"Hmm? How could I think of this?"

The sudden disgust and impulse scared Xiao Xiao himself.

“Is this the side effect of violence factors?”

Recalling carefully the emotional fluctuations he had just exploded, he vaguely guessed in his heart.

Fortunately, he just reacted slightly and suppressed the sudden violence in his heart, and just silently cast an inquiring look at the foreman.

The foreman had said everything he should have said, and there was no reason to reject him again: "Come to work at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning."

The first job in life was found like this.

The next day, Xiao Xiao arrived at the dock on time, got his work clothes, put them on his shoulders to wipe sweat towels, a pair of gloves to prevent hand grinding, and even spent money to buy a large tea cup for drinking water.

I have to say that he found a job that suits him very well.

Here, we have to work twelve hours a day. In addition to helping load and unload some special goods that are inconvenient to mechanization whenever a large freighter enters the port, they also check containers, loading and unloading trucks, and some cargo transportation services. The dozens of huge warehouses on the port are the entire world where dozens of workers sweat every day and let their bodies overload.

For ordinary people, this high-intensity job has reached the level of compression, but now Xiao Xiao has a sense of pleasure of being stimulated by physical potential.

The power brought by the violent factor is a bit evil.

It is not easy to control or even unable to detect it, but occasionally violent impulses flash out in the heart, and this power will suddenly burst out.

It was like a huge box that people couldn't lift, but when they thought of the guy who had a cuckold on him downstairs passing by, they picked him up and ran away with a "swoosh".

It can even be held high above the top and accurately smashed out of the window.

...Well, it's not very appropriate, it's generally so reasonable.

And Xiao Xiao is a serious person.

Instead of letting such uncontrolled power exist in his body, he felt it carefully through the heavy labor on the dock every day, and tried to control the power in his body. For this reason, he even took on some exaggerated work, huge cargo boxes and heavy cables. He carried the heavy goods with his thin shoulders, as if he was fighting huge monsters.

"Is this guy a lunatic?"

Xiao Xiao's impulse to work even scared the workers around him.

At the beginning, everyone thought he was an honest child who didn't know how to care about his own strength and only knew how to work stupidly, but after a long time, they found that this guy was more like committing suicide.

He seemed to be unable to get along with himself, and fought desperately with those huge cargo boxes, and gradually felt a vague fear in his heart.

Xiao Xiao didn't care about other people's eyes, he enjoyed the feeling of trying to control himself.

Perhaps, this is also related to his experience in those four years. During those four years, he even learned to forcibly control his attention in a state of panic.

In comparison, controlling the power in one's body has become an easy thing.

Of course, there are also some new problems that need him to adapt to.

It was like the sudden violence and impulse that popped up in the heart from time to time.

Especially a yellow-haired worker on the dock seemed to see Xiao Xiao being honest, or he saw that he was too diligent in his work, or he bet Xiao Xiao was short of doing it at the beginning, but Xiao Xiao survived.

He always teases him a few words from time to time, and sometimes he deliberately instructs Xiao Xiao to do something.

There was no excessive behavior, but it still occasionally aroused the strong disgust in Xiao Xiao's heart.

I wanted to grab his hair and stuff him into the gap in the warehouse, and I wanted to hang him on the hook and suck him hard. Sometimes, I even wanted to stuff him between the two decks when the ship entered the port.

However, these beautiful pictures only exist in imagination.

Xiao Xiao also understood in his heart that this side effect also requires one's own adaptation and efforts to control it.

The side effects of that kind of violent factor are often just an impulse.

But when he was nervous, his thinking would become faster, and countless thoughts flashed through him instantly. His body was seriously unable to keep up with the speed of his thinking, so he would not really do anything.

Similar violence is often sudden. Before reason is prepared, the body has already performed some radical behavior.

But as long as you hold it back, the impulse will gradually disappear, and Xiao Xiao will have enough time to digest this sudden negative emotion every time.

so……

...This violent factor preparation really doesn't have any side effects?

... Just control your emotions!

He has good emotions, so most of the time, he just turns a blind eye to this person.

Occasionally, I smiled at him, and the scene of peeling this person appeared in my mind, and I couldn't help feeling a little joy.

