Chapter 163
Xinyue's emotions were originally controllable, but in the past two days she could even be said to be despairing.
But Guan Yunshi's words were like a sharp knife, tearing open the remaining soft part of herself, and her tears began to fall!
Guan Yunshi didn't say anything, just looked at her silently.
"Guan Guan... I'm really useless. I can't protect anything. I can't protect Coco, and I can't protect my own children."
"I'm just a waste, I can only watch helplessly like that."
"He was in my belly, he was really there, but now he is gone." Xinyue said, tears falling more and more fiercely, her whole body even started to tremble from crying, "I don't know what to do.
, I really... don’t know what else I can do.”
Xinyue's voice became hoarse, and her hands helplessly grasped Guan Yunshi's sleeves.
It was also at this time that Guan Yunshi finally reached out and hugged her into his arms, "Okay, it's okay. It'll be okay if you cry."
"I know you feel bad, but this matter is not your fault, and you didn't do anything wrong, so you shouldn't punish yourself, do you understand?"
Xinyue said nothing, only leaned in Guan Yunshi's arms and closed her eyes tightly.
In fact, to this day, she still can't believe it.
Children who don’t believe in themselves...are just gone.
Although he came unexpectedly, and although Xinyue didn't really feel his arrival yet, when she learned that she was pregnant, she was more than happy.
Not because this is Yu Chi's child, nor because she wants to marry into the Yu family with this child, just because... it is her own child.
Since her mother died and her grandmother was hospitalized, she has owned almost nothing of her own.
When she learned that she had a baby in her belly, she decided that she would give birth to the baby regardless of whether Yu Chi wanted to marry her or not.
——Give him a home.
Also give yourself a home.
Later, Yu Man finally agreed to get engaged to her.
She lived on the bank of Lianshui for a long time, learned to cook for him, and began to decorate the house.
At that time, the fantasy in her heart was so beautiful.
But...it's all fake.
Yu Chi had been lying to her all along, and even regarded everything she did as a joke.
Now even the child in her belly...is gone.
"Am I not worthy?" Xinyue asked Guan Yunshi again, "Every time I feel that my life seems to be getting better, fate always gives me a critical blow. Is it also telling me,
I... don’t deserve it?”
"no."
Guan Yunshi said quickly, holding her shoulders, "Xinyue, listen to me, you are a very good person, you deserve all the beauty in the world, it's just... there was a little accident.
, you will be happy, believe me."
Xinyue stopped talking, but her eyes were still red.
Guan Yunshi ruffled her hair again, "Okay, don't think about it anymore, everything has passed and it will get better, trust me."
Under Guan Yunshi's gentle voice, Xinyue finally fell asleep.
Guan Yunshi covered her with the quilt and then got up.
When he turned around, he found He Chao already standing at the door of the ward.
Seeing him, Guan Yunshi couldn't help but pause and nodded towards him.
Chapter completed!