"Does it hurt?" He held up Gu Xi's injured left hand, his eyes filled with piety.

"It hurts -" She nodded, and as she lowered her head, tears fell and hit the back of the man's hand, but the other man still wiped it patiently for a long time. He lowered his head, avoided his wrist with his chin and blew softly: "I'll give it to you

Blow it, it’ll be better if you blow it.”

It looks like coaxing a child.

Gu Xi held back her tears and asked, "What about you? It must be in pain."

"Yeah." Ji Zhi responded casually, "I feel bad."

He couldn't be more straightforward. He always says whatever he wants about feelings.

"I won't hide it from you anymore." Gu Xi pulled off his cuffs, and when the sleeves went up, the cut marks were exposed. It was a long cut with the end of the wound pointing upwards. It was because someone stopped him from cutting his wrists.
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The wounds were only there when she was in coma.

Her heart was throbbing painfully, and she seemed to see the man leaning on the bedside holding a fruit knife and cutting her decisively, and her fingers caressing his tired brows.

"I won't bully you anymore."

"I will be fine, I will be fine..." The voice became light and soft later on, and it was difficult to hear clearly.

"Gu Xi, I fell in love with you a long time ago. It will be exactly five years on June 12 this year."

"You can't trample on my love anymore, it's unfair to me."

He said he agreed, but Ji Zhi seemed like he couldn't believe it anymore. He immediately found a piece of paper and wrote on it, then put it in front of Gu Xi and asked her to sign it for Party B.

If you sign and pledge it, it will never change.

It's childish, but it makes people feel safe.

In the evening, Gu Jinshen brought Zhang's mother over. She carried several thermos boxes. The first second she entered the house and saw Gu Xi, she couldn't hold back. She laughed and cried at the same time. She put the dinners on the table one by one.

The lightest food.

"He will be executed tomorrow and the matter is completely over."

Gu Jinshen was one of the few insiders and asked Zhang Ma to go out first. He looked around and asked, "Where is Ji Zhi?"

"He went to Linjiang."

While he was talking, the porridge dripped onto his clothes. The insulated box worked well, and the porridge was steaming hot when it was delivered. He quickly wiped it with a tissue.

"Eat slowly." Gu Jinshen's tone was weak, her hair was pale, and there were a few wrinkles on her face. Gu Xi looked at him and focused her eyes on his hair, which turned out to be a gray hair overnight. "It's because I didn't be a good father.

You didn’t even notice that you were in a bad mood.”

Sometimes people tend to be desperate but do not show despair, but act like normal people as before.

"I'll be fine." Many words could not be said at this time. Thousands of words were finally combined into one sentence and murmured, as if reassuring Gu Jinshen and convincing himself.

Xu Zhouchu and the others came in midway. Gu Jinshen still had something to do, and in his position, many things were inseparable.

After saying goodbye to Gu Jinshen, Xu Zhouchu sat on a chair and glanced at the half-eaten porridge.

Just as he was about to soothe his breath, the next second he saw Gu Xi suddenly taking the trash can and vomiting continuously.

Shen Se poured a glass of water over and Yan Zhi patted her on the back.

Yan Zhi frowned and asked, "Why did you vomit out all the food you ate?"

"The body has not recovered and cannot digest it." Gu Xi explained, took the water glass and took a sip of water to rinse. "Thank you."

"No need." Xu Zhouchu took the glances from the two of them and raised his chin to signal Yan Zhi to close the door. Shen Se stood next to her, lowering his head and saying nothing.

Then I heard Xu Zhouchu say: "What are your plans next?"

"I am going to return to country S for treatment."

Xu Zhouchu continued to ask: "Did you tell Ji Zhi?"

Gu Xi: "Yeah."

"Then will he go too?"

"He wanted to go, but I didn't let him. The treatment was too painful and embarrassing." Gu Xi explained. To put it bluntly, he just didn't want to be seen in an awkward manner.

"Okay, I'll contact the doctor." Xu Zhouchu nodded and said nothing else.

They have been like this since they were young. They don't ask questions about things they shouldn't, and they don't know a word about things they shouldn't know.

Why are you asking? There is no need to dig into other people’s privacy.

The next day, Gu Xi saw the news that Lu Qingyu was dead. Some people said that he died in a tragic manner and was completely inhumane.

In the next few days, friends came to visit one after another. Ji Wan cried so hard that she refused to leave. After chatting with them for a while, Ji Zhi asked Gu Xi to rest first. She had not had a good appetite recently and would always vomit out whatever she ate. .

Two days after being discharged from the hospital, Gu Xi packed her luggage and prepared to leave.

The doctor over there has been contacted. The treatment will be very painful. She is afraid of the side effects, so she does not plan to do MECT. The treatment requires a certain period of time. Moreover, she plans to complete the research in the laboratory while undergoing treatment, so she has to pick up the things that were thrown away in the past. That’s it.

When he went out, Ji Zhi found a few syringes from the bookshelf in her room, some used and some useless. He recognized the ones in the apartment at a glance, and then he realized that Gu Xi's improved sleep quality in those days was just an illusion. Something causes trouble.
Chapter completed!