his guilt
"I want to crush your male protagonist to ashes. Aren't you treating everyone as puppets for him? If he dies, you will be revolted."
In the world of immortality, there is a saying about the cycle of cause and effect.
You reap what you sow.
Once the male protagonist dies, the law of heaven will be counterattacked.
Suddenly, a gentle word broke this nightmare.
An Ning sat up suddenly, panting heavily, and cold sweat fell on the quilt one drop after another.
Gu Qingzhao on the side was eager to calm her down while wiping her tears. He asked gently: "What's the matter, Aning? Are you having a nightmare?"
An Ning suddenly regained consciousness and looked at the person in front of her, still standing in front of her alive.
She hugged him suddenly, tightly and forcefully.
In the dream, she saw the horror of Gu Qingzhao falling in the heavy snow. She could not experience that feeling of loss again.
Gu Qingzhao felt something was wrong with An Ning, so he hugged her tightly and called her name over and over again.
An Ning listened to that familiar voice calling her name over and over again, and her frightened heart gradually calmed down.
All the cold sweat on her forehead wiped onto Gu Qingzhao's underwear, and her body trembled a little.
"Brother Qingzhao, brother Qingzhao..."
Gu Qingzhao responded over and over again.
"I'm here, Aning, I'm..."
Until An Ning gradually calmed down.
She gently let go of him, looked at his face, and touched him slightly with her hands.
"Don't do stupid things for me."
When Gu Qingzhao heard these words, his body froze slightly, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes sunk deeper and deeper.
"Aning, tell me what you dreamed about."
An Ning's eyes were red, holding back tears, she looked at the worried eyes of her family's Master Gu, and choked up: "I had a dream. I dreamed that I married the prince, and you became his staff for me, supporting him to rise to power.
, and then... collapsed on a snowy night."
Her voice was trembling so much that tears fell as soon as she lowered her head.
How could she imagine that her family's Mr. Gu would end up like this, a powerful prime minister in Daye, but after his death, no one even found his body, no one set up a tomb, and no one paid his respects.
Only the students and teachers in the college occasionally asked where Mr. Gu had gone. They only guessed that he had gone into seclusion. Who knew the day he would die.
It seems...it's still New Year's Eve...
An Ning held his hand, but felt his slightly stiff body. She raised her head and was embraced by him before she saw his expression.
He comforted softly: "Be good, this is all a dream, nothing like this will happen."
If you feel carefully, you can also notice that his body is also shaking slightly.
At this moment, Gu Qingzhao's eyes were extremely red, but he didn't dare to let her see them at all.
An Ning suddenly guessed a possibility, and she asked tremblingly: "So, Mr. Gu, do you remember?"
Remember their first life, remember what happened...
Otherwise, why would he react like this? He should have hugged her with peace of mind, then looked at her seriously, smiled and told her that such a thing could not happen.
Mr. Gu is very good at making people feel reassured rather than distressed, unless he does it on purpose.
In this situation, how could he deliberately make her sad again?
When Gu Qingzhao heard this, his body completely stiffened.
An Ning let go of him and looked into his eyes, which were scarlet red and filled with uncontrollable forbearance.
He turned his head and didn't dare to look at her, his tears were a little embarrassing, "Aning, I..."
She understood that from the beginning, her family's Mr. Gu had memories just like her.
No wonder he was indifferent to everyone, but was only gentle to her.
No wonder he accepted all her calculations.
Many things, if you think about it carefully, it seems that she is playing chess, but they are all inseparable from the pull of the person in front of her.
He seduced her step by step, slowly letting her get closer to him. The so-called morality was all selfishness.
Gu Qingzhao said with a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, I..."
He wanted to explain, but he couldn't say a single word despite his thousands of words.
sorry?
An Ning turned his head and looked at him seriously: "Where are you sorry? Huh? Master Gu? What are you apologizing for? Do we have to apologize to each other?"
Gu Qingzhao shook his head, "No, I...I do, I have saved some memories. In the first life, I didn't protect you well, and the General's Mansion was destroyed because of me, so I'm sorry. In this life, I
I used despicable means to make you look at me again. I'm sorry, Aning, I know you hate this the most, but you still did it."
In the first life, after his death, he saw everything that happened next. Cang Shuo destroyed the General's Mansion, and this became Cang Lan's tacit approval.
At that time, he plotted against Cang Shuo, but before he died, he did not have time to deliver the final blow. He thought that even if he left, Cang Shuo would not be a threat, but he did not expect that Cang Shuo actually conspired with Cang Lan to plot against the general's mansion. He always knew
Canglan didn't have the heart to be a king, but he didn't know that he was so stupid. Once the general's palace was destroyed, the army in the north lost its morale. The enemy countries were eyeing him, and Daye was in danger.
Before his death, he made the last move to push his girl to the position of queen, but he regretted it after the general's family was wiped out.
How could he watch her marry his enemy without knowing the truth? Fortunately, she didn't know the truth.
All of this is driven by him.
He, Gu Qingzhao, really...
Damn people.
An Ning looked at his despairing eyes, smiled, and touched his head.
"Master Gu, if it were me, there would be no better choice, right? That's the best you can do, huh? Don't be sorry. Don't apologize to each other. Everything is fine.
Regardless of right or wrong, I love you. After knowing this, I feel sorry for you even more. Why are you so stupid, my Lord Gu?"
"We are all mortals and have no superpowers. How can we do everything perfectly? Is that a story that was only written in a real novel? Huh? I don't blame you. Nothing can be done.
The blame is on you. My Lord Gu, you gave up yourself and everything for me. Thank you, I love you."
Her Lord Gu always loses his mind whenever he encounters her.
He has no sense of security. Every time he does something about her, he will question himself over and over again, whether he did the right thing and whether there is a better choice.
There is really no more. In the first life, he was really helpless to face that kind of peace.
Chapter completed!