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Chapter 421 Asking the Heart

 As soon as Ma Ningze finished speaking, Lund and Cajiali felt...

There is an obvious murderous intention.

As someone who had fought on the battlefield, Cagalli was the first to notice Ma Ningze's murderous intent.

But Ma Ningze's murderous intention was not directed at her. It was directed at...

"Do you want to kill me?" Lund asked.

"Of course not." Ma Ningze shook his head.

[I didn’t even kill those two people, how could I attack you?] Ma Ningze thought.

Just as he was thinking about it, Ma Ningze put away his murderous intention and restrained it again.

At the same time, the two white-haired men behind Lund also slowly relaxed.

But from this moment on, the two of them kept staring at Ma Ningze and never relaxed again.

"What about you?" Lund asked.

"Are you a beneficiary?"

"I am neither a beneficiary, because I myself rejected the 'benefits' I could get." Ma Ningze replied calmly.

"I am not a victim, but I have seen the suffering experienced by those victims, and my compassion tells me that I cannot ignore their pain and sorrow..."

"Even today, I always question myself whether I am qualified to receive help from heaven." Ma Ningze said, picking up the smart ring from the sand again and looking at it.

Ma Ningze's smart ring shook slightly.

Xiaoli didn't speak, but responded to Ma Ningze's self-question.

"Am I qualified to teach you..." Ma Ningze looked at the smart ring in his hand.

"I question myself every day, every second, every time I do something."

"...Teacher, why are you doing this?" Lund asked.

"Didn't I teach you just now? Only when you are from God's perspective can it be possible to fairly distribute society's resources." Ma Ningze replied.

"So, in order to make my perspective absolutely objective, I severed my ties with the interest group I once had." Ma Ningze said calmly.

"I gave up the glory and wealth that was within easy reach and started from the bottom perspective..."

"Then you don't have to give up all your glory and wealth!" Lund was puzzled.

"Because it's fair!" Ma Ningze looked at the two of them.

"When I point the sword of fairness at everyone in the world and demand fairness in this world..."

"Then first, I must aim this sword at my own heart!" Ma Ningze said loudly.

"I want to question myself whether what I am doing is fair and just, and whether I am selfish."

"If I have selfish motives, then I cannot judge others in the name of fairness!"

"Only when I pass this level will I be qualified to hold this sword and point it at others!"

"Otherwise, I am just another robber who burns, kills, and loots under the guise of fairness."

"In this way, what is the difference between me uniting with the Earth, PLANT in Sarah's era, and the Atlantic Federation?" Ma Ningze asked with a sneer.

Lund listened to Ma Ningze's words and looked at him blankly.

[Does this...do such people really exist in this world?] She thought.

Then, she subconsciously looked at Cagalli aside.

But she saw that Cagalli was looking at Ma Ningze, and her eyes were full of understanding.

Even...admiration.

[Could it be...did I really misunderstand her?] Lund kept asking himself.

"But those alone are not enough. Not only do I want to stand with the people at the bottom, my vision also needs to surpass them, even those in high positions!" Ma Ningze continued.

"So, I spent more than fifteen years building the theoretical foundation of Xinyue City."

"I desperately want change, I want to practice my theory, and I want fairness!" Ma Ningze said loudly.

"And everything I have experienced in the past is the biggest motivation to keep me where I am today."

"Ningze...where did you live?" Lund asked again.

"..." Ma Ningze took a deep breath.

"You... can roughly understand it as a place similar to the Central Plains Province of the East Asian Republic."

"But... that place is not in this world."

"You... just think that this is my... babble!" Ma Ningze seemed a little lonely when he said this.

"Shasha..."

At this time, a strange sound came from behind Ma Ningze.

Yin Sha didn't know when she drove the Oak Bird back to the fire and hugged Ma Ningze from behind.

Ma Ningze was a little surprised.

Yin Sha has always been a shy girl, but her behavior today is a little out of line.

"Ningze..." Yin Sha said softly from behind Ma Ningze.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know what you really thought until today..."

"I am the one who should say sorry." Ma Ningze smiled bitterly when he heard this.

"It's me who has been hiding my truest self."

"...Ningze, why are you doing this?" Cagalli asked.

"You...don't trust me?"

"...Yes." Ma Ning's answer surprised Cagalli.

"In other words, it's not that I don't trust you...except for you and Mr. Uzmi, I don't...completely trust anyone I know." Ma Ningze said calmly.

"This...how is this possible!" Cagalli was anxious.

"Ningze, you are too suspicious!"

"You think so? Londo...Londe?" Cagalli said, and wanted to pull Londo up.

But I saw that Lund was also silent there.

However, when she looked into Ma Ningze's eyes, she revealed an incomparable understanding.

"How..." Cagalli was at a loss.

"Teacher...are you doubting that we don't have the courage?" Seeing Ma Ningze fall into silence, Long De asked slowly.

When Ma Ningze heard this, he was silent for a moment and nodded slowly.

"You...why are you talking about things I don't understand again?" Cagalli complained.

"Alas..." Lund Mina was not surprised at all.

"From here on, teacher, I truly understand that you are a realistic person..." Lund said seriously.

"You can do this. Before you point a sword at others, point it at yourself first."

"Because, you know, how tortured this kind of behavior is to yourself..."

"So, you doubt that this guy and I... we can't do it, right?" Lund looked into Ma Ningze's eyes.

"Do you suspect that we dare not give up our status, our identity, and invest in the process of building the future?" Lund asked.

Then, she thought about it and glanced at Cagalli thoughtfully.

"No, maybe, the person you doubt... is only me, not this stupid... this guy, right?"

"..." Ma Ningze remained silent and did not speak.

"What if, I tell you, I can do it too?" Lund continued to stare into Ma Ningze's eyes and said word by word.

"I can give up all the glory and wealth I have today, if the future you mentioned really appears..."

"Then, I can give up my identity and status to pursue the future you mentioned." Lund said slowly.

"The reason why I can't let go of the past is not that I am greedy for power in this world, but that I don't believe that there is such a future..."

"But now, I believe it..." Longde said solemnly.

Cagalli on the side looked at Lund next to her in shock.

"Teacher, do you believe me?" Lund kept staring into Ma Ningze's eyes.

[So...did I blame her wrongly all along?] Cagalli thought in her heart.

"I believe it." Ma Ningze's answer surprised Lunde.
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