Chapter 075
After seeing off Bin Bu Qiyun, the two of them walked on the path in silence, with the slightest breeze blowing, cool, gentle and comfortable.
The two of them walked side by side like this. After experiencing everything, they didn't have too many words to say when they walked together.
Liuli looked at the unknown distance, afraid of the silence and depression, and randomly picked up a topic: "Are you... still very busy recently?"
"Um."
"Are your injuries...all healed?"
"alright."
Liuli sighed silently. It turned out that she couldn't find any more topics to talk about, and he didn't seem to want to say anything to her. She took a breath and said quietly: "I'm going back to the dormitory."
"I'll take you back."
The entire journey was speechless.
When she arrived at the door of the dormitory, Liuli walked in first, while Chu Han just watched silently behind her. When she was about to turn around, he turned around and left. The figure behind her was still so cold and lonely, as if there was an extra layer of richness.
She couldn't get rid of the melancholy and loneliness. She didn't know if she was wrong about him, but it was just him like this that made her heart break again and again. It hurt so much that it was difficult to even breathe.
They once cuddled up to each other in the colorful fallen leaves and saw so many beautiful scenery. He once pressed her under him, held her tightly, tenderly, caressed and cherished her. But now, he only left her with a lonely back.
Or a helpless sigh.
Watching him walk away step by step, it was as if he was walking out of her world and her life step by step. With this departure, he would really become a stranger from now on, right?
Her vision gradually became blurred, and tears welled up unknowingly. She wiped the corners of her eyes, but she still couldn't wipe away all the tear stains. Han, they really just left like that. From now on, they no longer have each other in their lives, right?
It shouldn't be like this! She could clearly see the pity in his eyes, but why are they doing this? It shouldn't be like this! It shouldn't be!
She looked hard at his back and called out, her voice hoarse: "Han!"
When Chu Han, who had already walked about ten steps, heard this, his tall body couldn't help but tremble slightly. He turned around and saw that small figure running towards him. Just like every time in the past, no matter when she needed him.
, he would always open his arms and take her into his arms.
"Li'er." He hugged her hard, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
Liuli didn't say anything, she just hugged him tightly, buried her head in his arms, and cried. She obviously has each other in her heart, but why can't she always get into the other's heart? She cried, not only for
His coldness is also his own stubbornness.
She couldn't get through that door of her heart no matter what, but she insisted on getting in. That's why they missed each other again and again, and could only pass each other by. If she could care less and worry less
Maybe, the two of them wouldn't have to suffer so much.
However, if you love someone and can't confess everything about yourself in front of the other person, is that kind of love still true love? He can't tell everything about himself, and she can't do it like she did to Leng Qing.
Tell him everything.
There is always an insurmountable gap between the two hearts. If you can't cross it, you can only turn around and find another way out.
"I'm sorry, I always make you sad." Chu Han held her face in his hands, lowered his head and wanted to kiss away the tears on her face.
Liuli turned her face away. She raised her eyes and looked into his deep eyes, "I want to ask you a question. You either don't answer or give me a real answer."
"Li'er..."
"If it happens again," she took a deep breath and looked at him hard: "If...it happens again, will you give me up to another man?"
Her eyes were clear and bright, shimmering with mist, and showed a pitiful persistence. His heart was severely scratched, and he wanted to monopolize her tenderness, but the steps under his feet were thicker than life.
Heavily, he closed his eyes and said, "Li'er, why must..."
"Will it?" She just wanted an answer, maybe just a yes.
An affirmation that could completely make her give up.
He opened his eyes, and his eyes became cold again, "I don't want to lie to you."
"Okay, I understand." She forced out a smile, a gentle smile, a bright smile, gently pushed his chest, easily pushed away his embrace, she raised a pair of beautiful eyes, softly
Looking at him: "From now on, I will no longer hinder your progress, nor will I deliberately embarrass you. Do what you should do, and no matter where I am, I will bless you."
"You can't leave this royal family, Li'er." He seemed to have smelled the smell of parting, and he felt anxious and wanted to hug her.
Liuli pushed away his extended hand and said with a smile: "Maybe I'm not the one who wants to walk out of here."
But no matter who it is, it has nothing to do with each other anymore.
"Li'er..."
"Actually, you can call me princess." In the past, when he was unhappy, he would call her princess. These two simple words made her linger outside his heart forever, unable to take a step forward. She was still laughing: "
You are still the husband of the seventh princess."
But he is not her husband!
She withdrew her gaze from his face and turned to leave.
"Why?" Chu Han chased two steps behind her, clenching his big palms hidden in his sleeves, his fingers almost sinking into his flesh. He looked at her back and asked in a deep voice: "I think I'm not bad to you.
I have never thought of harming you, so why can’t you trust me like you trust Leng Qing? Why do you have to embarrass me? "
She paused, feeling desolate in her heart: "You simply...can't understand."
After saying this, she left without looking back, without any hesitation.
This lightning-fast love started inexplicably and ended helplessly. She walked away step by step, and his eyes became colder and colder inch by inch.
He should have known that there would be no result between him and her, but he was stubbornly unwilling to give up, unwilling to give up the only heartbeat and unique warmth in his life! But he has been living in the dark for more than 20 years,
In this life, what qualifications does he have to have Nuanyang?
If it happened again, would he give her to another man... If it happened again, maybe, he wouldn't.
His fingertips were hot, and traces of blood overflowed from his fingers, but he didn't notice it at all. All his eyes and thoughts were focused on the figure walking further and further away. Once, happiness was easily within reach, but now, she might...
I won't give him another chance.
Li'er, why can't you treat him the same way you treat Leng Qing? Why can she not ask Leng Qing anything, but not allow him to hide the slightest bit from her? She said he couldn't understand, he really couldn't understand, couldn't understand why she
If you care about him alone, why can't you trust him wholeheartedly?
Perhaps, even he himself can't believe in himself...
The cool autumn wind blew again and again, one time just gone away, another time coming again. Then the figure showed a little bit of mess in the wind, but she still walked forward stubbornly, without stopping for a step, and never looked back.
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Chapter completed!