"Dead, dead?"

Aunt Mei showed a surprised expression, unable to digest this breaking news for a while.

A good person, so aloof and perfect, why did he suddenly die?!

"Yes, he died. If there were no accidents, he should have died to save me."

Chu Zhixin said in a difficult voice, with a heavy expression.

Although Su Yongqin believed that Sheng Tingye's death must have been caused by an adulterer, she also had a responsibility that she could not escape.

If the man had not injured his leg in order to save her, and his life was hanging by a thread, how could those traitors have taken advantage of her?

"really?"

Aunt Mei couldn't believe what Chu Zhixin said.

Sheng Tingye is a ruthless beast who caused so much misery to Miss Xinxin. How could he sacrifice himself to save Miss Xinxin? There must be some misunderstanding in this.

"I don't know if it's true. At least from the information I know, his death must have been caused by me, but I also have an unavoidable responsibility. I feel... a little sad."

Chu Zhixin lowered his head and spoke silently, his voice so low that he was almost talking to himself.

Yes, she is sad.

For so long, she pretended not to care, as if the man's death had no impact on her at all.

But in the dead of night, when she was alone, she had to admit that she was really a little sad.

"Are you sad because you blame yourself, or because you are reluctant to let go?"

Aunt Mei asked sharply.

"I don't know why I'm sad. I just remember clearly that the moment I learned that he was no longer alive, my heart suddenly became empty, like a small dot that quickly collapsed, and then

Little by little, it turned into a black hole like an abyss, constantly swallowing my self, making me become less and less like myself, and more and more irrational..."

When Chu Zhixin said this, she huddled together in pain, held her head with her hands, and kept repeating: "I don't know what's wrong with me, I really don't know."

Aunt Mei quickly hugged Chu Zhixin and coaxed her gently like she did when she was a child: "Okay, okay, Miss Xinxin, don't be sad. It's all over. You just had a relationship before and you were separated for so long.

Now, if he’s gone, he’s gone. Don’t let him affect your mood.”

"But he died to save me. I feel so uncomfortable and my heart feels so empty... Aunt Mei, I obviously didn't lose anything, why do I feel so empty?"

Chu Zhixin looked at Aunt Mei with tears in her eyes. Facing the wet nurse who had brought her up since childhood and the person closest to her, she no longer wanted to pretend to be strong.

"This... Miss Xinxin, don't cry, don't cry. People can't be resurrected after death. You should be sorry and accept the change. If I had known you had not forgotten him at all, you should have returned to Haicheng in the past four years to renew your relationship with him.

No matter what the outcome is, at least there are no regrets."

Aunt Mei patted Chu Zhixin's back and said with emotion: "This scoundrel is really bad. He looks like a dragon among men, as if he has an immortal body, but turns out to be a worm among men. How old is he now?

, just died, not living up to expectations at all!”

"Miss Xinxin, do you think Bad Baan Sheng is not dead at all? He just had to fake his death for other reasons?"

"I don't know, the Sheng family even chose his cemetery, and he was burned into ashes..."

"If he hadn't died, what would you have done? Would you have given him another chance and chosen to start over with him?"

Aunt Mei was looking forward to a miracle in the world, looking forward to waking up and hearing the news of Sheng Tingye's resurrection.

"If he didn't die but pretended to be dead, I would hate him forever and never forgive him again, let alone believe him. He doesn't deserve so much sadness and tears from me!"

Chu Zhixin said with cold eyes and a firm tone.

Aunt Mei shook her head and said to the point: "So, you and Bad Bad Sheng are destined to be a pair of resentful couples. They hurt each other when they are alive, and they have to feel sorry for each other when they die. Do you think you are asking for trouble?"

"I......"

"Listen to Aunt Mei, wipe away your tears, don't be sad, just treat this person as still alive in another corner of the world, but you will never meet again, just like the past four years, you have not let go, but

Are you living a free and easy life? Why are you still alive?"
Chapter completed!