Chapter 69 Open Your Heart
"So I presume that you are a psychiatrist. Because psychiatrists need to wear decent and comfortable clothes when counseling patients so as not to cause psychological pressure to the patients, so you don't usually wear formal clothes."
"In order to get patients to receive treatment quickly and open up their hearts, you are good at inducing and communicating with your eyes and words to increase the sense of intimacy."
"The way you look at me is full of judgment and scrutiny. You are observing whether I have any disease."
"But your arrogance and coldness are not because of this. In addition, you are a psychiatrist who understands fashion trends so well. Let me guess... you know Shen Yuye."
Song Yuhan's smile completely froze. She didn't expect that she would be seen through so completely.
Fortunately, she specially found an old classmate who was a reporter and even forged a press card. She just wanted to be foolproof, but she didn't expect that she would be seen through from the beginning.
She had no choice but to change her mind and put on a kind smile: "Yes, I'm very sorry. I am Mr. Shen's psychiatrist."
Meng Xiyan was stunned. She thought it was Shen Yuye who came to see her. How could he be Shen Yuye's psychiatrist?
"I'm very sorry to approach you in this way, but as Mr. Shen's doctor, I am really worried about Mr. Shen's current mental state."
"I know that his mental state has a lot to do with you. He had started to get better, but since he said he found you, the situation has gotten worse and worse."
"So I had to get in touch with you and see what the problem was."
Meng Xiyan hesitated and frowned: "What's wrong with Shen Yuye?"
Seeing that she was not as resistant as before, Song Yuhan breathed a sigh of relief, took out a medical record from her bag and handed it to her.
"It was my duty to keep the patient's confidentiality, but now I don't care so much. I believe you don't want to see him lose hope in life, right?"
Meng Xiyan looked at the thick pile of medical records in horror and opened the date on the first page.
Astonishingly, it was the year she let Shen Yuye return to freedom.
On the first page of the case file were written several large words: Suicide attempt, tendency to self-harm, unwilling to communicate.
He committed suicide back then?!
Meng Xiyan looked on in surprise.
It took about half a year for Shen Yuye to open up to the doctor. During this six months, the doctor's descriptions of Shen Yuye's condition were shocking.
From the conversation records, Meng Xiyan pieced together intermittently how Shen Yuye spent the past few years after he left her.
That year, she tricked Shen Yuye into leaving him alone at the door of the police station and disappeared.
Shen Yuye waited alone for a whole day and night. No matter how stupid he was, he understood that he had been abandoned, so he followed her wish and went to the police station to report the case.
The person who came to pick him up was Shen Guoqiang, but he had a wife at home and could not blatantly bring this illegitimate son back to the Shen family in the magical city.
So Shen Guoqiang placed him in the imperial capital and gave him a large amount of living expenses and excellent educational conditions.
However, less than two months after entering school, Shen Yuye slit his wrists in the dormitory. His roommate found out in time and sent him to the hospital to save his life.
Shen Guoqiang did not intervene, but invited the best psychiatrist in the imperial capital, who was Song Yuhan's mentor.
Subsequently, Shen Yuye was forced to undergo treatment. In the first half of the year, he resisted very much and used various means to seek death. In the end, he was forced to suspend school and was sent to the hospital.
It wasn't until half a year later that he spoke for the first time, but what he said was: "I am an ominous person."
"No one wants me."
Meng Xiyan looked at these words, and her heart throbbed for no reason.
In a daze, she seemed to see the young man standing on the edge of the cliff, walking forward numbly.
She stopped him, took him back to the cave, tied him up, and raised him for a year.
But he never asked why he went to that cliff that day.
Holding back the sourness in her heart, she continued to look down.
In the first two years of treatment, Shen Yuye opened up his heart little by little and began to accept the treatment compliantly. He even returned to school after the evaluation and spent a year completing all the courses he had missed before and became a What people call a genius.
However, the notes about his past with Little White Rabbit are all subjective imagination and dreams, and there is nothing logically consistent with the facts.
The doctor wrote "delusion" and "memory confusion" in the diagnosis, but Meng Xiyan could tell at a glance that Shen Yuye didn't want others to know about the "kidnapping".
He was afraid that the doctor would call the police and that Meng Xiyan would be arrested.
Those so-called delusions and dreams are all facts that have been beautified by Shen Yuye.
He described the encounter on the edge of the cliff as an encounter in the forest, the beating and crying as the thunder and lightning hitting the tree house and the heavy rain, and the binding and taming as holding hands and praise.
He fulfilled Meng Xiyan's lie. In his description, the little bear and the little white rabbit did not have a predatory relationship, but only depended on each other.
The doctor couldn't see it and thought he had a mental problem, so he couldn't distinguish between reality and dreams, and wildly speculated on what he had experienced in that year.
But Meng Xiyan knew, and Meng Xiyan knew at a glance that Shen Yuye was not broken-headed. He knew what was true and what was false. He was just lying to the doctor.
Because those stories were all compiled casually when he coaxed Meng Xiyan to sleep on nights when she was tortured by pain.
He also took a lot of time to match these stories with reality one by one, and then told her what she could do and what she couldn't do.
Encounter in the forest is okay, but kidnapping is not.
Thunder and lightning are fine, but beatings are not.
It's okay to hold hands and praise, but not to tie someone up.
It was his stories that made Meng Xiyan understand the outside world and the correct rules for the first time.
People who educate her in this way will not be unable to distinguish between stories and reality.
The doctor never figured out what exactly Shen Yuye went through that year, and couldn't get the answer from his relatives, so he had no choice but to give up.
Fortunately, Shen Yuye recovered very well and quickly, so a few years later, the doctor introduced him to his favorite student, Song Yuhan.
Because he no longer needs in-depth treatment, he only needs daily guidance and adjustment, and Song Yuhan is completely competent.
However, Song Yuhan came up with the answer that the doctor didn't expect. She tentatively asked Shen Yuye if he had been kidnapped for the first time, and saw Shen Yuye's panic.
But the next second, the panic on Shen Yuye's face was covered with viciousness. He stared at Song Yuhan, as if if she said the wrong thing, he would immediately kill her.
As a psychiatrist, Song Yuhan immediately understood that Shen Yuye was defending the abuser, so she first comforted him, followed his wishes, and used ambiguous language to make Shen Yuye mistakenly think that she approved of this twisted relationship.
Chapter completed!