Chapter 73: Long Zhan Farewell
Because Niu Niu resurrected her soul through the corpse and became Jiang Chan in the underworld, Jiang Chan's soul lives in Niu Niu's original residence in Youshen Village.
When Wei Lai returned to Youshen Village, Jiang Chan was sitting in the room in a daze, with tears in the corners of her eyes.
"Chan'er! What are you doing?" Wei Lai walked up behind Jiang Chan and hugged Jiang Chan from behind and said.
"Nothing! By the way, Laizi, have you found Niuniu?" Jiang Chan wiped the corners of her eyes without leaving any trace.
"We found her. She has gone to our mother and Li'er and has been settled! Don't worry!" Wei Lai said happily.
"That's good! That's good!"
"Why don't you look happy?" Wei Lai noticed that Jiang Chan seemed to be uninterested.
"I'm not unhappy, I just miss Li'er and my mother-in-law a little bit!"
"Silly wife! If you miss them, you can go visit them at any time!" Wei Lai turned to Jiang Chan, held Jiang Chan's face with his hands and comforted her.
"But, I can't..., alas! Being able to see them is a blessing, I shouldn't expect too much!" Jiang Chan sighed.
Wei Lai didn't know how to comfort Jiang Chan. For their family, the current situation was already the best.
Looking at Jiang Chan's appearance, Wei Lai didn't know how to say goodbye to Jiang Chan, but the vacation was almost over, and he still had work to do, so he had to say it even if he couldn't bear it.
"Chan'er! I'm going back to the branch! The vacation is over. When I go back, I have to attend training and start working officially!"
"So soon?" Jiang Chan felt even more sad when she heard that Wei Lai was going back to work.
"I have been off for more than ten days! I will come back to see you when I have time!"
"When will you be free?"
"I can't say for sure! Just live in the village with peace of mind, and I'll come back as soon as I'm free!"
Although Jiang Chan felt reluctant to give up, she also knew that Wei Lai had important things to do, so she could only say: "Okay! You can go to work with peace of mind! I will take good care of our dad!"
"Yeah!" The two hugged each other tightly again. Although they were about to separate, they were happy.
At this time, Long Zhan fell into deep self-blame, and his whole family was also deeply grieved.
He sat in front of Xiao Xiao's bed and looked at his wife who was getting thinner. He felt very uncomfortable. After so many days of vacation, he spent the most time staying in front of his wife's bed, but he couldn't do anything. The purpose of the vacation was to
After settling the affairs during his lifetime, he could do his job as the Sanchi God of the branch with peace of mind, but he couldn't handle anything. Moreover, misfortunes never come singly. As Long Zhan's fiancée, Xiao Xiao was shocked to hear the bad news on the day of the engagement ceremony that her fiancé was on official duty.
She died in the line of duty at that time. Her mentality had collapsed at that time, but she still had one thought. Because she was already pregnant with the child of their love, she made up her mind to raise their child alone. But
Now her only thought is also in danger. Because she is too sad and can't hold it back, she feels seriously depressed, which in turn affects the fetus in her belly. At this time, their child faces a huge risk of miscarriage, but what about her?
She couldn't do it either. The doctor asked her to relax her body and mind, which was good for protecting the fetus, but how could she relax? As soon as she woke up, her mind was filled with thoughts of the battle between the dragons and the child, huge sadness, huge pressure, and huge worries.
It was about to crush this weak woman like her.
Both parents were staying in the rental house, and even Long Dou came to Haicheng from the city where he went to school after school. They were worried about Xiao Xiao. They knew that Xiao Xiao seemed to be weak, but was actually very strong at heart.
The more Xiao Xiao doesn't show any sadness in front of them and behaves like a normal person, the more Xiao Xiao suppresses himself, the more worried they are.
At this moment, four old people were sitting in the living room, and the atmosphere in the living room was extremely depressing.
Xiao Xiao's father was smoking on the balcony with a sad face. Xiao Xiao's mother, perhaps in a bad mood, shouted to Xiao's father: "Smoke, smoke, smoke! Can smoking solve the problem? I wonder if smoking will affect the health of the child?"
?If there is something wrong with the child in Xiao Xiao's belly, I can't spare you!"
Xiao's mother had nowhere to vent her anger, so she took all her anger out on her husband.
Father Xiao did not argue with Mother Xiao, but quietly put out his cigarette.
Long Zhan's mother had poor eyesight and was almost blind. At this moment, her eyes were dry with tears and were swollen and shiny. For her, just when a happy and happy day was about to come, her son died. If Long Zhan
There is no sacrifice in Zhan. If Long Zhan successfully holds a wedding with Xiao Xiao, a good boy, and holds a big fat grandson in a few months, she will have no regrets in this life and can enjoy family happiness for the rest of her life.
, but there are not so many ifs in the world. The death of her son has made her miserable. She treats Xiao Xiao as her own daughter. Now that she sees Xiao Xiao lying ill on the bed, her heart feels even more painful. As for Xiao Xiao's stomach
Although the child in her life can be regarded as the continuation of her son's life, if it is born smoothly, she will love this child with all her love, but for Xiao Xiao and for Xiao Xiao to pursue her own happiness in the future, she would rather not have this child. If
When Xiao Xiao gets married in the future, the child in her belly will be a burden to her. She loves her son and her grandson, but she also loves Xiao Xiao. She hopes that Xiao Xiao can forget Long Zhan and start from scratch.
Xiao Xiao is such a filial and sensible child, and Mother Long is also such a great old man.
Long Zhan's father sat on a small bench with his head in his arms. Although he couldn't see his expression clearly, he could feel that his spine was bent. He was a speechless father, but he was such a mute father, but he used
He has carried the whole family on his shoulders and raised two sons. Both sons are also very promising. What he is most proud of is that he has two promising sons. What he is most proud of is that Long Zhan has found a sensible wife.
