Chapter 1,185 Do you regret it?
Zhuo Qianyun felt even more guilty.
After ending the call with Guo Xinli, she made another call to her mother, "Mom, I won't be back today. I have something to do. I will come back in a few days."
"What's wrong? What happened?" Zhuo's mother asked nervously.
"It's nothing, it's just that I heard that there is an old doctor here who is an authority in obstetrics and gynecology. I want this doctor to help me take a look at the situation of me and the fetus, but this expert's name is more difficult to get, so
I'll be back in a few days." She didn't want to worry her mother, so she made a random excuse.
"Is that so..." Zhuo's mother was indeed not suspicious, "Then you have to be careful when you go to the doctor alone!"
"I understand." Zhuo Qianyun said, "You can take care of Xiaoyan alone at home and pay attention to your health. If something happens, you can ask Yiran or Lianyi for help."
"Okay, I get it. My old bones can hold on, it's okay!" Zhuo's mother said.
Mother and daughter have supported each other for so many years, and they don't want the other to worry about them.
After finishing the phone call with her mother, Zhuo Qianyun put down her phone and felt tiredness coming over her. Maybe there were too many things that happened today and she was too tired. After a while, she fell into a deep sleep.
passed.
After an unknown amount of time, the door to the ward was pushed open, and Ye Wenming walked in. Looking at Zhuo Qianyun who was sleeping deeply, a trace of worry and anxiety flashed in his eyes that even he himself had not noticed.
Just now, when he went to go through the hospitalization procedures, he also went to the doctor's office.
The doctor looked at him and just said, "Mr. Ye, your wife's condition is very bad. According to her description, this kind of pain should be the first time. She is a liver transplant patient, although she has been five years old.
There is a safe period of 20 years, but pregnancy is still too dangerous for her, and her pain may become more and more frequent in the future. I don’t know what the doctor at the hospital where she established her card thinks, but I will
It is recommended to terminate the pregnancy.”
"What if it doesn't stop?"
"Then after the child reaches 28 weeks, according to your wife's current physical condition, she should not be able to support the child until 32 weeks. The survival rate of a 28-week-old child is actually very low. Even if it does survive, it may not
There are a lot of sequelae, and your wife’s body is under such an overload. Even if she really gets through it, she may not be able to make up for the deficit in the future.”
What the doctor said is actually quite vague.
He understood what the doctor said. If she really waited until 7 months, then she might not be able to live to a ripe old age even if she actually gave birth to a child.
He didn't know why, but when this knowledge flashed through his mind, his heart felt painful.
She... can't she live to be gray-haired?
Although he has forgotten his feelings, those memories are still there. He still remembers how she insisted on keeping the child in front of him!
Ye Wenming walked to the bedside, leaned down, and looked at the sleeping Zhuo Qianyun quietly.
She didn't seem to be sleeping peacefully, with her brows furrowed and a thin layer of sweat on her forehead. Her pale face and dry lips made her look so pitiful, which also affected his mood.
.
He couldn't help but raise his hand, trying to wipe away the sweat from her forehead.
Just when his hand gently touched her forehead, her body suddenly shrank and her head moved from side to side, as if to avoid his hand.
"Baby... Mommy... will protect you..." she murmured, and there seemed to be some kind of panic in her voice.
Did she have a nightmare? His eyes darkened slightly. She cared so much about the child in her belly...she cared enough to risk her life!
And not long after, her mouth overflowed again - "Xia Xi... Xi... I... I will find you soon, I... I will definitely come to you, no... I won't let you suffer
of……"
Ye Wenming's eyes darkened, and after a moment, a mocking laugh came from his throat.
Even in her dream, she was thinking about the child in her belly and her friend Xia Xi. And what kind of position could he, Ye Wenming, have in her heart?
I'm afraid there is no place anywhere!
If it was true, then she wouldn't be so ruthless in wanting to separate, and wouldn't even give them a chance.
The funny thing is that he has forgotten his feelings, but now he seems to still be affected by her.
"Zhuo Qianyun, if you have the slightest feeling for me, then I..." He murmured, stopped talking, turned and walked out of the ward.
Staying in this room and listening to her calling someone else will only make him realize more deeply how failed he was in the past.
But the moment he opened the door to the ward, the whispers from her dream flooded into his ears again.
"Wen Ming...I'm sorry..."
Ye Wenming's footsteps suddenly stopped, and he turned around to look at Zhuo Qianyun who was still sleeping in a daze.
Is she... apologizing?
Are you apologizing to him?
In her dream...she also dreamed of him?
So, does she still have him in her heart?
Ye Wenming pursed his thin lips tightly, hesitated for a moment, and finally sighed softly, closed the door of the ward again, and walked to the bedside.
His fingers gently touched her lips, "Do you really think you're sorry for me? Then have you ever thought about what you should do to make up for it?"
But she was still asleep, and the only response to him was the silence of the room.
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Zhuo Qianyun only felt that she had had a long dream, dreaming that the baby in her belly was scared, as if there was a force that wanted to take the baby away from her, and she tried her best to save the baby.
Keep.
Then, she dreamed of Natsuki again. Natsuki was covered in wounds and wailing in pain. She wanted to get closer, but was blocked by overlapping black shadows.
In the end, she dreamed of Ye Wenming and all the things in the past. Finally, Ye Wenming looked at her expressionlessly and said, "Zhuo Qianyun, do you regret it? As long as you say you are not sorry, I will forgive you."
She doesn't regret it, but she really wants him to forgive her!
She didn't want him to blame her or hate her...
When Zhuo Qianyun slowly opened her eyes, what caught her eyes was the darkness outside the window, the lights in the room, and... Ye Wenming sitting on the sofa next to the wall.
For a moment, Zhuo Qianyun couldn't tell the difference between a dream and reality.
Chapter completed!