Half a month.

Since Sisi had an accident, he has looked at his child carefully for the first time.

The two little guys lost a lot of weight, and their eyes were covered in black due to lack of sleep. Their rosy and fair faces were waxy and yellow, and they no longer had any spirit.

Lu Youting felt guilty when he saw it, squatted down and hugged them tightly in his arms, his voice hoarse and deep crying.

"Xiaobai, Yueyue, I'm sorry... No, I will never worry you again..."

In the past half a month, Daddy finally spoke to them.

Lu Yanbai and Jian Yue burst into tears, their small arms tightly hugged Lu Youting's neck, and their small shoulders were thrusting.

"Dad, although Mommy is gone, we will always be with you and will never leave you... Don't be sad anymore, okay?"

"Brother Xiaobai is right. Although you have no mommy, there is still me, Brother Chenbao and Brother Xiaobai... We will always be with you..."

Lu Youting hugged them tightly, wishing he could rub them into his heart. He knew in his heart that he could not continue like this.

Even for the sake of the children, I have to cheer up.

"Dad will always be with you..."

Jian Yue and Lu Yanbai cried with joy, and the tears fell even more fiercely.

He was really happy to see Dad stand up again.

Lu Youting let them go, wiped the tears from their faces, and asked, "Where is Brother Chen Bao?"

Lu Yanbai said worriedly: "Brother Chenbao has been locking himself in the room these days without eating or drinking. If he hadn't forced him to drink some soup, he would have fallen."

Jian Yue lit her little head vigorously.

"Brother Chen Bao blamed him for the mistake. He felt that he had not protected his mother well and could not rescue her. He was very guilty and punishing himself. Brother Xiaobai and I persuaded him for a long time.

I just can't listen."

Lu Yanbai said again: "Dad, I'm so worried about my brother."

Lu Youting could understand Chen Bao's mood, so he forced a smile: "You are waiting for me here, I'll go gradually."

"Um!"

The two little guys nodded at the same time.

Lu Youting let them go and came to Jian Sichen's room.

The room was pitch black, and the curtains were tightly drawn, and no light could penetrate. Jian Sichen's small figure curled up on the sofa, completely dissolved himself into the darkness.

Lu Youting walked over and sat down beside him.

The sofa was smoldered by his weight.

He didn't say anything, stretched out his long arms, hugged Jian Sichen into his arms, patted his back gently, sighed, and then slowly said: "I dreamed of your mommy!"

A short sentence successfully attracted Jian Sichen's attention.

He looked up at his father, feeling guilty and blamed himself, and a light gradually gathered in his dead eyes.

Feeling his sight, Lu Youting continued: "Your mommy said, let us live well and let me take good care of you..."

Speaking of this, his throat rolled for a moment and continued, "If you don't want Mommy to worry about you until she dies, you should cheer up quickly."

God knows how painful his heart is when the word "death" comes out of his mouth.

This is a word he has never been willing to admit.

Now I have to say it myself.

This is undoubtedly a matter of taking a knife himself and cutting his own flesh with one hand.

Even though the pain was so bloody, it still had to continue.

The expression on Jian Sichen's face gradually changed.

Even though there were a thousand darkness around and they could not see each other, Lu Youting could still clearly feel his changes. He hugged his arms tightly, pressed down his crying voice, and said with a hoarse voice that seemed like a knife cut.

"This matter has nothing to do with you, it's not your fault! Your mother has a spirit in heaven, and she doesn't want to see you like this! Lu Xiangxiang did this just to make us sad. For mother, we can't fall into her trap! Chen

Bao, Daddy believes in you, you can definitely do it.”

After hearing his words, Jian Sichen's small shoulders began to shrugge.

First, twice, three times, and then more and more frequent.

"Dad knows you can figure it out. I know you won't eat or drink for a few days. I'll wait for you in the restaurant. Xiaobai and Yueyue are waiting for you to come out for dinner! No matter how long we will wait!"

After saying that, Lu Youting stood up and left without looking back, leaving him alone in the room.

He knew that Chen Bao needed to release the space and time.

Only after crying enough and venting can he get out completely.

The moment the door closed, a sad and painful cry came from inside.

The crying sounded through the sky, and his sad cry seemed to echo throughout the house.

For more than ten days, he had not cried or made a fuss, and had closed himself in a small space. At this moment, he finally released all the emotions that had been suppressed for more than ten days.

Lu Youting stood at the door, listening to his miserable crying, feeling sad, his hands clenched into fists, and the veins on his back swelled up.

After a while, he took a deep breath, adjusted his mood, returned to the room, cleaned himself inside and out, shaved his beard, and applied skin cream to his dry and cracked skin.

The whole person is completely renewed.

At the dining table.

Lu Youting sat in the main seat.

Gu Yuchen and Shen Xiuyi sat on both sides of him.

Lu Yanbai and Jian Yue sat at Gu Yuchen and Shen Xiuyi's hands.

There are nine dishes and one soup on the table.

None of the five people moved.

Just sat quietly at the dining table and waited for Jian Sichen.

Time passes minute by minute.

As time goes by, everyone's eyes gradually dimmed, and the hope that finally ignited is shattered again.

Chen Bao, after all, can't get out.

Lu Youting is exactly the opposite of them.

He seemed as if he was sure that Chen Bao would come out, sitting there quietly without panic, without being anxious or impatient.

As expected.

The sun sets.

The sunset shines in through the glass window, reflecting a beautiful rainbow.

The door of Jian Sichen's bedroom was opened.

As the footsteps approached, Jane Sichen appeared in everyone's field of vision.

At this time, he had already taken a shower, changed into a clean set of clothes, and stood there with his still red and swollen eyes, looking at him with guilt on his face.

"I'm sorry, I've made you worried..."

Lu Youting's eyes were slightly red, but they couldn't cover the relief and pride in his eyes: "I know, you can..."
Chapter completed!