Lan Linfeng was right. Lin Yan discovered more and more abnormalities. His grandma still kept in touch with him. The old lady with limited mobility was still the same. Every time they met, she would make a lot of his favorites when he was a child.

snacks.

Lin Yan is already a freshman, and his grandma is still the same as when he was in the orphanage. She has not aged or died. Although he is very happy with such a thing in his heart, there is always a voice in his mind.

Reminding him: "Wake up, wake up..."

On this day, grandma still came to visit Lin Yan with a loving look on her face, holding pot sticker pancakes. Lin Yan would unconsciously compromise every time he met his grandma's gaze, although this kind of pot sticker pancake was no longer a delicacy in his eyes.

But he would eat them all every time. In his grandma's increasingly narrow arms, smelling the fragrance that had remained unchanged for more than ten years, his heart, which was no longer pure, stirred up again. He thought of his cruelty in that world.

He also thought of the person he thought he had forgotten, Liao Yuqing.

"Yuqing, if I treat you like this, will you still show up?" Crystal liquid appeared in the corners of Lin Yan's eyes. His soft whisper was not heard by the old lady. Now that she saw his silent tears again, she became a little distressed.

Hug tightly.

"Little boy, grandma knows you are suffering, so you can cry if you want. Grandma is here, don't be afraid!"

At that time, Lin Yan was really like a child, crying on the old man's shoulder, with suppressed sobs and sobbing breaths. Lin Yan unscrupulously vented the fear and loneliness in his heart. He knew that he had changed.

Now, everything can't go back. He is no longer the poor and pure child he used to be. He has been polluted a long time ago, polluted by his own selfish desires. Now he just has his first love.

He was just a grandma who extended a kind hand, and could not reject everything he had. He knew that... the script was still going on.

When he had finished crying, a large area of ​​grandma's shoulder was already wet. The old man looked at it with cloudy eyes and comforted him with his withered hands, calming down the child who had suffered so much since childhood.

Lin Yan tried his best to stabilize his emotions, and also tried hard to make himself normal. Sunshine, that was his disguise all along, he was a sunny and healthy big boy, like that...

We saw his hands clenched into fists unconsciously, and watched him put away the viciousness in his eyes and send away the only harbor where he could vent.

The appearance of Liao Yuqing was like a ray of sunshine shining into Lin Yan's dry and dull life. It was like I saw the love between Liao Yuqing and Lin Yan from a different perspective again.

From Lin Yan's point of view, it was completely different from Liao Yuqing's point of view. Liao Yuqing was a turning point in Lin Yan's life at that time. The sunshine that belonged to him gradually became real. Liao Yuqing was cheerful and generous, which was a turning point in Lin Yan's life.

Being obedient and obedient made him, who had had low self-esteem since childhood, feel for the first time that he was expected and respected. He found his own sense of existence in Liao Yuqing and gained her deep love.

But Liao Yuqing's love sometimes became a shackle, making him walk on thin ice. He would often wake up in the middle of the night. The nightmare never disappeared in his life. Every time he saw Liao Yuqing's true self, he looked hurt and determined.

When they broke up with him, the dagger he stabbed into her chest in panic became the most painful wound in his heart. If he couldn't love... he would be destroyed. This perverted emotion always entangled him, making him want to enjoy love but also

Afraid of contact with love.
Chapter completed!