"You are living in the past and can't help yourself, and you are trying to pull him back to the past and become the person he was before. Is it possible?" Shen Hua felt that Zeng Yu was deceiving herself. "From the time you reunited with him, apart from being immersed in the memories of the past and In the grief of losing him, did you try your best to understand why he gave up on you and giving up being a doctor? Did you try your best to understand his current situation? Apart from telling everyone he doesn't want you anymore, what else have you done?"

Shen Hua was very happy for Zeng Yu. She was glad that the person Zeng Yu met at this moment was her and not someone who liked Fu Chenghai.

Otherwise, Zeng Yu would have been tortured to pieces.

"What about you?" Zeng Yu suddenly asked seriously.

"What about me?" Shen Hua frowned.

"Can you give up the iron job of being a teacher for him?"

"Yes." Shen Hua said without thinking, "I say yes, not because I am showing off, but because I have options. If I don't become a teacher, I can still do other jobs, but you can't. There is no comparison between us. It’s reality, no one can blame it.”

Shen Hualian deale

She has done it all, what profession is there that she cannot do? She is just a teacher, and Shen Hua has never taken it seriously.

Zeng Yu is different.

She couldn't give up her current career and fall into the devil's path with Fu Chenghai.

But Shen Hua can.

In other words, Shen Hua is now on the road to falling into the devil's path with Fu Chenghai.

This is reality and it is God’s will.

What Zeng Yu couldn't do, she could do easily.

Zeng Yu fell in love with Fu Chenghai, but Shen Hua couldn't even talk about falling in love with Fu Chenghai.

This is "unfair".

God takes away what you want and gives you what you don't want.

You have no choice but to learn to accept it, face it calmly, and reconcile with yourself.

Shen Hua had learned to face it calmly three years ago.

Zeng Yu obviously hasn’t.

She stared at the ceiling blankly, "I know that Fu Chenghai gave up on me and becoming a doctor because he served in prison abroad. But this is not a big deal to our family. He can't commit a crime. My father and I believe that He, we will help him clear his grievances and rehabilitate him. Even if we can't, we will help him get on the right track. Now it's not what my dad and I want, it's him who doesn't want to be involved with us."

"Since we all know, why don't we try hard to save it and choose to give up on ourselves?" Shen Hua also felt a little sad for his misfortune and angry at him for not fighting.

Zeng Yu suddenly looked at Shen Hua in surprise, "Try hard... to save..."

She laughed inexplicably, "Shen Hua, do you understand that he is already married to you, and I am going to save him and then become a mistress?"

Shen Hua's eyes darkened slightly: "Since you yourself know this truth, then who are you doing this to? You just asked me to give him back to you."

Zeng Yu was speechless for a moment, "..."

Shen Hua sneered: "Since you can't win over him at all costs, why do you show your soft side in an attempt to win his sympathy and mercy when he appears? You haven't even thought about it yourself, what exactly do you want now? What, you are trying to ask me to return Fu Chenghai to you. Let me ask you, why should I return it to you?"

Zeng Yu was completely shocked and could not refute, she could only look at Shen Hua blankly.

"If you want morality and justice, you should understand that you have no chance. All you can do is wait for me and Fu Chenghai to divorce. If you don't want morality and just want to save Fu Chenghai... then you are Do it with your heart, get to know him, his past in the past three years, and what is going on in his heart. If you want me to return him to you, at least let me see that your love is worth giving up!"

At least, let Shen Hua, a person who doesn't love Fu Chenghai and only wants to use and investigate Fu Chenghai, see that Zeng Yu's feelings for Fu Chenghai are unique and unique.

Obviously, Shen Hua didn't see it.

Apart from crying every time they meet, Zeng Yu's love for Fu Chenghai is still weak. She wants to bow her head but is unwilling to give in. She wants to fight for it but doesn't dare. She hesitates and only tries to stop it. It seems to be nothing more than this.

Shen Hua is not a heartless person.

If...she meant if...

If Fu Chenghai told her that he didn't want to continue and wanted to go back to Zeng Yu, or Zeng Yu could really save Fu Chenghai's heart even a little bit.

Shen Hua will let go generously.

Because she no longer treated Fu Chenghai as businesslike as before, she also felt compassion for Fu Chenghai.

She will find the truth, but no longer in a way that uses and hurts Fu Chenghai.

If Shen Hua's letting go can make a couple happy, Shen Hua will feel that she has done a good deed to accumulate merit.

Because she knows too well how painful it is to persist in a love that is not blessed, not favored, and is blocked by others.

At the end of the day, you think you are fighting against those who oppose you, but in the end you find that you are just fighting against yourself.

You keep saying you want to be together, but in the end what you think about is what if you don't.

You are terrified, worried about gains and losses, and the unknown assumption that we cannot be together is like the sword of Damocles hanging over your head.

Unresolved.

Your love is wasted in daily trembling.

It also dies from the anxiety and quarrels caused by indecision.

Shen Hua didn't think the relationship between Zeng Yu and Fu Chenghai was sincere enough for her to give up her plan willingly.

It doesn’t matter whether you say she is selfish, you say she is indifferent, it doesn’t matter whether you say she takes up the position of Fu Chenghai’s wife but doesn’t love Fu Chenghai…

"I will never let go of Fu Chenghai."

At least not now.

Zeng Yu looked at the resolute Shen Hua, lost in thought, and then she smiled sadly, "Of course you are qualified to say such things, you are both married, what can I do? All I can do is to beg you in a low voice when I am carrying someone behind my back. Give him back to me, as for the rest... I can't do it. I'm broken in love, don't you even give me a chance to grieve?"

"It's been more than three years since he left you. No matter how long-lasting your grief is, it shouldn't have taken this long, right? Are you waiting for Fu Chenghai, or are you still obsessed with the past despite knowing that you can't go back?"

Zeng Yu was slightly startled.

Shen Hua seemed to have hit the nail on the head.

Yes, is she waiting for Fu Chenghai, or is it the unforgettable memory in her mind?

Three years... long enough...

Two lines of tears silently fell from the corners of Zeng Yu's eyes. She asked with a wry smile: "You own Fu Chenghai's present, and I own his past. Do you think you are pathetic or am I?"

Shen Hua's face remained as usual, "No one is sad, but losing yourself is the most sad thing."

Zeng Yu said sadly: "Then what does it mean to lose yourself?"
Chapter completed!