Late night, hotel room

The dim light on the bedside lights were on, and Xiao Han on the bed turned over and woke up unconsciously.

Suddenly, she found that the bed next door was empty.

Xue Han rubbed his eyes and blurted out: "Mom!"

At this time, Cheng Tianfang hurriedly walked in and asked softly, "Mom is here. What's wrong? Xiaohan has a nightmare?"

Xue Han hugged the quilt in front of him and shook his head.

"Mom, why haven't you sleep yet? It's very late."

Cheng Tianfang smiled bitterly and whispered: "Mom is still adjusting the jet lag... Are you not used to sleeping when the light is on? Mom will turn off the lights, okay?"

"No." Xue Han murmured: "I feel like a small light is turned on when I sleep in a strange place, otherwise I will be even more unable to sleep."

Cheng Tianfang's eyes were blurred for a moment, and she turned to laugh: "When I was a child, I was afraid that the room would be irritating, so I couldn't sleep without a small lamp on."

"Oh?" Xue Han yawned and lay back lazy, "Then I guess this looks particularly like you."

Cheng Tianfang pulled the silk pajamas on her body and smiled softly: "Now there are street lights and lights everywhere. Even if the lights are turned off, all kinds of lights will still be reflected in. The room is somewhat bright, unless there are two layers of curtains. When my mother was a child, she lived in the countryside. When the sky became dark, it was covered with darkness everywhere. I was afraid of the darkness, so my uncle could only light an oil lamp to coax me to sleep, and he sat under the light to do handicraft work. When the moonlight was good, my grandparents had to go out to work in the fields. If there was no moon, they would go to bed after eating, because they had to start working before dawn, and they were very tired at night. I couldn't sleep, so I stared at the oil lamp and fell asleep as I was blowing."

"What is the oil lamp...??" Xue Han asked curiously: "What oil can burn the lamp with? Is gasoline?"

Cheng Tianfang replied: "Kerosene is a small highlight when it is burned, and most of the houses cannot be illuminated."

Xue Han felt sad when he heard this and couldn't help asking: "Does there be no electricity? When will you have electric lights?"

Cheng Tianfang thought hard and replied: "Later, my uncle stopped studying and went to the city to work for the supply and marketing cooperative to make money. Half of the money he earned paid off his debts and half helped improve his family's life. I remember that after he made two months, the house finally installed electricity. As long as the rope was pulled, the lights could light up. The electric lights were much better than the oil lamp, which made the room bright. I liked it so much that even the lights had to be turned on when I went to bed. Grandma refused and always coaxed me to fall asleep soon, because the electricity bill was very expensive at that time and the family couldn't afford it. At that time, I was still young and didn't know how difficult it was to make money. I had to keep on the lights. Grandpa sighed helplessly, while Grandma hid aside and secretly wiped his tears. Uncle he told me to sleep well and not cry. As long as I didn't cry, he would let the lights on..."

As she talked, she burst into tears without realizing it.

Xue Han felt uncomfortable when he heard this and asked, "Mom, your family used to be so poor?"

"Yeah." Cheng Tianfang replied: "I'm very poor and poor, and I'm often so poor that I can't afford to lose my money. However, most families were almost the same at that time, and it was already good if I could barely have enough food. It was not until my uncle went to make money that the family gradually got better. After he made money, he took me to elementary school and bought me a small military schoolbag from the city, and there was a little red star on it, which looked very good. It made my friends in the village envious!"

Xue Han thought for a while and asked, "Why didn't my uncle go to make money earlier?"

Cheng Tianfang smiled bitterly: "My uncle has very good grades in school and he always gets first place after another. But his family is too poor and he has no money to pay tuition. My uncle had already been admitted to university, but his family couldn't pay a few dollars... He tore the notice secretly and turned to work in the city. He just made money and sent me to elementary school and advised me to study hard and to support me in college in the future. He couldn't bear to eat or wear it, and steamed buns and pickles every day.

The money was only half-divided. Sometimes, in order to save travel expenses, I would rather run and walk home than take a donkey cart. I set out in the middle of the night and walked back for a few hours on the mountain road. When I got home at dawn, I was covered in mud on my cloth shoes. After I came back, he immediately helped me with farm work and told me to listen carefully in class and not to always whisper and play. Unfortunately, I... didn't want to learn, and I let down his hard work and his hard work."

Xue Han was stunned, and his intuition suddenly became blank.

Suddenly, she remembered the scene when her uncle stopped her from running out in the middle of the night.

Under the bright street lights, my uncle's face was dark. He held back his temper and persuaded her, his eyes full of anger and helplessness.

At that time, my uncle saw that she was unintentional to learn and used her class time to sneak out to fall in love. He even used her training class fees to buy a boy to charge his phone, buy junk food and eat enough, and play games online. How disappointed and angry he was so angry!

Because he once sent such deep hopes on his mother and her.

My father, who was willing to give him training fees, was still working overtime in the study in the middle of the night, and had to go to work and take care of his sick grandparents. He didn't even care about his back soreness.

Thinking of this, the guilt in her heart increased a little, and tears unconsciously slid from the corners of her eyes, ticking.

Cheng Tianfang lowered his eyes and didn't see it. He murmured: "I disappointed my grandparents too much, and my uncles and aunts too much... I was disappointed too much, too much. I regret it, I still regret it, and I have always lived in regret. But what if I regret it? The most unlikely medicine in the world is the medicine for regret."

"Mom..." Xue Han called out.

Cheng Tianfang suddenly came back to his senses, and suddenly excitedly hugged his daughter in his arms, and cried uneasyly.

"Xiaohan, my cousin was here earlier, so I can't tell you too much. Mom, no matter how good your relationship with that man is, Mom, beg you to see clearly with your eyes wide, and never learn from your mother... Mom regrets it so much! Don't live in regrets all your life! Don't... Never repeat your mother's mistakes... Woo woo woo woo woo!"

Xue Han was stunned and couldn't help asking: "Mom, do you know? What do you regret?"

Cheng Tianfang choked up and said, "Yes, your father called me and told me. He said you were having sex with a gangster... and he often went out to play with him and had no intention of going to school. During the period when I went abroad, your grades were bad again and again, and even became the second-last place in the class. Your father was helpless and said that he was very angry at the beginning and even quarreled with you on the street. Fortunately, my aunt stopped you. He said, I hope I will come back soon and help you find a school to transfer to you. He was also worried secretly, afraid that you will go on a wrong path in the future and will never be reborn."

"...I know I'm wrong." Xue Han wiped his tears and whispered: "I...I won't contact him anymore... He is a bad guy."

Cheng Tianfang looked at his daughter suspiciously and asked, "He is bad? Why didn't you know before? How did you get involved with that kind of gangster?"

Xue Han lowered his head and his voice was very low.

"He borrowed online loans... and couldn't pay them back, so he asked me for money."

Cheng Tianfang narrowed his eyes and said in a deep voice: "Speak carefully."
Chapter completed!