Chapter 094 Never let go again
Although Chu Han's words were spoken very softly, Liuli heard every word in her heart. "It's done", such simple and ordinary three words, if heard by other ears, they might not care, but, her
But my heart was stunned because these three words throbbed violently.
She turned her face away and pretended not to hear what he said, fearing that she would guess wrong again, and even more afraid that the tenderness he occasionally showed would betray Leng Qingchun's pure friendship.
She must always remember that her life has become deserted, and she and Chu Han will never go back to the past.
"If you take a good rest, I...will go back." She stood up and was about to leave.
However, Chu Han held her wrist and prevented her from going far. When she turned back to face his dark eyes, she pretended to be displeased: "Let go, I really want to go back."
"Where are you going?" It was already night, where could she go alone? "Stay with me tonight..."
"I want to go to Lanyuan." Chu Han looked sick after he came out, so she had to send him back to Chuyuan with Ye Ying. Later, because his fever persisted, she kept guarding him here and left him alone.
, she never even glanced at it.
Although Leng Qing's face wasn't too bad when she came out, and she moved easily and freely, after all, after spending three days and three nights in the cold pool, her body was not feeling well. She could still convince herself to stay when Chu Han was not well.
Here, now that he is well, she has no reason to stay.
Chu Han stared at her indifferent face, feeling a little aggrieved, "You have already stayed at Lanyuan every night, why don't you stay here tonight? I won't touch you, I just want to hug you and talk to you."
Seeing the desolation and loneliness in his eyes, she couldn't bear to refuse, but if she didn't refuse, she would definitely fall into his tenderness again. His tenderness went as quickly as it came, and it couldn't give her the slightest sense of security. "I want it."
go……"
"My head hurts." He suddenly lowered his head, holding his forehead with his free hand, a look of pain on his face.
"You...don't pretend to be weak!" Damn it, seeing his painful expression, her heart couldn't bear it and felt distressed. She bit her lip, deliberately suppressed her emotions, and said indifferently: "The headache is yours.
Take a nap, I don’t have time to accompany you, I have to go..."
"It seems like the fever has started again." He rubbed his temples, breathing a little heavy, and even his cheeks were slightly red.
Liuli was startled and quickly reached out to touch his forehead. It was so hot that it actually started to burn! Looking at his burning red face, she said urgently: "Lie down first, I'll ask someone to find Nangong Mingye."
come over."
"No, you will run away and I won't let you go." He held her wrist stubbornly without flinching at all.
"I...I'm not leaving. You just lie down." This high fever kept coming back and forth, and if it didn't go down, it might really burn out his head. He felt very abnormal now, like a willful child.
Generally speaking, I don’t know if it’s been burned to a point of confusion. Is it possible to survive if it continues to burn?
Chu Han just stared at her tightly and didn't let go: "If I let go, you will run to Leng Qing in the blink of an eye and let him kiss and hold you. You want to make me angry to death."
"How could I..." Well, Leng Qing did often deliberately kiss her in front of him when they were in Hantan, but that was all Leng Qing's intention. What does it have to do with her? Besides, the person who threw her to Leng Qing was
What does he have to be angry about now?
There was resentment in her heart, but seeing the unnatural blush on his handsome face and knowing that he was seriously ill, she couldn't bear to say anything to him. Taking a deep breath, she coaxed as gently as a child:
"I promise not to leave here. I will stay here to guard you tonight, okay? Let go and be obedient."
He still shook his head and pulled her towards him: "You sleep with me. I have already taken the medicine anyway. I just need to sleep covered for a while to break up the sweat."
Liuli hesitated for a moment, "But..."
"It's not good to take too much medicine. I'm strong. I just need to sleep for a while." Before he finished speaking, he couldn't help but pull her down on the bed, lift the quilt and cover them both, and put his long arms around her.
His waist, one leg was still draped over her legs, as if he was afraid that she would stay awake in the middle of the night and climb the wall - well, climb the bed.
Liuli's face turned dark, and her forehead was covered with long lines. If his body temperature wasn't really abnormally high, she would have suspected that he was pretending to be sick, just to prevent her from going to Lengqing. However, Mr. Chu would do something like this
If she told it, no one would believe it, right? Even she herself wouldn't believe it.
Suppressing the suspicion in her heart, she slept obediently in his arms, and even stretched out her hand to tuck the quilt over him, covering him tightly.
Chu Han lowered his eyes and watched her busy doing all this, probing his forehead and neck from time to time, covering him with the quilt that accidentally slipped, and the faint smile between her two beautiful thin lips never faded.
go.
It turns out that internal strength has such a benefit: when you want to pretend to be sick, you can easily do so without any effort.
"Li'er." He tightened his grip on his arms, hugged her tightly, and murmured softly.
"Hmm?" My little hands opened his clothes and explored his chest a few times. He had been lying there for a while, why wasn't he sweating? "How do you feel? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
"I won't feel uncomfortable if I hold you." She might have caught too many clues, so he deliberately lowered his throat and coughed a few times.
Liuli raised her eyes and looked at his Adam's apple that was trembling slightly when he coughed, and felt a little pity in his heart. He was always so busy, and things seemed to never be done. He couldn't tell if he wasn't sick on weekdays. She always thought that he was as strong as a god. This
Only when he got sick did he realize that he also had such a fragile side.
He is always alone, who will take care of him when she is not around? It's not that he has never thought that there might be another woman taking her place, but he is always so cold and distant, except for
She, she had never seen anyone get so close to him.
She was very afraid that he would spend his whole life alone...
"cold."
"Huh?" It's been a long time since I heard her call his name so gently, and he felt something deep in his heart, and he hugged her harder.
She buried her head in his chest and murmured faintly: "In the future...if I am no longer here, you must find a girl who suits you and let her..."
"There won't be that girl." He interrupted her in a deep voice and said firmly: "If you weren't here, I would be alone all my life."
He could not see clearly before, but at this moment he was extremely determined. He had decided that he would never let her go in this life. No matter what happened in the future, he would never let her go.
Liuli was deeply shocked by his words. If he had said these words to her a few days ago, she would have been so moved that she burst into tears and fell into his arms. But now... now that she has made an agreement with Leng Qing, how could he
Say such things to her again? How could he be... so hateful!
The overwhelming sadness in her heart made her eyes red, and she could hardly help but shed a few lines of tears.
He is already dead and despairing, why are he still provoking her now? This man... is so hateful! So hateful!
However, she was so stupid. For his simple words, her heart was so moved and ravaged that she could no longer calm down. She was afraid of his tenderness, afraid that he would give her hope again and again.
It made her despair, she was really scared, but she shamelessly hid her expectation...
Chapter completed!