However, Huangmao didn't notice it, and felt that Xiao Xiao was silent and honest.

But for some reason, I feel a little chill when I occasionally notice him looking at him and his thoughtful eyes.

Maybe it's because the dock is too windy?

...

...

Xiao Xiao felt very satisfied with this job at the dock.

But sometimes I look at the workers on the docks, watch them brag, play cards and make appointments to drink at night, but I often feel like I can't integrate it.

After working together for so many days, I can't see that they look like monsters from close range. Everyone has their own joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys.

But Xiao Xiao still felt that there seemed to be a huge gap between them, unable to integrate into his topic, nor could he enjoy their comfortable atmosphere. He always just sat next to him, silently.

The workers on the dock also did not try to pull Xiao Xiao into their group.

In their eyes, Xiao Xiao also has a different temperament from those of him.

For young people in this city today, they prefer to slim down the streets, or attract passers-by through strange costumes, or enter bars and nightclubs and other places to serve and receive tips.

They fought bravely and were more willing to stab the knife than anyone else, but there was rarely such a person who was willing to suffer with a group of middle-aged people at the dock.

At the beginning, he thought Xiao Xiao was an angry child who ran away from home. He took it for granted that life was easy and would leave after a few days.

However, unexpectedly, after a few days, Xiao Xiao was so excited that his colleagues were a little scared.

Even the foreman who scolds workers every day has begun to worry a little. He loves to scold people, and has only scolded Xiao Xiao once:

"Be careful, this is the job of moving big boxes. Do you think you are holding a girl?"

“…”

"How come these rough men with a lot of mind cannot feel the joy of work?"

Xiao Xiao was not angry because of the foreman's instructor. First, he knew that he was kind-hearted, and second, he was because he didn't plan to listen.

I work hard, can you still fire me?

That's how I don't take the leader seriously!

Anyway, I am very satisfied with such a life now, and the heavy work arrangements are arranged every day. Not only can I exercise, but I can also receive those five colorful bills.

He saved two or three thousand yuan in just a few days, and his body, whose quality has been improved by genetic medicine, is also adapting little by little.

Compared with the life he spent four years in the bedroom, he was extremely interesting.

He was very satisfied with the work rift and listened to others talking, listened to the foreman saying pornographic jokes, and like other workers, he was looking forward to whether the meat in the work meal was big, which made him feel very satisfied.

Occasionally, he even felt that this was the real world.

Workers in the fake world can also tell bad jokes?

But after these few days, my mother began to feel sorry for him.

She looked at Xiao Xiao going out early and coming back late every day, and sometimes when she came back, she was covered in sweat and a little scratch on her shoulders. She couldn't help but help him wipe the medicinal wine while persuading him:

"I've scolded you before and asked you to go out to find a job, but I didn't say I wanted you to fight against the big box."

"How long have you been out and able to do such a heavy job that you can do? "

“…”

Xiao Xiao still has some difficulty accepting his concern for "mother" until now, and he can only deal with it: "It's okay, I'm not tired."

My mother looked at him perfunctorily and was about to go back to the bedroom, and her eyes turned red: "You are coming back late and late, and you won't even eat dumplings for you."

"A mom doesn't expect you to make much money. You can be more prosperous and you can be more stable. I used to scold you, but I just thought you could go out more and find something to do."

"If you lack pocket money, I will tell my mother, I will give you more..."

“…”

Xiao Xiao looked at those familiar faces and felt extremely complicated in his heart. She didn't look fake.

Or maybe, it was originally real, but I just saw something more real.

The barrier in his heart could not be eliminated, but he sighed softly, softened his tone and said, "It's either to make money, or to do more work to exercise your body."

"But this job does make a lot of money, and you work hundreds of dollars a day..."

"I earn more, you won't have to work so hard in the future..."

“…”

My mother looked at the small stack of banknotes he handed over, her eyes were still red, but she smiled, pushed Xiao Xiao's hand back, and said, "You save the money you earn by yourself. How many more years can Mom work on it!"

"We have to save more money. The little girl who came to the house last time was obviously the child of a rich family. Don't be bullied by others in the future..."

“…”

That night, Xiao Xiao knew it was false, but he still couldn't help but feel moved.
Chapter completed!