Chapter 1115: Fear

Ye Wenming's body stabilized, but his eyes were still closed and his hands were pressed on his forehead.

Under the moonlight, Zhuo Qianyun only saw Ye Wenming's face now, which was a little scary, and even her lips seemed to be grayish white. And now she touched her hand because she was holding him.

His hands then found that the temperature of his hands was terriblely cold.

After a moment, Ye Wenming finally opened his eyes slowly and stood up straight, "I'll go back now."

"What's wrong with you?" Zhuo Qianyun couldn't help asking, always feeling that now he seemed to have a sense of weakness, as if he was standing at this moment, but he was like

It's shaky and falls down at any time.

"Me?" Ye Wenming was slightly stunned, then raised the corners of his lips and smiled as if nothing had happened, "I'm fine, it's fine." But only he himself knew that his body was exhausted at this moment, as if everybody raised his hand and raised it.

The feet are as if they weigh more than a thousand pounds.

Originally, he was getting blood drawn today, so he should go back and have a good rest, but he couldn't help but want to see her, so he came here again.

Even if the convenience store is closed, seeing the lights in the room will make him feel that it seems to be closer to her.

"You're really okay?" she said suspiciously.

"I'm really okay... I'm really sorry to bother you, I'm sorry, I... I'll let you go, I'll let you go." He said, but these words were a bit intermittent,

His hand wanted to open the driver's seat door, but the first time it was not opened. It was not until the second time that it was said that the door was opened.

His head was a little dizzy again. He shook his head hard and was about to get into the driver's seat, but one hand suddenly grabbed his hand.

Ye Wenming was stunned and looked at Zhuo Qianyun with a daze.

"You are not suitable for driving now!" Zhuo Qianyun said.

"I... it's okay, I'm a little... tired today, but it's okay to drive a car." He said.

But under the moonlight, his face turned paler.

"You go into the house with me first to drink some hot water. If you drive by yourself, something might happen." Zhuo Qianyun said.

Ye Wenming was a little stunned, and he suddenly came to his senses until he followed Zhuo Qianyun into the room.

He really entered here with her, and he thought he was not qualified to step into here in the future.

"My mother and Xiaoyan are already asleep. Please keep your mouth shut and don't wake them up." Zhuo Qianyun said, pouring a cup of warm water and handing it to Ye Wenming.

Ye Wenming took the water, moistened his throat, and put it on the stomach with warm water, which made the chill in his body fade away.

"Thank you for being willing to let me in. I thought you wouldn't care about me no matter whether I was dead or alive." He murmured.

"I don't care." Zhuo Qianyun said, "If there are no children, then you will die or live, I don't want to know. But now, you are at least the father of the children. When I was still studying, my father

He passed away, and I don't want my children, nor my father."

"So, you hope I can live, right?" His eyes were like a layer of starlight, shining.

She suffocated, and the light in his eyes made her unable to look directly, so she could only say vaguely, "Whatever you think."

"If you want me to live, then I will live. No matter how difficult it is, I will live!" he said.

Originally, she thought that she didn't care about his life at all, and even thought that she might wish him not to be in this world, but now, she doesn't want him to have something to do. Even though she said that it was just because of the children, but to him

In other words, it is a motivation for him to survive.

"Call your driver and ask him to pick you up." Zhuo Qianyun said.

"Ah, OK." He responded, took out his cell phone and dialed the driver's number.

A moment later, when he finished the phone call, he heard her voice ringing again, "I heard from my neighbors that you often drive to the nearby place these days and then head towards the small shop.

Look here?"

A hint of helplessness flashed across his face, as if he had done something wrong and was caught by the teacher. "I...I just..." He just wanted to see her more, even if he took a look at her more

All are good.

"If there is no special reason, I hope you don't do this anymore. Do you think you didn't bother me? But in fact, your behavior is already a kind of disturbance, and the neighbors around you all see it.

When they arrived, they would only make various speculations, and then they would develop into various gossips. I don’t want my family to be troubled by these gossips.” Zhuo Qianyun said.

Ye Wenming's face became paler and the water cup in his hand seemed to be almost unable to hold it.

Zhuo Qianyun suddenly smiled, "Ye Wenming, really, let me go, let yourself go, we are together, it's really not suitable for you. Haven't you noticed? We have known each other for so many years, but the time of real happiness

Compared with the painful time, it is too much less. Since that is the case, why do you still choose to spend it in pain?”

Ye Wenming's hands tightly pinched the glass in his hand, "Pain... It's because I didn't know right or wrong before and didn't know how to cherish it, but now I won't. Now I won't do this anymore, I will work hard to be

A good husband and a good father!”

"But I don't want to experience that heart-wrenching pain again! Ye Wenming, I've passed the impulse period of youth and don't have that courage! I don't want to taste the feeling that there is no greater sorrow than death in my heart.

That feeling is really... too bitter, it's like the world has turned gray and white in front of you."

"Does my feelings for you really... make you so painful?" he murmured, his voice trembling!

"…yes," she replied, "this relationship that scares me even."

"Scared?" He laughed bitterly, "Haha... I thought... I love you, I want to make up for the harm I have hurt you, but... it turns out that you are afraid... afraid..."

His fingers were pinching the glass more and more forcefully. Suddenly, with a "bang", the glass in his hand also shattered into pieces.

Zhuo Qianyun exclaimed, "You——"

Ye Wenming looked at the blood in his hands, and the broken glass fragments that had just been cracked cuts into his hands.

But it’s strange that he doesn’t feel any pain at all now!
Chapter completed!