but shed tears.
Maybe she could feel his helplessness, but she could never let go of that care. For him, his career was always more important than hers, and she was just an accident in his life. They would go their separate ways in the future.
After the journey, I can no longer think of it.
She just could never figure out why he chose herself instead of Xu Shimingyue, why he chose the broad road instead of choosing the rotten and uncarved self? Isn't it true that there is something in her that even she can't do?
Know the secret?
What kind of secrets is hidden in this princess palace that allows these people to break in one after another and get close to her? Leaving aside the desertedness, Chu Han, Ling Xiao, Zongzheng Chuyang and Nangong Mingye, these outstanding people
What on earth do men want to do in the princess palace? And that second emperor brother Xu Shijiangshan, she would never believe that his sudden interest in her was purely because of her face.
It’s not like he’s never seen her true face, so why did he suddenly show strong lust for her until now?
She is very tired, really tired. She just wants to live well, but why is it so difficult?
Taking one more look at that handsome face that she could never forget, she slowly closed her eyes.
Chapter completed!