Although he is not tall, he always holds his head high in the village. Now his proud son has died, his proud daughter-in-law has fallen ill, and he doesn’t know if his grandson can be saved. These things have weighed on his mind.
His spine crushed his small body. He could not speak in the first place, and now he was even more reluctant to speak. He could only suppress all the pain in his heart.
"Xiao Xiao! You must take care of yourself! Don't torture yourself anymore! It doesn't matter if the child is gone. I just hope you can cheer up and get better! Did you hear that?" Long Zhan said in front of Xiao Xiao's bed.
Hold Xiao Xiao's hand with both hands, although he can't hold anything.
Xiao Xiao opened her eyes, but quickly shook her head and closed her eyes. She thought: Maybe it was because she missed Long Zhan too much, and she always felt that Long Zhan was always by her side, as if he had never left.
Every time she feels this way, she will open her eyes and take a look. Even if there are many misunderstandings and many disappointments, she still chooses to open her eyes, even if she is disappointed again. In fact, she also knows that she will be disappointed again.
Disappointed, but she was unwilling to give up this illusory comfort and the warmth of self-deception.
Seeing Xiao Xiao's telepathy towards him, Long Zhan was actually heartbroken. Sometimes he was even afraid to walk into this room. He knew that he could no longer give Xiao Xiao the love and life he wanted, so he once
She didn't walk into Xiao Xiao's dream. She knew that this was unfair and even cruel to Xiao Xiao, but he had to do it. He hoped that Xiao Xiao could slowly forget him. At this point, he and his mother
The idea is the same.
Long Zhan let go of Xiao Xiao's hand. In fact, he never really felt the warmth of his fiancée. He stood up and walked out, resolutely walking out.
Maybe Xiao Xiao sensed Long Zhan's thoughts, maybe she felt Long Zhan's determination, maybe she didn't feel anything and was just talking to herself.
She opened her eyes again and said in a weak voice: "Long Zhan, are you leaving? Do you not want Xiao Xiao? Do you not want your child?"
When Long Zhan heard Xiao Xiao's words, he stopped at the door, but he did not look back at Xiao Xiao.
"I hate you! I hate you for being such a heartless person! I hate you for leaving us orphans and widows! I hate you for not fulfilling the promise you made to me!"
"Xiao Xiao! I'm sorry! You forgot about me!"
"Are you okay there? Is there really an underworld in this world? If there is, tell me in your dream! If our child really can't be saved, I will go to the underworld to accompany you and your child! Okay?
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"No! Don't have such thoughts. Don't do stupid things! You are so young, so beautiful, so gentle and kind. You still have a long way to go. You can meet a man who treats you well!"
"You look silly! You just know how to smile silly! By the way, do you want a son or a daughter? I want a son. If he is a son, he will definitely look like you. When he grows up, he will be as brave and handsome as you! You still have
Didn't you tell me? Do you want a son or a daughter?" Xiao Xiao stroked her belly, with a happy smile on her face. She was imagining the happy scene that should have been there.
"Xiao Xiao! Can you please stop being like this?"
"Also, we have agreed that if it is a son, you will name our son, and if it is a daughter, then I will name the girl! There are still a few months until the child is born, so we need to think carefully about the name.
Give our child a nice name."
"Xiao Xiao! Take care of yourself!"
"Go! Go! Go and perform the mission! Go and perform the mission! Go and perform..."
Xiao Xiao fell asleep while talking, maybe because he was tired, maybe because he wanted to meet Long Zhan in his dream.
When Long Zhan heard Xiao Xiao's words that seemed to be mumbling in his sleep, he felt even more worried about her. What she was most worried about was that Xiao Xiao wouldn't be able to get out, but looking at this situation, it was really possible.
But what can he do?
Long Zhan came to Xiao's mother and knelt down with a bang: "Mom! I'm sorry! I failed to take good care of Xiao Xiao! You can scold me!"
Xiao's mother didn't react at all, she just looked at the door of Xiao Xiao's room in a daze.
Long Zhan kowtowed to Xiao's mother three times, then stood up, walked to the balcony, looked at the cigarette butts piled up in the ashtray in front of Xiao's father, and began to worry about Xiao's father again: "Dad! Don't smoke so many cigarettes, right?"
You are not in good health and you are getting old, so you should take care of yourself."
Long Zhan also kowtowed to Father Xiao three times, and then came to his mother: "Mom! Your son is unfilial and makes you sad! I can only let Xiao Dou take care of you in your old age for me!"
"Dad! Thank you for your hard work! Your son failed to take over your burden, and your son failed to live up to your expectations. How should your son repay you and your mother for your upbringing?"
Raising children for old age, the son has grown up, and the two elders have grown old, but the son passed away before his parents. How tragic!
Long Zhan kowtowed to his parents three more times.
"Xiao Xiao! I'm leaving! I love you!"
Long Zhan took another look at Xiao Xiao's room.
"Dad! Mom! Take care! My son-in-law is gone! Take care of yourself!"
"Mom and Dad! My son is gone! Take care of yourself and take care of Xiao Xiao for me!"
After Long Zhan finished speaking, he turned around and left the rental house.
Just as Long Zhan arrived at the door, Long Dou came up from the stairs carrying a schoolbag and a bunch of nutritional supplements in his hand.
"Xiao Dou! Take care of your parents for brother! Take care of your Uncle Xiao and Aunt Xiao for brother! Also help your sister-in-law! Brother, please take care of you!"
Looking at his younger brother who had grown taller, Long Zhan felt a little relieved.
Chapter completed!