Chapter 44 What do you want to do after rebirth
For the college entrance examination in 1977, that was all Liu Yan could do.
As the time drew closer and closer, he became more and more aware that although he had the talent of foresight through time travel, he was not omnipotent in this world.
Especially when it comes to studying at Yenching University, it can be said that I am completely blank.
The rebirth of the original owner, the certainty of being admitted to Yenching University or Qinhua University in this life, is more due to his own prediction of the 1977 college entrance examination questions, the entire examination process and results.
As far as I know, the original owner’s previous middle school studies were only at an intermediate level, far inferior to Fan Lili’s.
If the original owner relied solely on his own strength, it would be good to pass the 211 in the previous life, but he would not be able to enter the C9 league of 985.
I am even less sure whether I will be able to keep up with my studies in first-class universities like Yanda and Qinhua in the future.
Moreover, once I enter Yanda or Qinhua University, my foresight in the 1977 college entrance examination, including the study of every subject in these two schools, will no longer be of much use.
There are no shortcuts to learning, and there is no room for opportunism.
After entering university, I can only stand on the same starting line as every ordinary student, like Fan Lili and Zhou Haiyang.
If you want to stand out, you can only rely on your own true strength and hard work.
In my previous life, I was only a graduate of Ningcheng University and was far from meeting the requirements of Yan University and Qinhua University.
It is unrealistic to want to make a qualitative leap in this life by entering Yanda and Qinhua.
In previous lives, there were countless graduates of Yan University and Qin Hua University who still could not find a job after graduation. This is a fact.
Therefore, entering Yanda or Qinhua is not my ultimate goal, nor is it the most important.
It is just the starting point of life, just like educated young people going to the mountains and countryside, the countryside is the first station to enter society.
If you can look at the problem this way, your mentality will be relieved! It will be right!
The key is how to take the future path of life? What direction to go? What kind of road to take? This is a great challenge for Liu Yan who was reborn into this world.
Liu Yan had to consider this realistic issue from the first day he traveled to this world.
Of course, for students who entered university in 1977 or even in the early 1990s, as long as they successfully obtained their graduation certificates and degree certificates, it was easy to find a better job.
Because college students in this era are allocated by the state, and the difference is only the quality of the unit.
No matter how bad it is, it will never happen like college students in previous lives, where graduation means unemployment.
But is this all he wants after time travel?
Obviously not!
So, what do you want?
Who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going? What should I do? Why should I do this?
These five questions were the ones Liu Yan pondered over and over again in less than fifty days after traveling through time.
Therefore, he did not regard his studies at Yanda or Qinhua as a desperate hope for success in this life.
Because he knows that a person's life plan must be self-aware and find his or her exact position, instead of just imagining it out of thin air.
Based on my actual ability and level in my previous life, in terms of disciplines and academic research in the future, I will simply not be able to compete with those figures who entered Yanda University in 1977, 1978, and 1979 who took the college entrance examination and became famous in Chinese academic circles in the future.
In this case, he can only find a more realistic path, take a path that is more meaningful to himself, and take a path that combines personal ideals or wishes with social ideals.
That is to enter an official career and do more tangible things for the new socialist countryside and the common people.
On this road, he needs the lifelong support and help of one or several like-minded friends.
Thank God, after his rebirth, he met these educated youth comrades who had shared the joys and sorrows...
In addition, Liu Yan has another wish after his rebirth, which is to find his lover in his previous life. Even if he spends all his energy and efforts in this life, he still has to find her.
Although we can't recognize each other, we can at least accompany her silently, care about her, and help her grow up and help her in her life...
When the time was right, Liu Yan decided to tell Fan Lili everything about his previous life.
Including that he came from 2018 in the 21st century, including the woman with the same name in his previous life... tell her without reservation.
He believes that when that day comes, Fan Lili will understand him, understand everything he has done, and support him.
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What everyone didn't expect was that just as the three people were walking out of the ice hall, the loudspeakers on the street were playing a piece of news released by China Radio that shocked the whole world: the heart of a great man had stopped beating.
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Zhou Haiyang and Fan Lili were stunned by the sudden bad news!
In an instant, the sky and the earth lost color, the mountains and rivers dimmed, it seemed that the surrounding air had solidified, the earth stopped rotating, and people stopped breathing...
At this moment, the tragic "Funeral March" came from the loudspeaker. This was the third time this music was played in China in 1976.
Liu Yan stretched out his arm and hugged the stunned Fan Lili's arm tightly, letting her lean on him.
After Zhou Haiyang came back to his senses, he suddenly remembered what Liu Yan had said to him more than a month ago... He couldn't help but turn his face and stare at him...
This news came so suddenly that everyone in the country was not prepared at all, and it was difficult for everyone to accept...
Fan Lili rested her head on Liu Yan's shoulder, thinking: What should I do in the future?
From the day I became sensible, everyone seemed to be telling me that the fate of the entire Chinese country was closely linked to the great man.
Now, the great man is no more...
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but burst into tears!
As for the mood of Fan Lili and Zhou Haiyang at this moment, Liu Yan from his previous life could not understand.
In other words... it's completely incomprehensible.
Regarding this great man, he knew from the admiring tone of his parents' conversations in his previous life that there was such a great grandfather in China and even the world.
When I went to Yanjing with my father, I went to the memorial hall of great men twice, but that was it.
Chapter completed!