The two chose a very elegant restaurant, and Su Yuming ordered a lot of wine. Basically, he would add more wines not long after ordering one bottle.

Lin Xiyan knew the truth and understood his sorrow, so she did not stop him.

The whole meal was eaten in silence. In the end, Su Yuming drank too much and finally spoke to her.

"Actually, I haven't thought about finding other women over the years. I have also tried to go on blind dates with other women and went there several times, but every time I came back without interest and felt that they were not what I wanted. of."

"Xiyan, I think that I am not a picky person. When I was young, I also suffered a lot and showed enough respect for women, but after all these years, I still can't let go of you... ..."

Su Yuming took another sip, put his slender fingers on the mouth of the bottle, and smiled bitterly.

"I'm so smart, how could I not see that Huo Xueyi likes me? Even if I were a fool, I would have figured it out a long time ago, but I can't accept her, just like I can't accept other women. They can't compare to your weight in my heart. .”

"I have wanted to tell you these words for a long time, but I have never found a suitable opportunity. Today, just think of me talking nonsense while drinking to drown my sorrows. If you have heard of it, don't take it to heart."

Lin Xiyan was silent for a while after hearing this.

Naturally, she had long been aware of Su Yuming's feelings for her, and perhaps she had some affection for him.

But after so long, Su Yuming still hasn't let go.

Today he just said it out under the influence of alcohol, but Lin Xiyan was really afraid that he would never be able to look back in his life.

She thought for a long time, carefully considered her words, and then spoke slowly.

"Yuming, there are people and things. If you miss it, you have missed it. You still have such a long life, and you have to learn to look forward."

"Moreover, Yun Ting and I like each other and live a good life together. I also hope that you can find your own happiness."

"It's time for you to let it go. You are very affectionate towards me and I really can't respond to you. But from the perspective of a friend, shouldn't you really think about it and consider your future?" "

As she spoke, Lin Xiyan deliberately spoke in a half-joking tone, "You get married early, take action when you meet a girl you like, and then have another child. Then our two families can get married, okay?"

Su Yuming's eyelashes trembled slightly and he looked at her blankly.

In a daze, it seemed that he had gone back many years ago. The person sitting in front of him was not Lin Xiyan now, not Lu Junting's wife, not the mother of Lu Junting's child, but the innocent, brave and upright girl back then.

Su Yuming was probably very drunk, and his vision was blurred. He stretched out his hand towards Lin Xiyan in a daze, wanting to touch her, or maybe he wanted to touch the girl from many years ago.

The hand rose into the air, froze for a moment, then suddenly dropped down as if it had lost its vitality.

Su Yuming suddenly shed tears, looked embarrassed, and sobbed in his throat.

"We can't go back, can we..."
Chapter completed!