Chapter 727
Hearing the last sentence, the smile on Su Huai's face completely disappeared.
He looked at Lu Huayao incomprehensible, not understanding why she said she believed in her, but she still wanted to break up with her.
"Yaoyao, why?"
Lu Huayao looked at Su Huai's puzzled and helpless face, smiled, and turned to look at the familiar apartment.
Every decoration and every decoration here is carefully arranged by her.
Her heart was so straightforward and passionate.
But among these traces, she was the only one's intention, and almost no Su Huai's participation was involved.
Lu Huayao slowly circled around the living room, then turned to Su Huai and said, "Su Huai, do you think I insisted on breaking up with you because I misunderstood that you cheated?"
Su Huai moved his lips, but couldn't speak.
He did think so, but Lu Huayao's current attitude obviously told him that it was not.
Lu Huayao said slowly: "Actually, the cheating incident is just a fuse. It made me see everything clearly. What really made me decide to give up on you was your indifference and neglect over the years."
"Su Huai, I used to really like you very much, and almost regarded liking you as my own belief. I thought that as long as I am sincere and good to you, you will one day like I like you."
"But you are too cold. You rarely smile at me and rarely say anything nice to me. Even before this time, I have never heard you like me a few times. Your heart is like the snow that is difficult to melt on the top of a mountain."
"If I don't look for you in love with you, you will never look for me. You are very focused and serious in everything you do, but you are always careless and close to me, as if in your heart, everything is more important than me."
"I'll find you a reason. You are by nature, so I can't blame you. So I try to find a trace of evidence that you like me from your occasional smile and casual care, and then continue to work hard with this little like."
"I used to think that I would never feel tired when it comes to liking you. As long as you can respond to me occasionally, I can stick with it for the rest of my life."
"But I found that I overestimated myself, and I would actually be tired too. I want you to stop and wait for me when I walk. When I need you alone, you can be by my side, hug me gently, like other couples, go shopping and travel, and indulge me in fun and fight."
"I don't want to chase you behind my back all the time, I don't want to wait for you alone until late at night, I don't want to see you every time I go to see you, I always sneak in, like a thief, I don't want to aggrieved myself again and again in order to accommodate you."
"Su Huai, I'm really tired of loving you, so I want to give up. From now on, I want to love myself well."
People cannot wait for others to be nice to them. Before loving others, they must first love themselves, otherwise they deserve it.
Lu Huayao's words were like a knife slashing straight into Su Huai's heart.
He suddenly realized that he had performed so badly over the years, and was so bad to Lu Huayao that she had suffered so much grievances.
He always felt that he had taken a lot of pressure to meet the conditions offered by Lu Huaqiong, and felt that he had paid a lot to be with Lu Huayao and felt very tired.
But in fact, Lu Huayao has been giving him all the time. She gave him the warmest love and care, tolerating his indifference, accommodating his self, and maintaining his pride and self-esteem.
She gave all her good deeds to him, but he never cherished her well.
Su Huai's heart was squeezing, and a panic that had never been before almost submerged him. He ran to Lu Huayao in disarray and explained in panic: "Yaoyao, I'm sorry, it's me that I'm bad, it makes you sad. You can beat me and scold me, but we can't break up, I can't live without you."
"I promised that at first I didn't want to accept you, but that was because of my inferiority. I felt that I was not worthy of you. Later, after I decided to be with you, I really wanted to treat you well."
"This is my first time in love. I don't know how to please girls, nor can I say any sweet words. However, during the time I was dating in college, I was trying to be a good boyfriend. Can't you feel it?"
Hearing this, Lu Huayao was stunned. Of course she could feel it.
At that time, Su Huai was cold and taciturn, but he would clumsyly please her, care about her, and stay by her side.
It was really happy during that period. It was precisely because of this that Lu Huayao felt that Su Huai also liked him. Even though he suddenly became cold later, Lu Huayao did not give up and persisted until now.
But no matter how beautiful the memories are, they will be exhausted.
Chapter completed!