In the next two days, Chu Wensong didn't go out. He opened a small vegetable garden to the south and planted some rare things. The vegetable garden was fifty meters away.

What to plant? Chu Wensong asked Su Yian for his opinion. Su Yian wanted to plant some cucumbers, melons and watermelons. The summer is too hot, cucumbers are beautiful, and watermelons relieve the heat.

Chu Wensong got the watermelon seedlings from somewhere and planted them on the same day.

Su Yian was preparing things for Chu Wensong to bring. There was not much fish sauce left. Chu Wensong and Chu's father went down to the river at night and got more than ten kilograms of small fish. After cleaning them, some of them were put on the ground to dry, and some of them were dried.

Put it on the edge of the pot and it will turn into small fish sauce the next afternoon.

Except for one bottle for Chu's father, Chu's mother, and one for Chu Wen and Bai's family, the rest were packed for Chu Wensong. The comrades had to share food, and if Chu Wensong didn't bring much, there would be nothing left.

Chu Wensong went to get the photos back on the first day he returned to the team. He also bought four small photo frames. After being framed, two were placed on the bedside table and two were packed in the luggage bag.

A photo of a couple and a solo photo of Su Yian.

The photo was not very good and the advantages were not reflected, Su Yian felt.

Of course in someone's eyes, it's very beautiful.

I won't be able to see my wife for a while, so take out the photos and take a look at them to relieve the pain of missing her.

What is preference? This is probably it.

On the last night he left home, Chu Wensong became more violent. Su Yian, who had never had a bad temper, cursed and cursed, leaving two rows of small glutinous rice teeth marks on the man's arm.

To Chu Wensong, this counterattack was nothing more than scratching an itch.

Chu Wensong also knew that he wanted to be serious, so he went to fetch water, cleaned Su Yian, and came back to sleep with Su Yian in his arms.

Su Yian had a dream.

A seven or eight-year-old boy was playing in the mud. He was so serious that Su Yian didn't even notice when he approached him.

Su Yian stroked his head lovingly and asked, "An'an, what are you doing?"

"Mom, let me give An An a father."

Su Yian seemed to have been stung by something, and her voice trembled, "An'an, put it down, throw it away."

An An stubbornly put her hands behind her back, "Everyone else has a father, why don't I? Brother Mancang said that a person can't give birth to children, but what about my father? Why doesn't he want me? Now that I have a father, my mother has to take care of it too.

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Su Yi'an doesn't have to hate Xie Jinnian, and she can't force things in love, but what she can't tolerate is that An An was made big by her shit and piss, but An An pretends to be a father in her heart.

Is Xie Jinnian worthy? Not worthy. His indifference to An An and his indifference to her can be said to be excusable, but An An is innocent.

An An is also his flesh and blood.

Su Yian slammed the door shut and said, "An'an, if you want mud, you don't want mother; if you want mother, you don't want mud. It's your choice."

Su Yian was not really angry. What an adult looks like, in fact, it does not affect the children's love for their parents at all. When Xie Jinnian left, An An was already four years old. Su Yian always suspected that An An should have memories of "dad".

Su Yian's heart was filled with panic. This was probably the old mother's possessiveness, right? As long as An An came over obediently and said: Mom, I threw away the mud, Su Yian would find the point of psychological balance.

Someone should say that she is being pretentious again. This is also called being pretentious, so just call her being pretentious.

After a long time, An An didn't even come in.

Su Yian was a little panicked. She looked out through the window glass and saw An An was nowhere in the yard. She chased him out, but there was only the deformed piece of mud in the yard.

"An'an——"

Su Yian searched and searched, searching alleys and streets, and finally saw An An in a reed swamp, with a pale face.

Su Yian stretched out her hand and sat down in the water, because An An was not breathing.

"An'an, don't scare mom. Mom lets you squeeze as many as you want. Get up and let's go home."

Even though Su Yian's voice became hoarse from crying, her An'an never stood up again and followed her home.

In the haze, An An's soft and waxy voice came over, "Mom, don't forget An An."

"Mom will never forget you. You are my mother's heartache, and it hurts when I think of you. An'an - don't go!"

An An was clearly standing in front of her, looking at her with a smile. When Su Yian stretched out her hand, An An turned into countless fragments.

"An'an——"

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"Wake up, Yi'an, are you having a nightmare?"

Chu Wensong was awakened by Su Yian's pitiful scream. Su Yian closed his eyes tightly, unconsciously swiping his right hand into the air, muttering: "An'an, don't leave me -"

Chu Wensong shouted twice more, and then Su Yian opened his eyes.

Chu Wensong wiped the tears from her eyes, "Are you having a nightmare? Are you serious about it?"

Su Yian didn't know whether to nod or shake her head. An An did indeed look like how old she was. An An really existed in her previous life. It wasn't just a nightmare. She finally dreamed of An An, more than a year after she was reborn.

This was the first time she had dreamed about it.

Her An'an is somewhere in the world. Did she miss her mother and break into her mother's dream?

"Who is An An?"

Su Yian looked at Chu Wensong blankly. She really didn't know what to say. Did she lie to Chu Wensong that this was a name she made up.

This is unfair to An An.

"I guess, An'an, this is the name you gave our daughter-in-law, right? Did she (him) make you angry?"

Su Yian choked and nodded, "Yes, he is my son. He is very obedient and sometimes very stubborn. He gets angry with me and cannot be found."

"Dreams are all false. Don't take it seriously. If he acts like a stubborn donkey, leave it to me and I will make him run five hundred meters with a heavy load."

Su Yian protested, "How dare you."

If An An really came, she wouldn't even care enough about her, and no one would want to lay a finger on An An.

"Okay, I won't fight, I will be a civilized father." Chu Wensong hugged Su Yian and lay down, "Daughter-in-law, tell me honestly, do you favor sons over daughters? Why do you have to have a son for your first child?"

What can Su Yian say? Can she say that she owes An An and wants to compensate him? But even if there is a child named An An, can An An be the same in the two lives?

An'an, for Su Yian, is destined to be an irreparable pain.

"Don't you like your son?"

"I like it - I also like my daughter. She has a bun and looks like you. She should be as tall as me... How about her name is Chu Chu?"

An An and Chu Chu.

"Whether it's a son or a daughter, the first child will be named An'an."

"Okay, I'll listen to you. The second child's name is Chu Chu."

Can a girl be called Chu Chu, but can a boy be called Chu Chu? She can't guarantee the birth of a son or a daughter.
Chapter completed!