"Since we can't change what happened in the past, then... I want to let it go and don't want to dwell on the past. Just like what Lianyi said to me, people always have to look forward." Ling Yiran took a deep breath.

With her tone, she let go of her struggles and contradictions little by little, and finally said what she had been thinking about for a long time in her heart these days -

"Ajin, I am willing to forgive you, and I will not leave you. I have not forgotten what I once said to you. If you don't leave, I will not abandon you."

Yes, this is her decision.

When she said these words, her body seemed to tremble again, with a kind of pain, as if all kinds of pain in the past were passing through her body's memory one by one, but... at the same time, there was something...

Kind of relaxed.

Maybe... only by letting go can she truly be happy and go on with the person she loves.

If she really missed him in this life, then she thought she would definitely regret it in the future!

Yi Jinli's lips trembled, "Are you really willing to forgive me? You won't leave me?"

"Well, I won't leave you." She responded.

His mother left him, his father also left him, and his grandfather left again, but she wouldn't, she wanted to go on with her properly.

Hearing this, tears welled up again, "Yi... still..." He kept calling her name, crying like a child.

She picked up a tissue and wiped his tears, "Don't cry, I forgive you, so don't cry..."

"Okay, I won't cry, I won't cry." He choked with sobs. Today, he had a lot of tears, but... she was the only one who could make him cry.

He held her hand that wiped his tears, "Yiran, do you know how much I love you? How afraid I am that you will never forgive me in this life? I am afraid, afraid that you will hate me

I'm afraid you will leave me..."

Only she can make him so scared.

Her brows suddenly frowned, and her body trembled. His hand wrapped her hand, and the bursts of warmth were transferred from his hand to hers, but her body began to stiffen, and then that

A nauseous feeling seemed to rise again.

She covered her mouth with her other hand almost instinctively, trying to suppress the feeling in her body.

And he withdrew his hand almost in embarrassment, his face still stained with tears looked pale and helpless.

"Sorry, maybe it will take some time before I can..." She murmured, even though in her heart, she wanted to forgive Ajin and let go of those things.

But why does the body react like this?

Could it be that...she still hasn't really let go? Ling still lowered his eyes and guessed.

Yi Jinli's eyelashes still stained with tears trembled slightly, "The person I'm really sorry for is me. Yiran, I will wait for you, wait for you to be willing to touch me, wait for you to stop rejecting me, I am willing to wait for as long as possible.

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Today, she is willing to forgive him, which is a huge surprise to him. Even now, no matter how much he wants to hug her or kiss her, he will restrain himself.

She just needs to adapt, she just needs to forget what he did in the past...and he will wait patiently, more patiently than he does with anything!

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That night, instead of the nurse accompanying Ling Yiran, she became Yi Jinli again.

The only difference is that they don't sleep in the same bed.

When she was about to fall asleep at night, he said, "I can sleep on the sofa next to her. If I sleep on the bed, I'm afraid that I will touch you when I fall asleep." He said.

He was afraid that his touch would cause her to have an adverse reaction.

So, when Ling Yiran woke up the next day, he only saw Yi Jinli lying on the sofa, eyes closed, still asleep.

She gently opened the quilt on her body and walked to the sofa.

In the past, when she woke up, he was usually already awake and rarely overslept. But today, it was already past 9 o'clock in the morning, but he was still asleep.

Ling Yiran looked at Yi Jinli quietly, only feeling that he seemed to be thinner than before, and even when he fell asleep, he gave people a haggard feeling.

Moreover, there are some faint bruises under his eyes. Didn't he sleep well these days?

Suddenly, Yi Jinli's brows suddenly wrinkled, and then, his originally peaceful sleeping face seemed to become uneasy, and a thin layer of sweat quickly began to form on his forehead.

"No... no... definitely not..." He murmured in a low voice.

"Why not?" Ling was still stunned, and subconsciously raised her hand to touch his cheek, but the moment she touched it, her body couldn't help but stiffen again.

How could this happen?! Obviously, she had decided to let it go and no longer cared about what happened at the beginning. Why did her body still react like this?

Ling Yiran could only retract his hand and shouted to Yi Jinli, "Ajin, Ajin, wake up quickly!"

As if hearing her voice, Yi Jinli opened his eyes suddenly. The moment he opened his dark eyes, they were filled with a kind of despair, until her face came into his eyes.

At this time, the despair in his eyes gradually faded away, and he breathed out a sigh of relief.

"What's wrong? What did you dream about?" she asked curiously.

"Nothing." He said, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his expression returned to normal.

"It feels like you just had a nightmare." She said.

"Really? I don't remember." He smiled and said, "But even if I really had a nightmare, it was just a dream. I'm going to take a shower first. I'm a little sweaty."

As Yi Jinli spoke, he took the clothes he wanted to change and entered the bathroom.

The warm water washed over his body. Yi Jinli raised his hand and wiped the water from his face.

Just now...he lied. In fact, he clearly remembered everything in the dream.

In the dream, the old man kept saying to him, "Jinli, you and Ling are still together, and there will be no good results! If you love a woman too much and put your life in the hands of a woman, sooner or later...

One day, you will destroy yourself! And this woman is destined to leave you!"

The old man's voice was like a nightmare. Even if he wakes up now, he still feels lingering fear at this moment.

Yi Jinli shook his head violently and told himself not to think about the old man's words in the dream. He was probably just worried about what Secretary Wang would do next, so he had such a dream.
Chapter completed!