Chapter 643: I want to treat you as a relative
The soft voice sounded like a gentle and ordinary conversation, but his eyes were staring at her closely, not letting go of any subtle expression on her face.
Ling Yiran pursed his lips and said, "I have no regrets. Since I made that decision, I won't regret it."
What's more, even if she said it at that time, she would not be able to give Gu Lichen what he really wanted. After all, the person she really loved was... Thinking of this, Ling Yiran's eyes dimmed.
She loved him so much at the beginning, but now, how much of her feelings for him are left?
"What are you thinking about?" His fingers suddenly clasped her chin and asked. He didn't like the desolate look in her eyes just now, as if there was something he couldn't grasp.
"It's nothing." Ling still said.
"I want to hear the truth." He narrowed his eyes and said.
She hesitated for a moment and finally said, "I was just thinking about what kind of feelings I have for you."
His dark peach blossom eyes narrowed, and he stared at her intently. He opened his thin lips and said with a hoarse voice, "Then tell me, what kind of feelings do you have for me?"
"I don't know either." Ling Yiran raised the corners of his lips mockingly, "After all, I loved you once, but too many things happened later, which seemed to have broken those feelings into pieces again. And in the future
, I don’t know what kind of relationship we will have. But no matter what, I will try my best to be a good wife and mother."
After a pause, she said with some expectation in her eyes, "If possible, I hope that in the future... our relationship can be similar to that of relatives. After all, we have three children, and I don't want to be in front of the children.
, we don’t seem to have a good relationship.”
She still hopes to give her children a warm home.
Yi Jinli pondered, family members... But what he wanted was not just family members, he wanted more...
"Why, do you want to be just a family member with me?" he suddenly asked sarcastically.
Ling still said "Yeah", "Is that okay?"
He stared at her, "So, you have no love for me anymore, right?"
She was stunned and didn't know how to answer. Is there no love? It seemed... It wasn't true. After all, she had loved her so deeply, even... when he asked her to love him again after they broke up,
It's not that she hasn't been moved, nor has she ever thought about starting over again.
But so many things happened later, she never thought that she and him would start over again in the same way as now.
"Yes or not, you will know after you try it." He said and kissed her lips directly.
Inexplicably, a surge of anger welled up in his heart, and then spread quickly. Why was he so disappointed when he heard her say that she only wanted to be a relative with him? And her silence now,
It made him so angry.
If you are angry with her, why don't you deny it?
He was even more angry with himself, why did he still care so much about her silence, why was he so unwilling? What was he expecting?
"Well..." Ling Yiran was caught off guard, his eyes widened suddenly, and he stared blankly at the face so close to him.
He's kissing her?!
The touch on her lips was so real, but her whole body felt like a trance.
His fingers were still clasping her jaw tightly at this moment, not allowing her to dodge in the slightest. His lips were slightly cool, so different from her gentle lips.
And his kiss was also domineering and absolutely possessive, but it seemed to have a touch of tenderness and desire like before.
Ling Yiran only felt that her heartbeat was constantly accelerating. At this moment, inexplicably, she didn't want to struggle or resist.
She slowly closed her eyes, and with his kiss, the scenes from the past not only appeared before her eyes, but it turned out that, in just such a year, some feelings could be so unforgettable.
It turned out that she had repeatedly told herself to forget, but in fact she had forgotten nothing.
When the kiss finally ended, Ling still opened his eyes and looked steadily at the person in front of him.
"Why don't you resist?" His voice murmured.
She didn't know how to answer because she didn't have the answer herself.
"Because you want to be a relative with me, even if I kiss you or do something more intimate to you, you can bear it for the sake of the child, right?" He frowned slightly, and there seemed to be a hint of displeasure in his eyes.
Obviously, his marriage to her was originally just because of the children, but he didn't want her to really do everything for the children.
As he spoke, his fingers touched her neck, and then slowly went down...
She suddenly came back to her senses, grabbed his hand and said, "As you said, you won't touch me without my consent!"
He said calmly, "I told you that I won't touch you, but... it's only during your pregnancy. Do you want me to touch you in the future? Or do you plan to be a respectful couple with me for the rest of your life?"
"
She was silent.
His fingers slipped into her clothes, and her body suddenly trembled. Suddenly, the familiar nauseating feeling came back.
She pushed him away almost subconsciously, then rushed into the bathroom, lay down on the sink and vomited.
"Ugh... vomit... ugh..." The sound of vomiting kept coming from the bathroom.
Yi Jinli stood there, looking at the palm of her right hand with some confusion. Her body temperature still remained on the fingertips...
There was a hint of self-deprecation on the corners of his lips, and then he walked step by step to the door of the bathroom, and stood quietly, watching her lying on the sink, vomiting in such a mess.
I don't know how long it took, but Ling Yiran finally vomited and finally took a breath. After rinsing his mouth, he looked up and found Yi Jinli standing by the bathroom door.
"Just now, suddenly..." She started to speak, but was interrupted by him.
"Is it because of my touch?" He murmured, walked up to her, looked at her pale face, her almond-shaped eyes seemed to have become darker, her small nose, and...
There are those pitiful lips, and only by kissing them can you understand the beauty of them.
You will become addicted to it and become obsessed with it.
Chapter completed!