Chapter 56: Depression and Bewitchment
“By the way, have you ever thought something was wrong recently?”
Wang Taika asked: "For example, suddenly I feel irritable, or suddenly I feel unhappy, I mean... I feel it's boring, there is no sound in the whole world, and it's so quiet that it makes people feel irritable. But there is a
I felt that the sound was so harsh."
Su Maruzi was slightly stunned and said, "It's true when I was bored in the hospital. What's wrong?"
Wang Taika thought about it, but finally felt that he wanted to tell the truth, so he said, "You are a sign of depression, do you know?"
"It's not so exaggerating!" Sumaruo smiled and said, "I think it's quite lively. Most people may not be able to stand things like me. But I'm okay. Isn't it?"
Wang Taika shook his head: "You are wrong, depression is not that simple and understandable. Just kidding, I have become a doctor for a long time. In fact, there is nothing you can hide in front of a patient with severe bipolar disorder.
After all, I may be better able to distinguish what a normal person is than a doctor."
Su Maruzi couldn't help but want to laugh, but the smile slowly faded as soon as it hit her face.
"Oba...If possible, you can come to the hospital to see me more. Let me feel that I can still be saved."
Wang Taika looked at Su Maruzi, saw the fear and grievance hidden in her eyes, thought about it, stretched out his hand, and grabbed Su Maruzi's hand.
Su Maruzi looked at Wang Taika, not knowing what Wang Taika wanted to say.
Wang Taika said, "Don't worry, there will always be someone going forward."
In fact, Wang Taika knew that his behavior was a bit abrupt and he grabbed a girl's hand for no reason. But after thinking about it, it seemed that only in this way could he express himself seriously.
The most difficult and difficult thing about the disease of depression is that it is completely incomprehensible. Depressed patients need a sense of security, so they must give her the strongest sense of security and tell her: "No matter what happens to you, I will definitely accompany you.
By your side.”
Just like Su Muzi, if Wang Taika is not a senior bipolar patient, then unless there is a professional psychologist in advance, it will not be discovered at all. Su Muzi has depression.
Because of lively and sunny, it does not mean that there is no depression. Many people cannot understand, how can sunny and cheerful people get depression? That is because people still have many misunderstandings about depression.
Depression's destruction on a person is silent, invisible, and fatal. It is completely sudden and without any warning.
At some point, I suddenly couldn't get interested in anything. I didn't like to play the game I liked to play. I didn't want to go to eat the food I liked to make an appointment. The person I liked to chat with, but I just said something.
"Haha" doesn't want to say it, and I don't want to reply at all.
Even the ability to love is gradually lost, what is more sad than this?
Memory suddenly begins to decline, I can't remember anything, I clearly listened to what I told, but I forgot it after a minute. When doing anything, I suddenly fall asleep and then suddenly wake up.
Sleep is a silent torture, because every time I wake up, I feel very frightened, because I have no idea how long I have been asleep, and I don’t know what I missed when I fall asleep.
But the most terrifying thing is that everyone thinks that you are not depression, you are just pretentious, you are just doing it. This is the attitude that everyone holds. You are not sick, you are pretentious, so if you want to blame you, you deserve to be
accusation.
OK, even if you believe you are really depressed, you will feel that you are a mentally ill and stay away from you.
No matter what, both results are cruel.
So Wang Taika believes that Su Junzi will definitely not dare to mention her own affairs to anyone. Even if she is a teammate, she will not dare.
It’s not that you don’t believe in your teammates, but that you don’t want to be a burden. But many things are not something you can withstand by yourself.
So when Wang Taika really made all this clear, Su Maruzi looked at Wang Taika seriously for a long time.
Wang Taika looked at Su Maruzi without hesitation. The two of them looked at it for a long time. Su Maruzi didn't say anything, but Wang Taika kept giving her a firm look.
You cannot retreat at this time. If you avoid it at all, it will greatly damage a person's confidence. So even if you act, you must perform that firm look.
Finally, Su Junzi burst into tears without realizing it, and her spirit suddenly collapsed.
"Oba, do I still have any help? I feel like I'm going crazy." Su Juno revealed her true feelings for the first time since the car accident.
Wang Taika said: "It's saved. Didn't I pull you back from the gate of hell? This time, I'm OK."
"But I don't think it's OK, it's different from last time." Sumaruo said with her hands trembling, "I feel like she has to fight against a very powerful and mysterious force every day. She can't sleep at all, she can't sleep all night,
Very irritable. I thought of various ways to treat insomnia, but it was useless. The most terrifying thing is..."
Wang Taika approached Su Maruzi and held Su Maruzi's hand tightly: "Speak, let me know how to pull you back."
Su Junzi looked at Wang Taika and asked, "Oba, can you get closer to me?"
Wang Taika nodded, sat next to Su Maruzi, leaned against Su Maruzi, put his other hand on her shoulder, and comforted her: "Tell me, tell me."
Su Junzi then felt a little safe and said in a daze: "I feel like another person is living in my body. No, there is another person's voice. Yes, I feel that there is always a voice
, constantly arrange my plans, change my ideas, encourage my decisions, and force me to do bad things, such as... keep encouraging me to commit suicide!"
Wang Taika thought it was terrible, it was even more serious than he thought. The car accident and the psychological trauma caused to Su Maruzi was so great! I originally thought that after experiencing life and death, I would be more open-minded. But some
Things go against your wishes. After experiencing life and death, I became vague and lost my original fear of death. I even felt that there was no difference between life and death.
Everything will turn back when extremes. Su Junzi has experienced too much, especially when hesitating between life and death, which has given her too much stimulation. In addition, she has changed from an idol to a useless person who can only lie on the bed and has a ruined appearance...
..On ordinary people really can't stand such a change!
Chapter completed!